Transcript of Tyme Rider - Consciousness Transfers, Cloning Centers, Donald Marshall
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0:01welcome to um stab Julian AKA time riter0:05is it fine if I share that yes yes0:08absolutely that's fine great so you0:11reached out to me a while ago describing0:15your non-traditional Avenue you started0:18out in Academia and eventually obtains0:23PhD in Clinical Psychology and practiced0:27Psychotherapy for a number of years yes0:30and then you shunned it you turned your0:33back to it0:34eventually and then stumbled on maybe my0:39my favorite whistleblower Donald0:40Marshall and which you let's say0:42resonated with so yes yeah maybe give us0:48some background about where where it0:50began for you in that sense sure sure so0:55you know we say sort of you know I hate0:58the words the truth movement but in and1:00people trying to figure out the nature1:01of the realm let's just say that um1:04we're interested in the veracity of what1:07is our reality so my journey with that1:11started in1:121998 I was in the middle of my Master's1:14Degree and I read um Behold a Pale Horse1:18by William1:19Cooper I lived in um near to Sedona1:23Arizona so there's a huge metaphysical1:26Community there where you know Crystal1:29work UF o um chakra work just all kinds1:32of stuff and even though I was in a1:34traditional academic program I was1:38really drawn to that kind of material1:40because I had so many interesting and1:42anomalous things that had happened to me1:45in my life to that point and I was1:49really struck by The Mont talk Trilogy I1:51read that in like 98 99 and then I read1:55a couple of David Ike books and so1:57anyway that's where it launched me and1:59of course like many of us in the truth2:01movement at that time I was watching2:04like Art Bell and you know uh Alex Jones2:08you know stuff that I would call gateway2:10drugs they're like gateways and to truth2:13so that's been 26 years now um so I've2:17kind of been down in the2:18trenches uh a long time in in looking2:22into our2:23reality as far2:25as where it coincided with Donald2:28Marshall is as I continued through my I2:32guess traditional education I was2:34getting my masters and then in my PhD I2:37continued researching so there was a2:39real parallel processing going there and2:43by the time the Donald Marshall stuff2:45came across my desk it was 202:492013 and I had at that point2:53decided I don't know how the tactfully2:56to say this but that working in a2:59bureaucratic3:00higher institution was not for me I'm3:04definitely a sort of a eclectic outlier3:07person and I found the politics involved3:11just awful and I also was surrounded by3:15people who were purporting to take care3:17of others these are other clinical3:20psychologists and it was just kind of3:23grotesque some of the the things that3:25they were working at their own problems3:27and the student involvement and it was3:29just a lot of like Ames and just stuff3:33and I just hate that crap I've been no3:34BS person and I just hated it so as I3:39got through my PhD I had become a3:41college professor I worked at a3:43university I had book deals I was3:45publishing doing all the hoop jumping3:48but the more I learned about outlier3:51topics the less interested I became in3:54and being in that realm so in 2013 I3:58moved my familyross country to a very4:01rural area which is where I had been uh4:03born and raised in the Pacific Northwest4:06in the US4:08and I just resigned I just started4:11working part-time locally there's a a4:13Native American Indian Reservation here4:15and I worked as a psychologist and I4:18worked at the school as a school4:20therapist just part-time and then about4:22five years ago I4:24completely I guess I retired I'm 55 and4:28I'm retired which is fine I mean I'm I'm4:31still a bomb you know I'm raising my4:33kids but I I had more time I guess at4:36that point to focus on some of these4:40outlier topics so there I was in 2013 I4:44had moved my family quit my full-time4:46career I was actually working two4:48full-time jobs I was the lead therapist4:51at a clinic 40 hours a week and the4:53other 40 hours a week I was a university4:55professor of graduate students teaching4:58folks on a m Master's level baby5:01therapist how to be full grown okay so5:05when I came back I decided okay I'm just5:08gonna start kind of looking into other5:11topics that maybe I hadn't had as much5:13time to because I was very busy in my5:16career so Donald Marshall's interview5:20with Vinnie Eastwood uh came across the5:22YouTube in5:242013 and I was5:27immediately um interested because some5:31of the details of the things that he5:33talked about were things that resonated5:37I hate that word but that's what we all5:39use um to to let each other know that it5:41something that really the frequency or5:43the vibration or the intention of what5:46he was talking about was something that5:48was details that I had shared in my own5:53experiences in my own life things that5:55had been um5:58unexplained things that happened during6:00dream time I'm going to say dream time6:02in quotes as well because I think6:05dreaming is much more than just one one6:08thing happens during dreaming um but I6:11had had so many different experiences so6:14Donnie started talking about6:16Consciousness transfer and I immediately6:18was like oh my God because I had so many6:21interesting data points in my life but I6:24had no context to put them in there was6:26no bowl to put all these data points in6:28or nothing to ra it on was like I would6:31have these nighttime scenarios where I6:34would be somewhere and it was very6:36different from what we call a dorable6:38dream which is more metaphorical in my6:41case I know I'm in a dream I'm a very6:43lucid dreamer because things will start6:46metaphorically showing up like like I'm6:49sitting somewhere and I and I don't have6:51pants on like I lost my pant you know6:54she lost her short somewhere where I'm6:56feeling awkward like I'm in front of a6:58class that's an actual dream that's a7:00metaphor your right brain is uh7:03explaining to you subconsciously either7:06concerns you might have anxieties7:08whatever um or where faces change of7:10people7:11change yes or that or you can't see your7:14own hands a lot of time I always look at7:16my hands can I see my hands can I feel7:19things um uh people will have told me in7:24the past I mean I've done over 15,0007:27hours of clinical work with families7:29individuals uh couples and I had heard7:33numerous people recount dreams to me and7:36sometimes people would say things like7:38in my dreams I can't speak or in my7:41dreams no one ever talks to me or you7:44know so what I learned over the years7:46was each person has their own unique way7:49of knowing whether they're actually7:51Dreaming or not and then the more Lucid7:53of a dreamer that you are the more7:55likely you are to be able to control the7:57situation when it's happening so going7:59back to the Donald Marshall material I8:03had had all these instances that were8:05outside the framework of what I would8:07call normal right brain neurons firing8:11dreaming and also a number of anomalous8:14dream situations for myself so when8:18Donnie started speaking it just all um8:22made a lot of sense to me in terms of a8:23context a framework for some of the8:26other things that had happened to me and8:29so I started listening very8:31carefully and I followed it ever since8:34for 11 years and so last year I decided8:38that no one had ever done what I would8:42call a psychological analysis of why8:46Donnie is the way he is the way he acts8:49the way he does because I'd heard so8:51many people say over the years that they8:55they can't believe the Donald Marshall8:57material because he's such a narcissist9:00or they don't want to believe the Donald9:01Marshall material because he's so9:03abrasive um he made fun of this person9:07or that person or he used language that9:10people found offensive like the word9:12[ __ ] or other words that are even more9:15you know what we would call really9:18offensive in the culture so I found that9:22fascinating because as a9:25therapist he struck me right away as a9:29person who9:31typified a trauma Survivor like9:34literally PTSD9:36walking not just straight up9:38PTSD but the secondary PTSD that he9:43exhibits from the things that he's been9:45forced to witness that has happened to9:47others so he has all of these trauma9:51triggers and Trauma bonding with um what9:54I call the they the powers that9:56shouldn't be the elite or whatever we9:57want to call them the the so-called10:00controllers of this realm that we're in10:02or I like to think of them as middle10:04management because I don't think that10:05they're the be all end all of what10:07controls this this construct but10:10Donnie's information hooked me right10:13away simply because what I was coming10:16from my own personal experience number10:18one and number two by that point I had10:22been doing Psychotherapy in the role of10:25a10:25clinician since 1998 so I had10:30you know 12 13 years of hardcore in the10:32trenches listening many hours so I've10:36seen a lot of liars I've dealt with a10:38lot of pathological Liars I've dealt10:39with a forensic population criminals who10:43love to lie and are very good at it I've10:46seen sociopathy in all its forms and I10:50specialized in axis 2 which is10:52personality disordered individuals like10:55borderline and antisocial so I'm10:58definitely an expert in body language so11:01I was watching Donnie and in the11:03beginning I would just turn turn the11:06sound off and just watch watch what he11:09was doing and what he was saying and I11:11understood very quickly that he11:15definitely believed what he was saying11:17now some will say well that doesn't mean11:20it's true you know anyone can believe11:22you know uh falsehood and then they'll11:25sell it as truth if they believe it is11:27truth and and I hear that I valid that11:30but the sheer volume of the details he11:33has provided number one and number two11:36the con consistency by which she has11:38provided them from my perspective for 1111:42years and I mean I've read a lot of11:44things the man has said you know written11:46on the proboards written on Facebook11:48written on Instagram written on X I mean11:50day in and day out for 11 years so I11:53have a pretty good sense of his11:55personality and I have interacted with11:57him not in person person uh but yes12:00through through electronically so people12:03say I don't think the person running12:06that that Twitter account is the real12:09Donald Marshall and to that I say no12:11that's false it really it is the same12:13person that came forward I can't vouch12:17for all the way back to 2011 when he12:19wrote the letter because I wasn't didn't12:22have eyes on it until 2013 but the very12:24same person I believe who wrote all of12:28this and produced all of this content12:30both verbally and written is the same12:33person who lyrically in his music has12:36been talking to us all the way back for12:39four decades and also I make the case in12:42my series even before that because of12:45course I did ask Donnie directly12:47especially about some of the songs was12:50this placed backwards in time yes yes it12:54was they they did Place music so Johnny12:58started making13:00music right right when he was four and13:033/4 years old right before he turned13:06five but they put music back into the13:1170s and back even farther than that so13:15that's that's how I came to the Donald13:18Marshall material that's how I first13:20like engaged it and I consumed it and13:23you know and I've been thinking about it13:25in different ways for 11 years because13:28it it explained a lot and it was a very13:31good groundwork for me to understand13:34that we are in a type of a construct I13:39don't believe it's necessarily quote a13:42Sim it's more like an organic construct13:47that's AI augmented we're like in an13:50augmented reality Hollow deck I don't13:52think we have exact words for what we13:54are in people say oh it's a Sim I think13:57we're in more than a Sim but we are in14:00something like avatars and so when14:02Donnie talks about Consciousness14:04transfer he was really the first person14:07in the truth movement to identify the14:11way it was done when it was done and of14:14course all he talked about originally as14:17you know Dan youve been all over this14:19all these years just along with me um he14:22talked about it only during REM sleep14:26but as time went on it became very clear14:29that they transferred him during the day14:32as well which when these things became14:34clear on the proboards and he would talk14:36about they would take him on um he14:39called them field trips during the day14:41where they would transfer him to places14:44it became very obvious to me that what14:47we think of time is definitely incorrect14:52you know time is a linear construct it's14:54it's extremely incorrect what we think14:56of as reality is incorrect so you know15:00I've gotten a lot of positive feedback15:03about the series that I did you know15:05it's very long you know I I pulled15:07threads all the way from 1980 to the15:10current day but the one thing people15:12still say to me is you know I cannot get15:15over the fact that this one guy wrote15:19everything15:21from15:22Nirvana because he wrote everything but15:25one one song kudin that that uh Kirk15:29Cain wrote all the way to so he started15:32grunge he was important in Hip Hop you15:36know just all the stuff and so I15:37understand what the barriers are but I15:40is it really so difficult to think that15:43there are Musical prodigies I mean we15:46had Mozart we had Betto I mean there are15:48people who are prodigies now get on15:51Instagram there are young people who15:53there's this one little girl she's seven15:55years old her dad holds up a a phone and15:58says you know I'm going to play this15:59song listen she hears it she gets down16:01to the piano and she can play it and16:03then she creates music as well so he's16:07unusual but not that unusual there are16:09people who could do this but again it's16:13very difficult for people to come to any16:15kind of understanding about the entire16:18structure of his narrative which is why16:22when I saw your first video I was like16:27okay I was very excited because not only16:31did you pair AI Arts with it you cut the16:34Clips in a way that created a linear16:36narrative and as a therapist and as an16:39educator I've learned over the years16:41through trial and error there are many16:43ways to teach don't get me wrong and16:45I've utilized many of them but creating16:48a linear narrative is a way that people16:51can begin to engage material you can16:53always introduce other ways after that16:56but initially for people to grasp just16:59the core you have to have a narrative17:02and that's why your part one I mean I17:05was I was like man I got to I got to17:06write this guy at some point and just17:08give him a you know good job because I17:12had already started formulating in my17:15mind I'm going to do a series with AI17:19art and so you know and then you17:23continued with part two and part three17:25and then when I got my series completed17:27that's when I reached out to you because17:29I thought hey we're brothers from17:31another mother you think the way I17:34do and um you have some of the same17:38goals as me which is to help the17:41material be17:43palatable and you know people are free17:45to believe whatever they they want17:46obviously but what I was trying to do is17:50have people hear that that eye that the17:54person who's singing in the music17:56lyrically who's like saying I am a man17:58in the Box you know that's me in the18:02corner that's me in the spotlight Losing18:05My Religion these are that's the same18:08voice and you know I know I'm speaking18:10to the choir with you but if there are18:12other folks out there who are just newly18:14engaging the18:16material listen try to listen with your18:19emotional IQ versus your cognitive IQ18:22because you will you will feel that it's18:25the same individual who started with you18:28know know I'm sending out an SOS so many18:32years ago or who said it's a mad mad18:37world I find it a little funny I find it18:40a little sad that the dreams when I'm18:42dying are the best I've ever had well I18:47could relate with that because I had18:49numerous dreams and still do where I'm18:52and I'm going to say dreams again in air18:54quotes where I'm dying and it is18:59it is a ungodly relief at that juncture19:03because at least it's over for that that19:06moment of whatever is happening19:09electrocution rape just the most19:12horrific [ __ ] that you know and I've19:15ebed and flowed with that over the years19:18between sad to where I'm kind of in a19:21place now where I'm well last year I was19:24kind of in a more Angry place about it19:26it's ebed and flowed over the years it's19:27ebbed and Flow in terms of my emotional19:30reaction to it as has Donny's which is19:34why Donnie reacts the way he does which19:36is why I wanted to create what I19:40did now it's not going to be the only19:42presentation that I do I decided I'm19:44going to start making a lot of content19:46and I have three other presentations19:48that I'm working on but just my life has19:50gotten in the way I have elderly parents19:52and my mother just passed away last19:54month so I've had a lot going on but19:56there are other things coming but that's19:59how Donnie came into my life and why I20:02did what I did and where I am at this20:05point which is working on other other20:08stuff right but I I love your20:12series did you get a lot of positive did20:15did you get a lot of POS I'm curious20:17what well um kind of feedback did you20:20get I was expecting of course it to you20:23know Catch Fire and such but um I think20:26it was blacklisted by YouTube because it20:29had I don't know how many times more20:31views on Rumble but which is fine which20:33where it got stolen but it's good I want20:35it to be as pired as possible but yeah I20:38just wanted to you know commend you on20:40your series because uh it's really20:41original and I could could not agree20:43more on the approach because I also20:47later realized that what's truly missing20:49is and the biggest you know hurdle for20:53people for newcomers is not so much the20:55alien or the technological aspect of it20:58but simp simply the sheer bravado of the21:00claim of having you know authored21:03thousands of hits along these so that's21:06why it weren't um meticulous timeline21:10and which is what you did yes but going21:13going back to your memories so from what21:17you said I can surise that you're well21:20experienced in lucid and even astro21:22Projection lucid dreaming and I guess at21:26the beginning you you chalked your21:27memories up to dreams but then with21:31Donald Marshall's assistance you you21:32managed to separate the two correct yes21:37over my lifetime um when I was very21:39little I used to tell my parents that I21:42was uh going to heaven at night because21:45I had no sense of another place other21:49than here but I told them I was going on21:52a train to Heaven at night and they21:54didn't understand what I meant because21:58is well who would you know this was the22:001970s and you know there was no there22:03was no um sort of consensus narrative or22:07anything they they had no sense of it22:09neither did I I just knew I was living22:12my body at night and I would leave my22:15body so often that I would like like it22:19was fun for me to pop out of my body and22:23I called it boinging and I would boing22:25along on the ceiling like I could feel22:27the ceiling physically and I could flip22:30around and look down and see myself and22:32this is something I did as a very little22:35girl and I soon realized that it wasn't22:38Heaven that I was going to because there22:40were so many you know bad things going22:43on there and um that is exactly where I22:47learned about sexuality because I I22:50didn't learn about it in my Waking Life22:53but I learned about it there now I'm not22:56saying I was always at the same cloning22:58Center is Donald Marshall or anything23:00like that although I do have memories uh23:03of Donald Marshall although I'm I would23:06be willing to discuss those with you but23:08not in a public way not just yet because23:11it's really23:12complicated um so that means there's a23:16backstory but I am only23:19um I have only become aware of that in23:23maybe the last three years and not23:26saying I won't ever talk about it23:27publicly but for now I am slightly23:31confused because it's it's confusing23:34there's a lot but back to the cloning23:37Not only was I taken to more traditional23:40places and spaces like a cloning Center23:44I've been taken to a number of what I'll23:46call like a VR scenario where this was23:49another thing actually that Donald23:51Marshall talked about the moment he said23:53it I was just sitting there like oh yeah23:54that is exactly it um and in particular23:58a Tes talked about this too he talked24:00about it24:01um in a more scientific way than Donald24:05Marshall he talked about it in terms of24:07being scalar Quantum energy our24:11Consciousness is being removed a called24:15it a biomind and that it's being placed24:17in a temporal bubble where they have24:20control of what we see as a more linear24:23time and they can create a temporal24:24bubble or a or a place where times the24:27way we can think about it as time stops24:30around it so things can happen within24:33that and I would be put in these24:36scenarios where something really bad24:39would be happening to me and then24:40someone would come and save me and then24:43I would of course be grateful and then I24:47would begin having what I'm going to24:50call now like a trauma bond with that24:52person but then later that person would24:55end up hurting me physically and and24:58those kinds of things do still25:02continue but yes I was taken to physical25:07more physical seeming places as well as25:09things that I think now were not like in25:12an underground dumb but it was more I25:16guess I guess maybe the the folks in the25:18The New Age would probably call it in a25:20more astral realm or something um but it25:23was like yeah like it's a a VR construct25:27yeah did25:29mention uh did mention and that the25:31Illuminati told him that he should say25:34that those are the only ones that exist25:36and that the physical one are real but25:39of course that was just manipulation y25:42agreed which is another criticism people25:44have Donald Marshall because they say25:46well he is not telling the whole truth I25:49think many of us are aware that he had25:53to edit some of the things I mean he25:56told as much as he could and sometimes25:58he told more than he was supposed to and26:00he paid for it the next week right y26:04also he was told false things and he26:08admitted that too a number of times26:10later on the proboards he said they26:13don't tell me anything or you know26:15because they just know I'll come here26:16and tell you guys or he would say they26:20told me X but I don't I think that's26:22crap I it's a lie so he started26:26understanding with discernment you know26:29uh which is kind of like I think all of26:31our experience in the truth movement you26:33know you you go down certain rabbit26:35holes at least my experience for the 2626:37years is you're over here you learn this26:40and then you you just get more and more26:42discernment it's like an Aztec step26:44pyramid you're like okay NOP that you26:46know you got on a plateau you learn and26:48then you you know and then again you26:50could also explain that as as moving26:52through different levels of your26:54Consciousness right but with time you26:56were able to demarcate where you were27:00taken physically to where you were taken27:02in in simulations and could you maybe27:04give us some you know definition as to27:08the cloning centers you have actually27:09seen because Donald was taking to27:11multiples I I take it you're you're the27:14same yes they at one point they were27:19taking27:20me about I don't know somewhere between27:232015 to 2020 in that in that uh Realm27:28they were taking me to a place that it27:30was clearly uh a military place and it27:34had one level above ground but it it was27:39odd it had like um I call it the grotto27:43because there were pools of water like27:46you would go through and they would walk27:48you down this Cobblestone area and there27:51were these pools and there were just27:53just abject crazy amounts of [ __ ] and27:57torture going on in those little pools27:59it would be like if you could imagine an28:01extra large hot tub maybe about six or28:04seven feet across just enough water like28:07maybe two two and a half feet of water28:09but with little round sitting area where28:12you know people could be sitting in them28:15and this place and I C I could tell you28:18if you're interested in some of the28:19things I saw happening in those but that28:21is one of the places that they took took28:24me a lot because there were a number of28:29like I don't I think you'll find that28:32I'm not one of these people who's going28:33to be able to give you a really long28:35story about how I I spent you know seven28:39years on this other you know place and I28:42worked and I had extra wives or husbands28:44or whatever I I don't have that kind of28:46a story but what I do have is that in28:50those places Not only was I utilized for28:54the part of my Consciousness that28:56they're very interested in which we28:57haven't talked about yet but the the28:59Kundalini energy part but they also29:02utilized me in more science kinds of29:05ways where I was involved in like as my29:09role as a doctor as a clinician like I29:12was they would they would greet me hello29:15doctor you know how are you today I29:18would have a military escort we would29:20walk down through the pools The Grotto29:23and I had learned in those situations to29:27just look straight ahead because of what29:30was often going on so it was a very29:33strange blend um but it was very real it29:36was very very unlike any kind of a dream29:39place it was very physical but going all29:42the way29:43back the number one thing is brain29:48research um I have kind of a quirk I29:51guess about my29:53brain and I didn't really put this all29:57together till maybe about 10 years ago29:59because it's been happening my whole30:00life um but I couldn't figure out why I30:04was always being taken to or I was30:07always having dreams of medical places30:10medical centers hospitals um and there30:13were people in white lab codes but I was30:16always being put in elaborate headgear30:19and they were having30:21me Focus electromagnetic energy in30:25various areas and so I didn't quite30:29understand until about 10 years ago30:32exactly what it was until a memory30:36finally resurfaced of me being in an30:40area where I was sitting with four other30:44people and we had this elaborate30:45headgear on and they wanted me to um30:50electromagnetically cause the other30:51people sitting around there to have an30:53orgasm30:55okay so I'm you know I I'm able to do30:59that and when I remembered that I put it31:03together because this Quirk that's been31:06going on with me and it's it's bizarre31:08and it's embarrassing but um starting31:11when I was about 17 and a half I started31:13having what um men would call wet dreams31:17uh female nocturnal emissions where31:20you're asleep and you have a very strong31:22orgasm the brain is the largest sexual31:25organ it is not genitals the brain brain31:28is what makes us have an orgasm whether31:29we're interested sexually or not that's31:32why people who have pornography31:34addiction can be watching porn you know31:37all the time and and masturbating and31:40nothing's happening their mind has to be31:42interested in it which is why porn is so31:45invasive because it it keeps moving the31:48Line in the Sand it's like okay this is31:50what gets me excited okay know this does31:53and and it moves into deviant pretty31:55quickly right so yep the first time it31:58happened to me I was in a dorm room in32:01college with 40 other women and I woke32:03up in the middle of the night and you32:06know by this time I was uh I had had sex32:10but only recently so I knew what it was32:14obviously but I I was horrified I32:16thought what am I doing am I sleep you32:18know but I had just been sleeping and I32:21was in a kind of a sleeping bag and my32:23arms were out so no one was doing32:25anything to me and I wasn't doing32:27anything to me32:28so about two weeks later I had to go get32:31my birth control pills refilled so I32:33went and saw my32:35OBGYN and he was an elderly man who was32:39about to retire and I felt he's an old32:42man I can just talk to him and ask him32:44you know I felt I was shy but I told him32:48I said this weird thing happened to me I32:49said I think it was like how guys have a32:52wet dream and he rolled back in the32:54chair I'll never forget it and he was32:56absolutely de delighted he thought it32:58was the greatest thing ever he said oh33:00my god I've been practicing for 40 years33:03I've never met a woman who has33:05nocturnally missions well good for you33:07he claps me on the back and I was like33:11all kinds of horrified right I was33:13really33:15embarrassed I was just like okay and uh33:20he said do you know who Alfred Kinsey is33:24and I said no because I hadn't started33:28my psych degree yet so I hadn't studied33:30the the sex um work that he had done in33:33the 50s to study sexuality so he told me33:37that he had done reports and that he had33:40come to some conclusion that women could33:43have nocturnal emissions too and I don't33:45remember what the stat was maybe 30% of33:48women but it seemed very high and the33:50doctor said um that he had reviewed that33:54research and didn't think it was well33:56controlled at all and he thought it was33:58skewed and he said just judging for me34:01he said I've heard it all but I haven't34:04heard this he said I've been waiting to34:07hear this so he was just thrilled that34:09day he thought it was the greatest thing34:10ever so fast forward all these years I'm34:1355 now this started34:15then this has happened to me and34:19sometimes it's more but absolutely at34:21least once every six weeks my entire34:24adult life so you you know and I've been34:29I've ran the gamut about what I think34:32about that from it's amusing to like34:36what what is this to um you know I've34:39had Partners or my husband who think34:41it's pretty awesome you34:44know34:46to jealousy men that I've dated who34:49don't have that who are like what you34:51know this isn't fair because by then I34:53was a grown woman you know I'm like in34:55my 30s and these guys are like34:58H how are you having them and I never34:59did when I was a teenager I don't know35:01it's just my brain so what I'm saying is35:04it kept happening but it was pretty much35:07as regular as menstruation to a woman to35:10me so it was in a small part of my mind35:13it's not like I was sitting around35:14thinking I was some you know divine35:17feminine sexual goddess or something you35:20know and and I I just thought it was a35:23quirky thing about me but about 10 years35:26ago I started kind of pseudo keeping35:30track of it because an interesting35:33situation happened where and I know this35:36strains credulity but it happened it35:39this35:40happened I had one that hit me in the35:43night and sometimes it's so strong that35:46it almost literally knocks me out of the35:48bed well this happened and my husband35:50who was laying next to me like I got35:53knocked out of the bed like I woke up35:55and and it's like you're you're having35:57an orgasm like ah although they hurt36:00they're not really pleasurable it's very36:02strong and it's in my head and it hurts36:04it hurts my head like I get a headache36:06afterwards so I'm like B over I fell off36:09fell out of the bed and I'm like ah you36:12know like it's very pleasurable but it's36:14painful pleasure right all of a sudden I36:17hear on the other side of the bed my36:19husband sits straight up and like say ah36:22like and I'm like you36:24know and he he's told me it's okay to36:27recount this but it had it my mind made36:31him have one too and he was in his 30s36:33at this point and had never had one in36:36his entire life so I started thinking36:39wait a minute is this what all that36:41weird headgear is about is this what and36:46I started thinking and I've kept Diaries36:48my whole life all the way back and I36:52started looking back and I always draw36:54things if I see something in my mind and36:56I've drawn all my life so I have all36:59these bizarre pictures of headgear37:02strange electromagnetic devices with37:05electrodes and um I started thinking oh37:09my God that's what they're studying37:12about my brain because I had um someone37:16when I was about 35 tell me this was37:20happened when I was pregnant this was my37:23first pregnancy I had my baby's later in37:25life and while I was was wherever I was37:28either a limal space in a temporal37:30bubble or in an actual physical place I37:32don't know on this one but I had someone37:35tell me we're studying your brain and so37:39I knew they were studying my brain but I37:41didn't know what they were studying so37:44that's how I put two and two together37:47and so then I started keeping track of37:49them and when they happen and trying to37:52find a correlation with anything and um37:56you know I have theories and all kinds37:58of things about that but hopefully that38:00answers your question of why they've38:02been taking me my whole life what38:04they've been taking me to study and38:08obviously um harvesting that energy very38:12clearly right right I was just curious38:16to maybe press into that a little bit do38:19they the with dreams come with any audio38:22and video because at one point you38:24mentioned seeing things as on a screen38:26pixelated and that you even with time38:29managed to gain somewhat of a foothold38:31and control them yes over the years it's38:36been um a variety of different things38:38when I was younger it was almost all38:41what I would call MK Ultra what i' call38:43now MK Ultra visuals that were given in38:47you know given to be in my head of a38:49more sexual nature you know a naked guy38:53a naked woman you know something that38:55was of a sexual nature38:58but there were also really horic things39:01one of their very favorite things to do39:04is to either be raping a person or an39:08animal primarily dogs and killing them39:12right when they're like I I'm not it's39:16unclear to me39:17whether well I know I I know we have39:20Governors on all of our Consciousness39:22here like we have abilities I think even39:25some of your other guests would agree39:26with that our and others who they have39:29other abilities that are capped here in39:32this realm well this ability that I have39:36is apparently strong enough that they39:38can't cap it completely because it still39:41bleeds through I also believe they're39:43harvesting that energy on a cyclic39:45nature and that's why I've had them39:48pretty regularly so I think it's a39:50combination of me me creating it because39:54they've studied that so many times but39:57it's also times where they they pair it40:00like in a classical conditioning kind of40:01a way with something torture something40:06very horrific I'm a huge lever of40:08animals especially dogs and40:11so the the entities that are standing40:14around get a particular buzz off of that40:17when they can create that scenario where40:21they're hurting someone while this is40:24happening but yet there are certain40:26scenarios where I I'm able to handle it40:30as far as the ones specifically where40:34they're sometimes they'll they'll have40:36me in a room and they'll show40:38me like it looks like a spinning portal40:42it's just whirling around and around and40:44around and faster and I'm focusing on it40:47and then then it'll happen and it'll40:50wake me up or it'll be like I had said40:53before it'll be a bunch of pixels on a40:55screen and they want me to focus on40:58moving the pixels around and while I'm41:01moving them around or up and down or41:03they'll tell me to make a shape with the41:05pixels or something so I'll do that and41:08then it'll happen or sometimes it's just41:11old school they'll have me and headgear41:13other folks in headgear and they'll just41:15tell me you know and they're looking at41:18gra they're looking at big screens41:20they're looking at all kinds of tech and41:23they're telling me okay do the voodoo41:26that you do you know like and I'd like41:30to just add that you know I'm I'm not41:36really I'm not like consenting to this41:38this is I'm not I'm not interested in41:40this whatever their agenda is um I'm not41:44I'm not41:45interested a lot of times I'm kind of41:48sassy and pissy and and I'll just be41:51like I'm I'm not going to do it and then41:52that's when the electrocution and um41:57just getting gutted and bled out and42:00stuff like that happens the torture42:02stuff the last time that happened was a42:04couple months ago and I got beat to42:06death with a42:08pipe a man standing to the left of me42:11beat me down on the back of my head and42:13my um neck and my back till I was flat42:18on the ground and then I felt my42:20Consciousness be pulled out of the Clone42:23that I was in at the time so to answer42:25your question I've had kind of this42:28umbrella of different experiences where42:30you know sometimes it's a more concrete42:32space in place other times it's been42:35more scientific other times it's just42:38been I guess you'd say for their42:40enjoyment or42:42Amusement right if that makes sense42:44torture spectacles like Donald Marshall42:46saying correct their their depravities42:49pretty much of the charts but much of42:52that sex stuff probably has to do with42:54solomonic magic and luciferianism42:57rituals right yes yes did you ever43:00witness any other things like eating of43:03children or hunting43:05parties no I never that I remember I43:08don't remember anything like a Hunting43:11Party although I believe they happen43:14because there are so many credible43:16survivors that talk about that but I43:18don't think in the Consciousness43:22transfer part of this that they do as43:24much of those hunting parties I think43:26those happen more literally and actually43:29live in this realm yes um and is you43:32know that and they they do so love that43:37and what was the other one you asked me43:39not hunting parties but uh eating43:42consuming children oh yes oh yes43:45yes I have not seen them eat any43:49children but I have seen them growing43:53children I have seen them growing43:57regularl looking babies in very Strang44:00looking Tech and I've seen them growing44:02hybrid children uh they're like44:05augmented looking tubes that have a44:07spiral around them they have High faces44:11it's like it's hard to explain it's44:14almost like their head is like it's a44:16more box shape and they're they're44:18taller like their torso is long very44:21very odd um and I've seen all manner of44:24hybrids I've seen all kinds of that44:26stuff and I've been sex with hybrid44:28things like people with like half man44:31half pig just just crap to be honest44:34with you Daniel just [ __ ] that I44:35just like [ __ ] this um but uh as far as44:40eating children no um I was going to44:44mention something oh the the people in44:48cages OG tles was one of the ones who44:51first talked about around maybe44:532017 the people in cages which is why I44:57identified right off the bat that he45:00also was telling a portion of truthful45:02material because that is something I've45:04seen a lot um where they'll put you in a45:09scenario and not only are they watching45:12but there are walls of people in cages45:16watching um my husband and I were put in45:19something that at the time I thought we45:23were in a room that had like long ropes45:26on us because we were jumping off of45:29walls and coming together in the middle45:31like we we were on pole like ropes I I45:34thought I didn't know what we were on I45:35thought we were like in like an45:37acrobatic gear and we were made to to45:40have sex like brutal sex and just awful45:45and there were cages of people there and45:48I remember it very vividly because it45:49was an awful experience to the point45:52where they were like you know it had it45:54was bloody and gory and awful and um45:57when I finally walked out of there my45:59husband wasn't living46:01anymore and there was this sweaty awful46:06looking like there were a lot of naked46:08people in cages and the one who comes up46:10to me like he's in my face and he looks46:13at me and he goes I've seen better I46:16mean this is a guy in a cage right and I46:18was pissed I was like I just had to46:21basically [ __ ] my husband to death so46:23[ __ ] you so I spit on him I'm a little46:26sassy I was like [ __ ] you you know like46:30you know and I don't remember anything46:32after that but when I saw altered carbon46:36you know when it came out in like 201646:402017 they show a husband and a wife in a46:45it's in a an augmented reality tube46:48where they are literally their bodies46:50and have you seen that show yes46:52definitely yeah you remember what I'm46:54talking about and they're in they're46:56floating around and they they have to46:58they don't show them [ __ ] but they47:00make them fight when I saw that I was47:03like oh my God and I told my this yes I47:07said yes I told my husband that is what47:11we were in I thought we were on rope47:13things because we kept boing around the47:15room and and he would be on one side and47:17I'd be on the other and someone would47:19say fight you know and then they'd start47:22screaming you know [ __ ] [ __ ] you know it47:24was it was awful this [ __ ] is just [ __ ]47:27up the [ __ ] these people get down to is47:29[ __ ] awful I'm serious and I have no47:33doubt you know a said that there are47:35huge populations of people in cages well47:39you know I can't speak to that I didn't47:41see huge populations but I saw you know47:44it was like a Thunderdome kind of a47:46scenario and there was at least I don't47:48know 250 people there in cages and they47:52were watching and I would assume they47:55watch a lot of it given the way the guy47:57reacted to me you know he he was like I48:00don't know like nobody wants to harm48:03your your partner you don't want to harm48:05your partner and you don't want to be48:06forced to have sex right does may I ask48:11if your husband remembers any of this no48:15but he has his own interesting story so48:19in48:212016 when I really started like I said48:23it's about been about 10 years now when48:25I started putting together that it was48:27the kolini energy I just call it that48:29but the the chakra energy or whatever48:32the the feminine energy it's the48:35Magdalene energy that's why they called48:37Mary Magdalene the tower the peak the48:40peak is the no ledge n ledge no ledge is48:43a peak she's the Tower of the magenta48:47the the Purple Crown all all of this48:49metaphors that the the elite put out48:52there esoterically they're talking about48:54this this energy so my husband you know48:57I had been saying I I swear to God this48:59is what they're studying about me and I49:04had not had the experience yet where I49:06remembered him and I in the Thunderdome49:10situation but I had been of course doing49:13a lot of research on Donald Marshall by49:15that point and Donnie had said look um49:20y'all don't know it but you're being49:22you're being tracked49:24247 right so I was having a conversation49:27with my husband about this and I said I49:29believe we're in some kind of an49:31augmented holck construct where49:35everything everything 24hour all the49:38were being watched literally The Truman49:41Show and a later years later like around49:442018 2019 talked about how they can open49:48that we live in a type of a plasma that49:50we can't see it but you know we're49:53breathing it we're literally like in a49:55in a sea of plasma and that they can49:57open up a scaler window like wherever50:00they want and watch whoever and that all50:03of us are tracked and I think there's50:04plenty of evidence like if you look at50:07um the channel lookout for Charlie he's50:09doing a lot of fine work on that about50:12the AI he's picking up what the AI is is50:16doing monitoring all of us even out in50:19the woods where there's no people around50:21so this place is monitored 247 and50:24whether we want to believe it or not and50:26I I know for sure at this point that50:28that's happening for a number of reasons50:30lots of different stories but in this50:32case I was trying to convince my husband50:35that I had come to this understanding50:37and he said that's just crap he said I50:40can believe I can believe a lot of stuff50:42honey but50:44like I mean we're we're not being50:47monitored 24 I just I don't I don't see50:50it and I said we're being monitored he50:53and he started talking talking [ __ ] he's50:55like they're not [ __ ] monitoring me50:57that's [ __ ] like nobody's monitoring50:59us you're [ __ ] getting paranoid with51:01this [ __ ] and he normally isn't like51:03this but that time he was very like so I51:06think a part of him was worried well I51:08think a part of him was worried that I51:09was telling the truth right so I was51:12like okay whatever so we we go we lay51:15down in bed and about two hours later51:18you know we're asleep the kids are51:20asleep the dogs are asleep it's quiet51:23night I wake up to him51:27screaming and I've never heard this I51:29mean we've been together 15 years and51:31I've never heard this before or after51:33like51:34literally51:36shrieking like in an just an Unholy type51:40of just51:42wailing and I I it's dark so I like what51:45the [ __ ] you know and and he's screaming51:47he's on he's on the floor and I hear him51:52kind of crawl walking he was like51:55downward dog yoga move moving crawling51:57like into the bathroom like he was51:59screaming my legs my legs my legs and so52:04I got up I I turned on the the light I52:06run in I'm like what what and he he the52:10toilet seat was down and he you know52:11he's in his boxer short so he sits down52:14and he goes my [ __ ] legs and he's52:16screaming I'm like stop what is it and52:19he he spreads his legs out and he said52:21they have my legs in a vice my legs are52:23in a vice and it was so wild52:27on the inside of each thigh there were52:30round hole marks and he was yelling at52:34me that they had a a stake of wood stuck52:39between his legs and vices on both legs52:41and they were pulling them apart and for52:44about and so I took pictures I'm like oh52:47my God because I knew what that was52:49because Donnie had said that sometimes52:52um when something happens in that type52:56of a ious transfer your actual body will52:59have what's called a pain echo which I53:01have experienced later since then but my53:04husband was body was experiencing a pain53:07Echo so I knew what it was immediately I53:09went and grabbed my phone I took53:10pictures of both the and gradually over53:13about three minutes they faded away but53:16he was sobbing like bent over and he's a53:19big strong guy you know he was balling53:21his guts out he said I'm never going to53:24doubt what you say again he said oh my53:26[ __ ] [ __ ] God he goes we are being53:28[ __ ] monitored 247 and they [ __ ]53:31wanted to prove it to me and I said yep53:34absolutely and that's what happens to me53:38if I start talking any kind of [ __ ] like53:40that like [ __ ] you [ __ ] don't want53:42this [ __ ] leave me alone then I end53:44up somewhere where someone's like really53:47really you don't want this well how53:49about you like this and then there's53:50some kind of weird Tech put on my head53:52and I'm53:53electrocuted so when Donnie talks about53:56this stuff it resonates with me because53:59I have numerous stories of that54:01happening to me so I don't have to like54:05imagine that happening it has happened54:08and I witnessed it happened to my54:10husband so right yes his etheric body54:14must have transferred over the wound do54:16you think that was RM transfer and is54:18that the most frequent that you're54:20subjected to yes and no the there have54:25been so many times in my life of missing54:28time in this this level of the realm and54:32weird situations where things uh have54:36been changed and moved around and I know54:39um there's just been a lot so either I'm54:43so heavily MK ulted at times that I'm54:45altering out and so I am having losing54:48time or I'm being transferred out the54:52way Donald talks about now I'm sure you54:54know what I'm talking about while he's54:55under the electromagnetic tarp thing54:58that he's under uh they can't take him55:00during Rim but when he leaves it they'll55:03take him during the daytime which is55:05what's interesting because they can55:07bifurcate Consciousness where he's just55:10going to the bathroom and getting a55:12sandwich and he doesn't realize it but a55:14part of him has been transferred right55:17and then he gets into his underneath the55:19tarp and then that memory will be55:21returned to him as that has happened to55:23me a number of times in my Waking Life55:26but if I had to guess I would say that55:28more so it has happened during Ram55:31because they're very interested in what55:34this nocturnal emissions thing is that I55:36can do with my head and so if I had to55:39just guess I would55:41say um they've they've done more of that55:45with me in the rim realm yeah and you55:49mentioned something about your biomind55:52your individual spark being able to be55:55split around seven times in in such a55:57way that wouldn't be watered down and56:01where did you come by this notet of56:04information well I I think um It's a56:07combination of different things that I56:09have seen in different spaces and places56:12where there are other versions of me56:14where I've been transferred into other56:16versions of me and at times where I've56:19realized that it's in either an MK Ultra56:23visual it could be that that could have56:25just transfer me into a temporal bubble56:28and made me assume or tried to trick me56:32that I'm in an altered Dimension or56:34something when I'm not or I am in56:38multiple places with other versions of56:41me that are living other lives and I'm56:43I'm more inclined to believe that simply56:46because of the different experiences56:49that other version of me and how56:51different they are but also I have been56:54transferred to what I I think are other56:57versions of me here and now and I think57:00it's57:02um I believe it's just one more tactic57:05in the way that they utilize us like57:08imagine you had you know there's a57:11Consciousness that's very powerful and57:14they're they're energy vampires they're57:16energy eaters so they're going to57:18they're going to cut that however many57:21ways they can and split that out and57:25then utilize each piece they're not57:29going to split it so much that the57:30pieces can't actually function in this57:33realm because they need that energy but57:35they're going to split it enough so that57:37they can split the the booty between57:40them you know the Bounty of the treasure57:42right which is why as a side note I I57:45truly believe there are other versions57:46of Donald Marshall alive and well and57:50and making music um but I'll talk to you57:53about that off air too um but there's57:56more than one of some of us that are57:59being utilized and so I had that sort of58:02pretty clear in my head already because58:04of all the different experiences and58:06then when I ran into aes's excellent58:09scientific based information I read his58:12book you know read his entire he's he58:14posted maybe over I don't know 7even 80058:18on his blog long you know long things58:22and he still does actually on X um and58:25on substack I I highly recommend people58:27read that information it's very58:28important but he suggested that up to58:31seven times the Consciousness can be58:34split so as far as it being seven that's58:37where I heard that information but58:39knowing that it' been split I had come58:42to that conclusion before I have no way58:44of knowing if there's seven but I would58:48assume that they've split and capped me58:50off and put Governors on me to the to58:53the level where they can keep me at a58:56lower level of functioning but still58:57different people utilize that59:00energy and RM is just one of the59:03different types of Consciousness59:05transfers and your other use your other59:07versions can look like you but they can59:09also differ but while still retaining59:12your59:13DNA absolutely 100% uh there are59:17different Realms where I'm the male59:19version of myself and I don't look like59:22uh I don't look like me and then there59:24are other Realms where I don't know59:27because I don't have a way of looking59:29but there are other times where I've59:30been in situations a lot of the medical59:33stuff where like I'll find a way in in a59:37lucid way to try to find something59:39that's reflective like a mirror or a59:41window like in the nurses station to to59:44get a look at is that me is it this me59:47or what me is you know do I look like me59:50I've been transferred into younger59:52versions of me older versions of me male59:55versions of me59:57have you ever seen the show since since59:598 that kind of talks about yeah it had a1:00:03little bit too much sexual content for1:00:05my I mean I don't care I'm not approved1:00:06it's just it's like a lot of [ __ ] in1:00:09that show there's what it is is about1:00:11seven people who are also seven or eight1:00:14it's the same Consciousness split1:00:16between different people in our realm I1:00:19think I don't remember it it's been1:00:21years ago but three women and four men1:00:23or maybe vice versa but anyway they1:00:26could tap into the other versions of1:00:29themselves and I think that was soft1:00:32disclosure because that's that's a lot1:00:34what I've1:00:35experienced this being in other versions1:00:37of be what I'm I can look like this or I1:00:40can look totally1:00:43different and have you noticed any1:00:46patterns in terms of the target the1:00:48victims they choose do they have to be1:00:51attractive or have a certain skill and1:00:53what about um do they have a certain1:00:56nationality or1:00:57race I I would say no I mean just the1:01:01other people that I've seen there it's1:01:03across section honestly whatever the1:01:06they are they seem to be very interested1:01:10in all forms of everybody in humanity1:01:13all colors all Races men women children1:01:16uh of course we have a lot of pedophiles1:01:19you know there's a lot of that involved1:01:21in the situation but I haven't run1:01:24across a situation where it was because1:01:27I never felt like they ever had any kind1:01:29of bias but they are looking for some1:01:32kind of special thing they they are1:01:35looking for different people to either1:01:38make them money or make them energy so1:01:41that another thing that I resonated with1:01:44when I came across Donnie because I was1:01:46starting1:01:47to understand that maybe I was being1:01:50utilized in some way I didn't understand1:01:52it I had no context for it but as the1:01:54years came along I've grown to1:01:57understand that that's why they utilize1:01:59him also they're addicted to hurting him1:02:02yeah there's that too they're just1:02:03literally addicted to it yeah and did1:02:07you also not get the impression that um1:02:10there were multiple factions that that1:02:12didn't have anything to do with each1:02:14other that were US siphoning Energy off1:02:16of you 100% there are times where one1:02:21faction will be doing something and I'll1:02:24literally get transferred out of there1:02:26it's someone else will will take my1:02:28Consciousness somewhere else that's1:02:30happened a lot you know I guess I have1:02:33my own sense of spirituality I don't1:02:35have any kind of like organized religion1:02:38but there are there are higher beings1:02:41that intercede they just are people can1:02:44call them Angels people can call them1:02:46whatever they want I you know you're1:02:48welcome to but there have been beings1:02:51that have intervened on my behalf when1:02:53things have been very bad so1:02:56I 100% know there are different1:02:59factions and um some of them are just1:03:02interested in a sciency kind of a thing1:03:05some of them are literally very1:03:08neutral very balanced some are apathetic1:03:12and don't give a [ __ ] and then some are1:03:14clear over on the let's party in a1:03:17horror show kind of a thing right what1:03:20about have have you seen let's1:03:23say heads of state or mafia members or1:03:27you know1:03:28celebrities1:03:30yes yeah um I'm not really ready to say1:03:33the the one person who's always there1:03:36just simply because this1:03:38person is a very famous person and I I I1:03:44just believe that somehow this person1:03:46thinks that they either own me or they1:03:52have dibs on me or I just don't know1:03:55there's a lot of1:03:56confusing there are lots of memories1:03:59there are lots of memories with other1:04:01other celebrities around you know I've1:04:02seen all kinds of different stuff like1:04:04that but there is one public figure1:04:07that's there a lot and I could never1:04:10figure out what why I was dreaming about1:04:12them when I was younger and I mean this1:04:15is 30 years ago uh so it's been a very1:04:18long thing and um again I'll talk to you1:04:21about that off air but yes I can confirm1:04:25that1:04:27because what what do you do with that1:04:29information right like this is someone1:04:32who I I never followed in any way I was1:04:35not I'm not interested I'm not in I1:04:39really never followed movies or1:04:40celebrities or politics I've always been1:04:44an outlier I've always been interested1:04:46in kind of my own thing I've always1:04:47thought politics was a sham and a lie1:04:51and I thought celebrity was fake and1:04:55uninteresting so to have this person1:05:00it's a male show up so many times and1:05:04have so strong of memory and it's almost1:05:08like a Stockholm syndrome kind of a1:05:10thing and I can diagnose that in myself1:05:12right because I'll wake up and I'll1:05:14think oh my God or I'll just be doing1:05:17something and then there will be a1:05:18memory that just you know comes out of1:05:20the blue and I'm like what in the [ __ ]1:05:22you know what how can I how can I be1:05:26linked I'm somehow um trauma bonded with1:05:30this person through a lot of stuff and1:05:35what's really crazy is this person is in1:05:38the public sector and I believe strongly1:05:42they are not fully human they are some1:05:45kind of a hybrid because this person can1:05:49move and like levitate and I'm you know1:05:53and I'm in solid places so it's it's1:05:56bizarre I it's just they have Tech they1:05:59have Tech uh even if I'm transferred to1:06:02a place like an underground military1:06:05base they have Tech that can make you1:06:09feel like you're seeing them float I1:06:12don't know if he can actually float but1:06:15they can make me think he's1:06:18levitating which is [ __ ]1:06:21crazy and at one point you mentioned1:06:24that he acted he behave differently and1:06:26then when you asked him about that he1:06:29said that no I I mean just retell the1:06:32story you're going to do a better job1:06:34than me1:06:35so um so most of the time there is a1:06:40certain core personality there kind of1:06:43the way that I feel I can feel Donnie's1:06:45core personality in his music and his1:06:48lyrics and the things he says I'm sure1:06:51all of you listening and you also Daniel1:06:55you know you have a sense of a person's1:06:58way they make you feel like when you're1:07:00around someone it's a certain frequency1:07:02you you get a certain we just have ways1:07:05of knowing their personality and the way1:07:08they make you feel about them it's a1:07:10kind of a a vibration it's a type of a1:07:13resonance and this person has a very1:07:16strong resonance but and it's not it's1:07:20not a completely good resonance I'm not1:07:23saying he's you know and and everything1:07:25is everything is very Blended anyway1:07:30Blended isn't the right word it's all1:07:32smear anyway because of this what I feel1:07:35is I have some sort of Stockholm1:07:36syndrome where I'm I want to make1:07:38excuses for the the shitty things that1:07:40he does because there are times when1:07:42he's not cruel there are times that he's1:07:45kind or he saves me from other [ __ ]1:07:48right and that's happened a lot but um1:07:51one time and this happened about a year1:07:53ago year and a half ago this time was a1:07:56night transfer or it was an early1:07:58morning transfer around 4:00 or 5 in the1:08:00morning when I was in my last cycle of1:08:03Rim because REM you cycle like every1:08:06every two hours you go into REM so you1:08:08have your your sleep cycle and you go1:08:11through REM and then you come up out of1:08:12it and then you go back down into deep1:08:14they come back up and REM again so in1:08:16the night it's kind of a it's a sine1:08:19wave okay so I was in my last REM cycle1:08:22and REM is like an engine that cranks up1:08:25if you do any sleep psychology study1:08:28you'll see how it like your first Rim is1:08:31a little bit weaker and and it gets1:08:34stronger and stronger and so by the last1:08:36Rim your energy is stronger which is why1:08:38you people will wake up sometimes in the1:08:41in the early morning after their last1:08:43REM you know with their heart racing and1:08:46you know because when you're reming it's1:08:49causing a lot of physiological changes1:08:52in your body so at any rate I I was in1:08:54my last Ram cycle and I felt myself1:08:57being transferred somewhere and I was in1:09:00a a version of me that was tied I was1:09:03tied up and this person was sitting in1:09:07front of me and then I kind of looked1:09:09forward and I just felt like he wasn't1:09:13his normal self and I said um you are1:09:17not the entity that is normally in then1:09:20I said the person's name and he he had1:09:24the strength just look on his face like1:09:26he was surprised but then he looked1:09:29delighted and kind of giggled like in1:09:32this really creepy awful way and said1:09:35um I am in many at1:09:38once and I said oh like Legion in the1:09:43Bible and he said exactly like Legion in1:09:46the Bible and his face was just flat and1:09:50cold and I said please just let me go he1:09:54said no I need you I said no you don't1:09:57he said oh yes I do and then I was1:10:01booted out of there so you know I I have1:10:07heard various folks in the truth1:10:09movement say that some of our1:10:13celebrities and political leaders and1:10:15athletes are carrying more than one1:10:20Consciousness and and here's how I feel1:10:22about that if they can hybridize bodies1:10:25which they can very1:10:27easily they can hybridize Consciousness1:10:30and they can create blends of this1:10:34Consciousness this electromagnetic1:10:36energy so that a person is carrying more1:10:40than their their own Consciousness and1:10:44that's what I think I ran into on that1:10:47day it was someone else literally1:10:49driving or roboting his1:10:52body something else because Marsh1:10:55mentions that um politicians and high1:10:57UPS people also get body snatched1:11:00through technology or through yeah1:11:03through aliens not just intrat1:11:06terrestrials but extraterrestrials as1:11:08well yes um but I was going to maybe1:11:14segue1:11:15into yeah you're one of maybe five or1:11:18six people that have ever that have gone1:11:20public that have mentioned the vill syn1:11:23drill um having firstand knowledge and1:11:26could you maybe gloss over your1:11:29experiences1:11:30sure it's actually it's pretty limited1:11:33um but I do have a uh I have two two1:11:36bbes of being in the presence of um at1:11:40the time I didn't know what kind of a1:11:42lizard it was and you know it only made1:11:45more sense when I heard Donnie's1:11:48testimony but they were in one of the1:11:52scenarios there were a number of them1:11:55and and one of them had been harmed by1:11:59like someone had like a knife or a sword1:12:02I I didn't it had something with a blade1:12:04in his in his hand and he had gutted it1:12:07like you know so it was standing there1:12:10there they're pretty short the the1:12:12little ones the real type ones its eyes1:12:15are on stalks kind of like you know1:12:17you'd see on like a a crab and it's was1:12:22screaming this awful kind of wet1:12:25sounding kind of Galloping like like it1:12:29was an awful noise and I said just1:12:33finish it off oh my God I was just what1:12:36is that and the person who had stabbed1:12:40it with the knife stuck their hand right1:12:42into its stomach and just Twisted its1:12:46internal organs around and just ripped1:12:48them out so I have that as a very strong1:12:50memory the other time was not one of the1:12:54little ones was one of the bigger ones1:12:56the what Donnie calls the type three and1:13:00a lot of times when I am taking1:13:03somewhere just like what Donnie talks1:13:06about I will be paralyzed I will be in a1:13:08situation where I'm Frozen and and I can1:13:11move my eyes but that's it and I'm aware1:13:14that I'm paralyzed because I'm a very1:13:16lucid dreamer and and I move and I'm1:13:18always trying to look at my hands and1:13:20figure out is this a dream is what is1:13:22this so I'm in the situation where I'm1:13:25pinned in and I'm paralyzed and there's1:13:28someone yelling in my face over here a1:13:31male telling me I don't even know what1:13:34he was saying but he was yelling at me1:13:36and I just said no I don't want to I1:13:39remember saying no no I don't want to I1:13:41don't want to I don't want to whatever1:13:42it was I was like no no no and so I was1:13:46I had gained enough control just a1:13:49little bit that I could turn my body1:13:51just a little bit and right there1:13:53standing in my face was my first thought1:13:57was gray because you know gray aliens1:14:00right it had that kind of a face but1:14:02then I revised it in my head I was like1:14:04oh okay it's not a gray because it was1:14:06sort of a brownish reddish it had really1:14:10wrinkly skin like a raisin it had a very1:14:14straight tight mouth and it was like1:14:18moved its head and really fast on me it1:14:20was you know taller it looked old evil1:14:26it didn't have big big saucery black1:14:29eyes they were a little bit smaller than1:14:31what we would see in a gray but it was1:14:34um wrinkly it had a longer neck um I1:14:38didn't see the rest of its body because1:14:40I then I was freaked out because I1:14:42realized that I was looking at a rail1:14:44trip 3 and I had only had heard about1:14:47that on you know and had never this is1:14:52probably going to sound naive but this1:14:53is I it had never really occurred to me1:14:56that maybe I would ever see one or that1:14:59I had seen them before one of the taller1:15:01ones so I was absolutely surprised like1:15:05oh my God like I so yeah that's what1:15:08happened so I don't have a lot of1:15:09experience with real and I'm kind of1:15:13suspect um like I don't want to1:15:15invalidate what other people say but I I1:15:18did watch the couple clips that you sent1:15:20me and I don't I don't know a lot of a1:15:23lot of that just sounds like people1:15:25repeating what Donnie has said I don't1:15:28know I don't know that's just kind of1:15:30how I feel about it because I I really1:15:33feel like whatever they are they go way1:15:36out of their way to make sure that that1:15:40part of the situation is kept far away1:15:43from this this part of the realm like I1:15:46I don't think very many people see1:15:48anything like that very often I just1:15:50don't they they keep that because it's1:15:53so horrifying it's a parasite I mean1:15:57that's there are so many real people so1:16:00many real drones that they keep that you1:16:04know they didn't really want Donnie to1:16:06do a lot of talking about that part of1:16:07it but he did some of them did because1:16:10some of them W out but yes thankfully1:16:15some of them are not participating right1:16:18yeah1:16:20thankfully could you remember pardon me1:16:22I got to take a drink just a minute I1:16:25was just wondering since it's such um1:16:27you know rare scoop whether you could1:16:29share the color of the skin both in the1:16:32v one type one and the type1:16:35three yeah the the skin on the little1:16:39guy was more kind of a dullish grayish1:16:43dark brown like it was almost black1:16:46looking the one that I saw but what I1:16:49mostly noticed about it was its stomach1:16:51split open and the guy sticking his hand1:16:54and and and it making a very weird1:16:57high-pitched like its voice was like1:17:00like on helium almost it was a higher1:17:03scream a higher1:17:05register um and then the um tall guy1:17:10yeah he was like a brownish copper it1:17:13wasn't like a copper penny copper but it1:17:15was like a brown with a bit of a a rust1:17:19color but his skin was very wrinkly his1:17:22eyes were a little bit smaller than than1:17:24a a gray his mouth was straight across1:17:27and tight he was tall he had a long neck1:17:31and he leaned in and I was terrified so1:17:35that that's all I got I don't I don't1:17:37have a lot of real experience and I1:17:40don't think others do either except1:17:41Donnie you know right well I think Daryl1:17:46Daryl James probably is is the most1:17:48credible for me outside of Donald yeah1:17:50um yeah I'd agree but would you be1:17:55willing to maybe name a couple of names1:17:57that you have a very very strong1:17:59speculation that they are a drone you1:18:01know humans that have been1:18:04parasited um I don't think I W to I1:18:08don't want to like1:18:11um I just want to stick to what like I1:18:15shared that with you remember I sent you1:18:18that person the yeah yeah yeah the1:18:20choreographer yeah um that is my feeling1:18:25and it sounds like you kind of agree1:18:27with me after looking at it uh I believe1:18:31that person is but I I also am really1:18:35careful about what I say because I have1:18:38I have children and I just don't want to1:18:40start like I'm willing to disclose and I1:18:43want to talk about this stuff but I'm1:18:46I'm not going to the the people that are1:18:49droned1:18:51are I believe they understand that if1:18:54this is ever really found out that they1:18:57will not be allowed to continue to exist1:19:01they just1:19:02won't and therefore I think there is a1:19:06lot of1:19:08infrastructure put in place to protect1:19:11all of them so I'm 100% willing to share1:19:16with you one-on-one what I think because1:19:19I do and I do notice things but I think1:19:23it would be um suicidal for me or1:19:27harmful for my children my family if I1:19:30started naming names of who I think is a1:19:33ver drone of course I mean Donnie Donnie1:19:37talks about it because some of the1:19:39celebrities as you know openly tell him1:19:42I'm a ver drone so he has said those1:19:46things but he's in a position of being1:19:49able to continue to say certain things1:19:52and not die because of it and it's not1:19:54that I'm in a fear place I just want to1:19:57be very careful that I keep what I'm1:20:00disclosing to my own experiences and but1:20:02I'm also willing you know when I find1:20:05someone like yourself that I feel like I1:20:07can collaborate with and talk about1:20:09things with then I'm very happy that's1:20:12why I was sending you stuff I'm like man1:20:14I think this is 100% someone who was1:20:17vered so yeah I do there are people I1:20:20think who are rilled but I'm not not1:20:23super interested in talking about it1:20:25publicly no you're probably right to be1:20:28cautious but yeah if anyone open-minded1:20:31is presented with all the evidence and1:20:33they probably reach the same conclusion1:20:35in that case but1:20:38um I also wanted to maybe ask about um1:20:42if you had interactions with other1:20:45aliens or let's say higher beings or1:20:48maybe the neim1:20:49or yeah the um i' I've had a lot of1:20:53interactions with different hybrid1:20:55beings that I believe are probably1:20:57spliced beings from here and I've seen1:21:02very large I've seen Giants I've seen I1:21:05saw a menur once I saw a centaur once1:21:09when I was a little girl I like it was1:21:11close to me and I was able to like pet1:21:13its face like when I was a little girl1:21:17I've seen the um I've seen like human1:21:21pig hybrids I've seen a human oddly1:21:23enough a human elephant hybrid it was a1:21:27person that actually had some kind of an1:21:30appendage nose and they were trying to1:21:33teach it to drink water through its nose1:21:36which a lot of this stuff I saw you know1:21:39you just you know you don't have any1:21:41context for this you know this was way1:21:43before I knew about Donald Marshall this1:21:45is when I was younger and I was just1:21:47visiting different Realms I I have seen1:21:50what people would call the the maned1:21:54beings I saw one of them and that was1:21:57one time when I was being very1:21:59challenging and I wanted to know if they1:22:01had any younger versions of me anywhere1:22:05so I was talking a lot of [ __ ] like you1:22:07know I want I want all the versions of1:22:11me re remembered together put back1:22:15together again like [ __ ] now right so1:22:19then I was taken to this place where1:22:21there was one maned being and I had1:22:24never even really I kind of skipped over1:22:27all the alien stuff I mean I wasn't1:22:30really that into it I read Behold a Pale1:22:32Horse so I knew that I know about aliens1:22:34and Grays and you know stuff you'd hear1:22:35on artbell or whatever but I was never1:22:37into any of that stuff so I didn't1:22:39really know what I was looking at but it1:22:40looked like sort of a large um pray1:22:43mantis and it had its arm around a1:22:46little version of me so I didn't notice1:22:49it first I noticed me first so I walk in1:22:53this room and there's me me at about1:22:57seven and I knew instantly it was me a1:23:00version of me and I was so happy I was1:23:03just joyful because I thought something1:23:06was going to happen where I could be um1:23:11like it just feels like there are pieces1:23:13of you that are missing and you want to1:23:14bring them all back together again to be1:23:16a whole a whole Consciousness again and1:23:20I realized that she could not she1:23:23couldn't see me I could see her but she1:23:25couldn't see me because I was right in1:23:27her face trying to hug her and talk to1:23:29her and you know and I was an adult I1:23:32was in my 40s and I was trying to1:23:35connect with this younger version of me1:23:37and then I kind of like backed up a1:23:39little bit and I realized what had its1:23:42arm around her and I backed away from it1:23:46and it just kind of moved its head and1:23:48looked at me and I just I just said1:23:51please don't hurt her and it just looked1:23:53at me and that's what happened with that1:23:56situation so I don't have a lot of kind1:23:59of alien experiences or but but that did1:24:02happen to me you know and then I1:24:05researched it because I thought are1:24:07there like are there aliens that look1:24:09like inex and I you know of course I've1:24:12heard of that before but I I didn't1:24:13really like make the connection with the1:24:15praying mantis and then I learned about1:24:17the mantids so I actually saw one before1:24:20I even knew that they existed so that's1:24:23how come I kind of I'm kind of willing1:24:25to entertain when people start talking1:24:27about a maned race I'm I'm a little more1:24:29likely to entertain that maybe there is1:24:31something like that because I actually1:24:32did witness that before I knew they1:24:35existed so but yeah I don't um the most1:24:39interesting I've seen a lot of other1:24:41things too I've seen a lot of and Andres1:24:45this is something that the they love to1:24:47create they love to make an androgine1:24:49they love to make a individual that is a1:24:53a combination of male and female in one1:24:55body and I've probably seen I don't know1:24:5850 of them over my lifetime many1:25:01different andr gies there was this whole1:25:04movement I'm sure you know in the in the1:25:06truth movement the around 2016 2017 like1:25:12the old Mr E channel and some of the1:25:14others the trans investigators you know1:25:16they were always saying oh these people1:25:18are [ __ ] and they're [ __ ] and1:25:20I'm like they're not [ __ ] in the way1:25:22that you think they're they weren't like1:25:25born this way and then transferred to1:25:28they were literally created as Andro1:25:31Giants from the jump and Donald Marshall1:25:35um you know he he backs that up he said1:25:38that that that many of the the1:25:40individuals that are in our public realm1:25:43and he named many of them he literally1:25:45named them you know he said on the pro1:25:47boards that he uh he named Obama Barack1:25:51Obama he named Elon Musk he named Kanye1:25:54West I mean he's made claim you know1:25:55that these are people that are like I1:25:58hate to say lab created but they're1:26:00they're clones from the jump with a1:26:02created Consciousness and um you know I1:26:05have no way of knowing that oh nope1:26:08sorry can you still hear me I can hear1:26:10you I cannot see you I was just about to1:26:13tell you I want to tell you about the1:26:15beings that I've seen the most over my1:26:17life and those are the people that are1:26:18they're white- skinned but just second1:26:21okay yeah please I don't I don't know1:26:24what they are but they have uh white1:26:27skin and they have um where you would1:26:31have1:26:32horns the ones that I've interacted with1:26:34do not have horns it's like they've been1:26:37cut off and then skin has grown up over1:26:40the top of them so they have like1:26:42Nubs and not just two like a nub and a1:26:46nub and a nub and a nub and they have1:26:50very white skin and they have followed1:26:52me my entire life when I was a little1:26:55girl um Not only would I dream about1:26:58them I would wake up and sometimes when1:27:00I would wake up I would see one standing1:27:02in my room and I'd scream and then my1:27:05parents would say what's wrong and I'm1:27:06like the white people were standing1:27:08there they didn't know what I was1:27:09talking about but throughout my life um1:27:14I have felt their presence in terms of1:27:17you know like I said when I wake up1:27:19they're there but um a lot of times in1:27:23these consciousness transfers like the1:27:25last time it happened I think I1:27:27mentioned it on on the other interview1:27:29was my Consciousness was1:27:31transferred and I had either been1:27:34drugged or heavily hit with frequency1:27:39you know or a sound Cannon or something1:27:41so that I was I was limp so when I when1:27:44I was able to move and I came to there1:27:47was a male one sitting right in front of1:27:49me and I'm I'm not really afraid of them1:27:52anymore because they've been I'm 55 so1:27:55I've seen them a lot but this one looked1:28:00I'm not going to say aggressive but he1:28:02looked I'm gonna say cranky he was1:28:04cranky and I it was it was a strange you1:28:09know he was sitting across from me and1:28:11so I came to and I said what's going on1:28:14and he1:28:15said you are living 10,000 years in the1:28:20past and I1:28:22said uh and I and I get told a lot of1:28:26things I I hear a lot of dialogue a lot1:28:29of people let me let me back up for a1:28:31minute true a lot of people say when1:28:33they quote dream they don't hear they1:28:37don't get a lot of talking in their1:28:39dreams people don't talk to them there's1:28:40not a lot of dialogue whatever I'm1:28:42literally the opposite of that like I1:28:44get these long people just go on and on1:28:46to the point where I'm like you know1:28:49they'll just go on and like about ridic1:28:52you know political agendas1:28:54or they'll want to talk to me about some1:28:57psychological thing you know what do I1:28:59think about this or that so when I'm1:29:03when I'm given a sentence like that that1:29:05I don't automatically know just what the1:29:07hell they're talking about I usually try1:29:09to kind of search my memory bank for Did1:29:12anyone say anything about this so I can1:29:16even have a shred of context for what1:29:18this person or this entity is telling me1:29:20so this entity says you are living1:29:2310,000 years in the past and I1:29:26said the only thing I can think of for1:29:29context for this is that AES once said1:29:33that we are in a type of an ancestor1:29:36simulation in the construct we live in1:29:40and then the entity kind of he he nodded1:29:43he said yeah that's about it and I was1:29:47like well put me1:29:49back you know uh what what's the point1:29:54point and he just looked so exasperated1:29:57with me just1:29:59like really1:30:01unhappy and then I was transferred back1:30:05and then I ended up somewhere else and1:30:07then I you know then I went through a1:30:09whole another thing and then later on I1:30:11woke up and I thought and I always keep1:30:13a very I never mentioned this before I1:30:15keep very detailed dream Diaries not1:30:17just regular Diaries but dream Diaries1:30:18and I have my my whole life so I have1:30:20many threads that I can pull throughout1:30:23my whole life these white people being1:30:24one of them and like I said I have seen1:30:27them in my waking when I've woken up and1:30:29they're in my room um so I I've known1:30:33that I've been being monitored by1:30:35something but I don't have any context1:30:37for that you know you asked me have I1:30:39seen any other entities different beings1:30:43the answer to that is yes there are so1:30:45many different beings we are way not1:30:48humans you know it's it's ridiculous how1:30:51asleep the majority is there are are1:30:55many different beings and many hybrid1:30:57beings but just like Donnie said in you1:31:00know what I've learned the human1:31:03aesthetic is one that is preferred by1:31:07many of these different races it is1:31:10preferred I don't know why but they find1:31:14the human more attractive for some1:31:17reason and many of these other entities1:31:20are also1:31:22bipedal uh homed looking you know human1:31:26looking but um like these white ones1:31:29that I've seen but they they have the1:31:31strangest nub things on their head but1:31:33the skin has grown up over it's like1:31:35they had horns but they cut them but I1:31:38don't know if they were horns or not I I1:31:39don't know I've never actually touched1:31:41one of them but I've seen it a lot so I1:31:44don't know what he meant about me living1:31:4610,000 years in the past I don't know if1:31:48he was trying to but why why would he be1:31:51angry he was really like I I don't know1:31:54what he wanted me to say I just felt1:31:57like well if I have business to attend1:31:59to in an ancestor simulation then that's1:32:02something that my soul energy or my1:32:06Consciousness is attending to so put me1:32:08back so I can do the business that I'm1:32:11doing here which I think is like I said1:32:14before trying to recombine all these1:32:16pieces of myself that have been parcel1:32:19out not by me but by others now I don't1:32:21say that to be disempowering because I1:32:24feel very empowered I feel like just1:32:27knowing this knowledge brings1:32:28empowerment so I'm not saying the they1:32:32are doing this to me and I'm a victim1:32:34I'm not taking the victim role and I1:32:35never have but I am saying that it's1:32:38real people as you know I'm sure in the1:32:41truth movement you've seen this there1:32:42are people over here are like okay we're1:32:44in a prism we're victims over here no we1:32:48signed a contract we came here um people1:32:51it's a dialectic it can be both at the1:32:53the same time I really believe that to1:32:56be true it can be both at the same time1:32:59and in point of fact from my own1:33:00experience it is both at the same time1:33:03it is both so [ __ ] up people you don't1:33:06even know how [ __ ] up it is and at the1:33:08same time the good news is we are super1:33:11powerful1:33:13Immortal beings yes we've been looped1:33:15through a lot of places and times and1:33:18spaces and aons and some of that is not1:33:22of our own accord but I don't believe1:33:24ultimately that we're completely out of1:33:26control here we do have control in some1:33:29Manner and part of that is just gaining1:33:31this knowledge and being open-minded and1:33:34also seeking knowledge and being willing1:33:36willingness is like a fulcrum I mean1:33:38it's like a seesaw you're either very1:33:40willing or you're not willing and the1:33:43more willing you are to embrace which is1:33:46why I also hate the factions of the1:33:48truth movement bitching and arguing with1:33:50each other because we need to be sort of1:33:53United in terms of trying to figure out1:33:55what's going on here and how to empower1:33:58ourselves more but anyway back to the1:34:01white beings those are the ones that1:34:02I've seen the most often I don't know1:34:05what they are are they us evolved in the1:34:08future I don't know are they higher1:34:12beings I don't I don't know but I've had1:34:15miraculous things happen in this real1:34:18before where I'm1:34:19100% convinced that and this ties with1:34:23that the the map the grid thing that I1:34:26sent you just stuff that's happened that1:34:28make me know that reality is not the way1:34:31they that it's been sold to us and part1:34:34of that is that downloads happen not1:34:37just to me but I've witnessed it in1:34:40front of me with other people so I don't1:34:43know what they meant about you live1:34:4510,000 years in the past I mean what1:34:48what would be the point of telling me1:34:49that I don't know right some of it's1:34:52confusing yeah I think that much of this1:34:57confusion about the day would be1:34:59resolved if we only knew what really1:35:03sole species we were because apparently1:35:06we are we all are very different ones if1:35:08we were to show our true you know shapes1:35:11or a true color it would be something1:35:13like the canteen scene in Star Wars1:35:15where there's a very variated aliens for1:35:19you know not to our like and yeah the1:35:23best source I I've seen so far for for1:35:25giving context there is you know masin1:35:28who says that oh yeah we've been a1:35:30genetic experiment for all these Fallen1:35:33races that are trying to get themselves1:35:34back up using our DNA which is really1:35:37highly you know elevated but it has been1:35:40so corrupted that you can say that at1:35:42this point we're pretty much in this1:35:44together with with the Fallen races so1:35:46we just have to accept the fact that we1:35:48are ourselves kind of them in a way so1:35:50it's too late to put up resistance in1:35:53that sense we just have to you know1:35:56persevere oh I I agree I think that at1:36:00any point um laying blame at this point1:36:04I think the story is so convoluted and1:36:07it's been it's ancient we've been here a1:36:10very long time and we've been involved1:36:12in a lot of different um manners like1:36:16you said I I do agree that we've been1:36:19you know genetically hybridized I1:36:21believe we are the antiquitech you the1:36:24tartarians talk about the mud floods and1:36:26the antiquitech the buildings and and1:36:29whatnot we are the antiquitech our brain1:36:31is a wet Crystal our brain is an1:36:34electromagnetic it's a wet Crystal but1:36:37crystals are Tech and our brain is Tech1:36:40and that's why that Kundalini energy is1:36:43so important because they're they're1:36:46tapping into it not just with me but1:36:48with everyone is1:36:50no secret or surprise that the1:36:53pornography industry is the largest1:36:55industry in the world on the internet1:36:58because the sexuality the energy is1:37:00being1:37:02harvested not by humans but we well not1:37:06by hum we're giving away all that that1:37:09energy everybody's daily pornography and1:37:13and the people in the industry and just1:37:16just the sexuality that permeates this1:37:18realm we are saturated in1:37:21sexuality and that's from all that I've1:37:25seen it doesn't surprise me at all1:37:28because that's what's being harvested1:37:30that is that electromagnetic signature1:37:34because the body we've been just told1:37:37that orgasm that's what porno does porno1:37:40makes orgasm about1:37:43ejaculating that's what porno does it1:37:46makes it about the end point right but1:37:49it takes it just to the root chakra the1:37:51genitals you know oh it's a base thing1:37:55but but orgasm in its purest form is a1:37:58mind it's it's the magenta it's the the1:38:01Purple Crown it's it's this thing that1:38:04we do that we have and we have that1:38:07endogenously in our Consciousness in a1:38:10way that these other entities and beings1:38:13do not and so of course they want to be1:38:16in a human body to feel that but then1:38:19it's become like you said through all1:38:21the debauchery and the genetic1:38:22engineering it's just been bastardized1:38:25and and like like she says we at a place1:38:29now where where would we lay blame at1:38:32this point we we're all in it together1:38:34and we need to fix it which brings me1:38:38back to that person that I told you1:38:40that's a it's a public figure um because1:38:43it's a lot of the conversations that I1:38:46end up having with him are him asking me1:38:50how can we meaning they be forgiven1:38:54and how can we care about them after1:38:58what they have done and I don't know if1:39:02it's my training as a psychologist or I1:39:04I don't know what has drawn me to that1:39:07person to have those conversations but1:39:09that's the kind of conversations1:39:11especially lightly that we end up having1:39:13when when I get transferred um because1:39:17they can't exist without us they don't1:39:20have the energy signature that we have1:39:22but theyve1:39:24capped our energy and handicapped us and1:39:27um put Governors on us to the point1:39:29where there's a fear among them that we1:39:35will not forgive them and not be willing1:39:39to find a way where we all survive now1:39:42the Ascension folks will say that we're1:39:44ascending and we're you1:39:46know but there's a way to talk about1:39:49that just on a technological level1:39:50without talking about Ascension more1:39:53like are we going to level up out of1:39:55here out of this construct into another1:39:56one and um you know there there has to1:40:00be ways to find1:40:02Solutions so I'm interested in listening1:40:05to anyone who talks about Solutions1:40:07which is why I was interested in the1:40:09first place listening to Donald Marshall1:40:11or ogz or some of the the very few that1:40:13I still listen to because I'm interested1:40:16in let's find a solution for what we're1:40:18in because we kind of have an idea what1:40:20we're doing now and what we're in so1:40:22what now1:40:24well said I can agree more but I was1:40:28wondering if we could perhaps end on U1:40:31more cheerful note which is a recent1:40:34event that happened speaking of aadin1:40:37who also gets downloads something like1:40:39that that you received recently yes um1:40:43and I sent you I sent you the picture1:40:45but I don't know if you you can edit it1:40:47in and put it on the screen for everyone1:40:50so this is bizarre and a world of in a1:40:54world of bizarre right and I haven't1:40:56even there's a lot of other stories that1:40:58I didn't even get into but this one's so1:41:01cool and that's why I brought it up to1:41:02you because I knew I was going to be1:41:03talking to you today and so I took some1:41:07time to try to draw it out so that I1:41:08could show you what I saw right so let1:41:12me set the stage this is eight days ago1:41:14so my youngest son is just finishing his1:41:17semester right my oldest son finished1:41:19his semester they're they're in1:41:20different schools so you know as mom1:41:23mornings are busy getting kids to school1:41:26getting people fed husband to work you1:41:28know mom's handling this that and1:41:29everything so and I'm I'm taking care of1:41:32my elderly father as well because my1:41:34mother just passed so I am very busy1:41:38very you know running around and I'm1:41:40always you know listening or thinking1:41:42and trying to figure stuff out um but1:41:45nothing like this has ever happened in1:41:47this really this much of a startlingly1:41:51obvious way um1:41:54so I got my my husband off to work my1:41:56one son uh off uh to school and my other1:42:00son had driven him so I'm alone in the1:42:03house I I got the pets I feed everybody1:42:06cats dogs whatever and I'm like you know1:42:09good you know Mama time you know so I1:42:11run in I go in the bathroom and I'm like1:42:15oh I need to paint my toenails um just1:42:17do something for for Mom right so I was1:42:19like I'll payt my toenails so I put the1:42:21toilet seat down I said on the toilet1:42:23I'm just wearing my robe and I'm sitting1:42:25there painting my nails and I screw it1:42:28back in I put it up here and I just kind1:42:31of lean back for a minute because you1:42:32have to wait for the paint to dry right1:42:35so I'm just sitting there quiet the1:42:36house is quiet it's never quiet around1:42:39here but it was quiet and I leaned back1:42:42and all of a sudden in front of me like1:42:45it1:42:47just this the the thing that I that I1:42:50sent you and I it's hard to explain but1:42:53I can imagine obviously they you know1:42:56it's on video somewhere because I think1:42:57everything is videoed but I I must have1:42:59looked like foolishly silly because I1:43:01was like what and I I moved1:43:05forward and then I went because I didn't1:43:08see it with my eyes open so I went like1:43:10that and I I scrunched down like I was a1:43:12little kid and it was it appeared in1:43:15front of me so it's embarrassing but I1:43:19think I said I don't know I wasn't1:43:20tracking but I said something out loud1:43:22like oh my God how cool and I was like1:43:26going like this and I was looking1:43:27looking and I thought oh they're showing1:43:29me what are they showing me what is this1:43:31what is this and so I was sitting there1:43:33on the on the toilet seat like this with1:43:35you know going and I was looking and I'm1:43:38looking and I'm like okay there's this1:43:39and okay there's a so what I saw was and1:43:43this is what I Dre for you there was1:43:46there was a grid on a wall and it was in1:43:50a grid it was a rectangle but it it had1:43:53itty bitty little little cubicle squares1:43:57in it and there were little symbols in1:43:59each one and I I couldn't read the1:44:02symbols and I'm like and they looked1:44:05like letters some of them looked like1:44:07strange curly que some of them look like1:44:11numbers some of them were like big round1:44:13dots with like X's I mean it was just1:44:16bizarre but they were small it was a1:44:19grid on a wall but the cool part was the1:44:22thing that I Drew out in front of it the1:44:24three parts it was like in a v v v1:44:28formation there was a bubble like this1:44:32one came outwards and it was spinning1:44:36and there was another round bubble thing1:44:38and it was spinning and then there was1:44:39one up here and it looked like a a lock1:44:42in a key and it was black and that was1:44:44like a hologram floating in front of the1:44:47other thing this this V thing and it was1:44:51in 3D space because I was going like1:44:54this to try to figure out what was going1:44:56on I kept my eyes closed and I could see1:45:00I could see the grid and I could see1:45:01that this was floating out in front of1:45:03it and I got the impression that what1:45:06the thing in the front was is it was1:45:08scanning and reading from the symbols on1:45:10the wall and pulling different things1:45:13and then it was spinning in those two1:45:15Bubbles and it was showing me that this1:45:18was time and this was space and this is1:45:21how our reality is rendered and I was1:45:24like freaking out like oh my God this is1:45:27so cool it's so cool oh my God and I was1:45:29like thank you to whoever is showing me1:45:31this like and then I like why do you why1:45:34are you showing me this you know and I'm1:45:37sitting there and then it kind of like1:45:39it went like like it was like it was1:45:43they kind of like like faded it down1:45:45whoever did this and I was like oh no1:45:47don't take it away so then it pops open1:45:49for a minute and I'm like okay and then1:45:52and it just appeared and I opened my1:45:54eyes and I'm like [ __ ] what the [ __ ]1:45:56what was that right so I immediately1:45:59came out here sat down took a ruler took1:46:02my pencil and started drawing this it1:46:05took me like three hours to draw this to1:46:08accurately render exactly what I had1:46:11seen so I think it has something to do1:46:15with how the brain how our reality is1:46:20rendered in front of us and how do you1:46:24know what the double slit experiment is1:46:26sure yeah okay so part of of what keeps1:46:32our reality pulled together is the fact1:46:34that there's an observer effect like1:46:37Observer watching it if there is no1:46:40Observer then reality it collapses the1:46:43wave function and it scatters into a1:46:45scatter plot so reality or whatever is1:46:48in our realm is related to an observer1:46:50but it's not an observer it's literally1:46:52the Consciousness that's observing right1:46:55so in order to hack that you'd have to1:46:58find a way to shut off the part of your1:47:00brain that is the observing part of your1:47:03frontal lob right so the day before I1:47:07got this download I had been watching1:47:10the new show on Apple called Dark Matter1:47:13have you seen it yet I've heard of it I1:47:15haven't seen it it's really it's very1:47:17critical it's very interesting because1:47:20I've been thinking about this for years1:47:22and I was literally I'm I'm such a geek1:47:25I'm total dork because when I was1:47:26watching the show like about two weeks1:47:28ago when they they started talking about1:47:31how to hack the observer effect and to1:47:34to to trick the brain into the1:47:36prefrontal lobe they use drugs to shut1:47:40down the part of the brain or the part1:47:42of the Consciousness that is the1:47:44Observer because if we're not observing1:47:47that will collapse the wave function1:47:48which means our reality we get our brain1:47:51goes into superposition and then we have1:47:53access to all realities at once right so1:47:56I've been going on and on about this for1:47:57years to my family and friends about how1:47:59we need to hack Haack the observer1:48:01effect with Consciousness so this show1:48:04shows how this guy he creates a1:48:09substance he shoots it in his body and1:48:11it allows the brain for one hour to shut1:48:14down the part of your Consciousness1:48:17that's observing the part of your1:48:19subconscious mind the right brain and it1:48:22allows him to go into superp position1:48:24and while he's there his Consciousness1:48:26can travel into other Realms other1:48:28different alternate realities right so1:48:32when I see it on the show two weeks ago1:48:34I'm like yes I've been saying this for1:48:36you know years this is this is a TV show1:48:39showing exactly how to hack the observer1:48:42effect right so a day later I get this1:48:46downloaded to me I think this has1:48:48something to do with what I had figured1:48:51out and what is being soft disclosed in1:48:55the TV show and that's just I I may1:48:58change my mind but that's what I think1:49:00it is right now because um this is how1:49:04reality is being rendered and I have1:49:06seen on at least 15 occasions the1:49:10machine that renders it it's very1:49:14strange it's organic but AI it's both it1:49:20has long tentacle legs this is why why I1:49:23think Native American tribes say that1:49:25mother spider is weaving our reality1:49:28because I think some native tribes have1:49:29gone on Vision quests and seeing the1:49:31very same thing that I've seen but it1:49:33it's moving it's not a spider I'm not1:49:36saying a spider is weaving a reality but1:49:38it's Tech that has long and it it is got1:49:42hundreds of arms moving and spinning and1:49:45I've seen that before and that that was1:49:49superimposed after I saw this it was1:49:52like to me so I'm meant to make the1:49:55connection between the two and obviously1:49:58I'm watching that show which I think I1:50:01think it's all connected but that's as1:50:03far as I've got I would love for someone1:50:04to help me understand what what this is1:50:08I understand a lot of particle physics I1:50:11understand a lot of um quantum mechanics1:50:12I understand a lot of this stuff because1:50:14I've spent years studying it um so I'm1:50:17up for some scientific mind to help me1:50:20understand what I was looking at I1:50:21really am so hopefully someone will see1:50:23this and they can they can tell me but I1:50:26think that's what it was um I wrote down1:50:29these three nodes are floating virtually1:50:31in 3D in front of the grid they have1:50:34these symbols spinning within them it1:50:36looked like a slot machine they were1:50:37spinning it appeared simultaneously old1:50:41school like in like 1950s old typ set on1:50:44the wall the symbols but combined with1:50:47the floating thing in the front the1:50:49Hologram which was the the high AI Tech1:50:52and I said yeah black and white with1:50:54symbols and then I said I think the top1:50:55one is time and I think the bottom one1:50:59is where we are because I think our1:51:01Consciousness is pinned into this1:51:03reality at this point like we're pinned1:51:06in here um that's how come we have a1:51:09sense of time and space as being linear1:51:11but I think something very much like1:51:13this Tech is what is running this joint1:51:17but I don't know we you know I don't1:51:19know why would they why would that1:51:21happen like yeah like why would it be1:51:23shown to me I don't know it's certainly1:51:25not um delusion because it's way too1:51:28complex and then why would it be hiding1:51:30if they did want to fool you I can't you1:51:34know I'm not drinking I'm not on drugs1:51:37I'm not you know what I mean I'm I'm a1:51:40sober minded old lady living in a rural1:51:42rural Pacific Northwest oh you know I I1:51:45don't have anyone I talk about these1:51:47things with in my my quote reality real1:51:50life with the exception of my husband1:51:52usband and my children so I'm I'm nobody1:51:55special in that way and I'm just like I1:51:59said when I I made my da anything I'm1:52:01just a lady with a laptop who's1:52:03interested in in helping get truth and1:52:06balance in our realm but why would this1:52:09be shown to me I don't know I don't know1:52:13but somehow I was just I felt like I1:52:15needed to show it to you like maybe1:52:17between the two of us we can figure this1:52:21out so that's why I sent it to you today1:52:24I think that um that old cliche you know1:52:26seek and you shall find I do believe1:52:29that those of us who have been doing1:52:30this a long time and as1:52:33earnestly as we have I believe that um1:52:36more and more truths are being were1:52:40capable of understanding more and more1:52:43right like think of yourself like two1:52:45years ago I mean think of the you two1:52:48years ago right I mean don't you feel1:52:50within yourself yes yeah yes like1:52:53stronger more capable of understanding1:52:55the bigger picture more capable of1:52:58creating I mean like one data point is a1:53:01data point two data points is but you1:53:03know if you got all these data points1:53:05then that's a trend and so these are the1:53:08kinds of things that um those of us1:53:11who've been doing this for a while we1:53:12can you know pull those those lines and1:53:15so I don't know what it is but I was1:53:17super excited I'm sure I look totally1:53:19geeky I hope someday I get to watch a1:53:21video the video of me looking like silly1:53:25while I'm on the toilet sitting on there1:53:28thankfully the lid was down I'm sitting1:53:30there you know doing my my toenails but1:53:32I was so startled it was crazy well it1:53:36sounds really you don't expect that no1:53:38but it's believable and I I'll put it up1:53:41in um you know high quality and you had1:53:45it clearly ingrained in your let's say1:53:47cortex meaning that you could recreate1:53:50it if you let's say lost a copy or1:53:52something1:53:53oh 100 I mean I somehow I just1:53:56intuitively knew but I think I think if1:54:00I had been shown this 10 years ago first1:54:04of all I I would have not had any1:54:07context for it and not known even how to1:54:09talk about it but number two I don't1:54:11think that I would1:54:13have what what I'm trying to say is I've1:54:16spent specifically the last 10 years1:54:19making it my business that when my TR my1:54:22conscious business gets transferred1:54:23somewhere or something happens I make1:54:26detailed notes about it I have been1:54:29paying attention paying attention paying1:54:32attention like really careful attention1:54:34to a lot of things for a lot of lot of1:54:37time now um which is why I was able to1:54:41do nine hours on Donald Marshall right I1:54:44was able to do that because I've been1:54:45paying really close attention to what he1:54:47had to say for a long time and listening1:54:50to him with my emotional IQ listening to1:54:53him throughout the music and it's so I1:54:56think that I would able I could recreate1:54:59this just like that because I knew there1:55:01was going to be I knew it wasn't going1:55:03to go on and on on somehow I just knew1:55:05intuitively I'm getting some kind of a1:55:07download and there this isn't going to1:55:08go on indefinitely and I need to1:55:10memorize what I'm looking at and that1:55:14you know I've been doing that now for at1:55:16least the last 10 years when I go1:55:18anywhere um they'll put things in front1:55:21of me to read and I always stop what's1:55:24happening I'm I'm lucid dreaming and I1:55:26make sure I read it really carefully you1:55:30know and then I always write it down1:55:32when I wake back up again because I'm1:55:34like okay that was really important but1:55:36nothing has ever happened to this extent1:55:39just in the middle of my1:55:41morning so it was pretty cool I was1:55:44pretty1:55:45excited it's fascinating I haven't seen1:55:48such a you know abrupt message or1:55:50something usually take a lot of years of1:55:53fostering the sustained Focus that it1:55:56requires so yeah it's really cool I'm1:55:59sorry I didn't get to all your stories1:56:02but we can perhaps convene sometime that1:56:05sounds good I would love that I really1:56:07enjoyed it I hope we can have a1:56:10conversation too about some of the other1:56:12stuff because you can probably help me1:56:13fill in blanks on some of the things1:56:15that I was not really wanting to talk1:56:18about more publicly so we'll have to1:56:20stay in touch and keep on typing each1:56:22other and you know each other you know1:56:26support um I really appreciate talking1:56:29to you today and you have you have you1:56:32probably have all my info from the the1:56:35Donald Marshall Series right you have1:56:36the rumble link or do I need to send1:56:38yeah you have all that so you can just1:56:40so I'm a Time writer Tyme writer uh on1:56:45Instagram1:56:46on on betshoot Rumble Odyssey um and I'm1:56:51through a glass Darkly 68@gmail.com so1:56:55I'm through glass Darkly 68 on um1:56:58YouTube so and there'll be lots more1:57:01presentations but the Donald stuff is1:57:03the first stuff one of the next things1:57:05I'm working on is a short film called1:57:07Next floor um I'm doing a a take on that1:57:11show and I am doing an esoteric1:57:14breakdown of the Book of John from the1:57:16Bible so there's all kinds of awesome1:57:19stuff and truth and I just I believe1:57:22it's really not been talked about i'1:57:25I've never heard anything like it so I'm1:57:28looking forward to presenting that too1:57:30great and yeah I think we discussed the1:57:34possibility of collaborating on maybe1:57:36rev Reviving The proboards because1:57:39they're at least equal if not even more1:57:41of a treasure Trove than the spoken1:57:44Dollar Marshall material I 100% agree1:57:47with that and I would love to be1:57:49involved in that whatever whatever you1:57:51need um I I spent a lot of time there1:57:54and I still look over there sometimes1:57:56you know because I'm always like did I1:57:57miss anything you know but yeah I'd love1:58:00to do that so let's stay in touch sounds1:58:03great thanks a lot for coming on in1:58:05great job so
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