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Unlearned Wisdom by Johnny Chang

0:00Welcome back to another Mainstage. This 0:02is where I talk directly with my 0:03community. I tell personal stories, deep 0:06biblical learnings, and I answer 0:07questions directly from the chat. These 0:10episodes are audio only. So, thank you 0:11guys for listening and tuning in. And 0:13you can join my Discord to catch the 0:15next mainstage live. Okay, let's get 0:18started. If my girl draws me closer to 0:21God, but that comes from a physical 0:24place away from family support system 0:27and feels like I have to choose girl or 0:29family. What do I do? Choose God. Tell 0:31her, "Babe, let's choose God together."0:33Don't choose family or friends or 0:35support system. Who is a real support 0:37system? Go Oz. Let's choose God 0:40together. Oh my gosh, you make my day.0:42No. No. Please don't. Please relax. You 0:46guys who comment after every single 0:47thing, be careful of your heart posture 0:50because we see it. We see it those.0:58Okay. We see it. I'm not just talking 1:00about me. We 1:03Everybody here sees it. Okay. All right.1:05There are people out there who have 1:08mindsets of being very possessive of 1:11people because of parasocial 1:13relationships like this. There are 1:15people who think that who misconstrue my 1:18teaching. Did you guys know that? I 1:20taught one time and many times about 1:23Mark 11:24. You have to believe,1:26receive, right? Believe, receive. Pray,1:30believe, receive. Amen. But people have 1:32misconstrued this. Do you know? Can I 1:34share with you guys something crazy?1:36Therefore, I say unto you, what things 1:38soever you desire when you pray, believe 1:40that you receive them, and you shall 1:42have them. There are people who have sat 1:44there and said, "Well, I've prayed for a 1:47spiritual husband and Johnny's that 1:50spiritual husband for me." And if I 1:52believe it, he's mine. You know that,1:55right? Right. Y'all are laughing, but 1:57that's scary. Amen. Right. That's scary.2:00I'm not scared, but I'm saying that's a 2:02scary thought to have. Amen. Guys, how 2:05did Adam find his wife? Was he praying 2:08for her? Believing for her? What was he 2:10doing? He was dressing the garden. How 2:13did Isaac and Rebecca meet? They went on 2:16Moses dating. Speed dating. Welcome to 2:20the Moses speed dating show. They went 2:22on him and swiped, right? Huh?2:28No. What they did was, huh? Plenty of 2:31fish is crazy, right? You think that 2:34they did that? No. The servant brought 2:38Rebecca with dor with jewels and 2:41necklaces and cattle and everything to 2:44right brought it to her. Right? In the 2:47same way, when you're preaching the 2:48gospel,2:50God will just provide for you. We've had 2:52three Cth weddings, three Cth marriages.2:55Did you guys know that? And I ain't set 2:56up none of them. Pastor Kim set them up.2:59Pastor Enoch set them up. But what are 3:01you guys trying to do? Message each 3:03other in the Discord? You think we don't 3:05know? It's about God though, Johnny.3:08Right. Trauma dumping on each other. Oh,3:10we're so close. Then bring it up to the 3:12mods and bring it up to Johnny. No, no,3:15I'm I'm good. I'm okay. No, it's not 3:18nothing, right? Make sense? What I'm 3:20saying here is even if you guys hit it 3:22off, chemistry is not covenantial. Do 3:25you know what that means? Differences.3:27You can have chemistry all day. A lot of 3:29you guys have chemistry with people,3:31right? But the covenant is important.3:33For example, just like I can read your 3:35heart posture, Pastor Kim can read the 3:37heart posture of two people. He knows,3:39oh, this person and this person will go 3:41well together because they are lacking 3:43here and they're strong here. And that 3:45will balance each other out 3:46scripturally. They can see it, right?3:49But what do we do? No, I want a guy 3:51chiseled jawline. He's got to be past 6 3:54foot. Okay, fine. He's just got to be 3:56past 5'11, [laughter]4:01right? He's got to work out. He don't 4:03got to cook, but he's got to be able to 4:05help me clean. Right. Right. He's got to 4:08know about God. He's got to lead me.4:11Right. What I'm saying is, right, God 4:13has to when you have your own standards,4:15you become God. And then how are you how 4:16are you guys doing choosing your men,4:18right? Yes, you've chose your men. And 4:20some of you guys are happy. And I'm not 4:21disrespecting the men that were chosen 4:23and you chose. What I'm saying is 4:25though, when you choose, right?4:28Especially the ones who are single.4:29You're single for a reason, right?4:30You've chose people who cheated on you.4:32You've chose people who've stepped on 4:33you. You've chose people who've hurt 4:34you. Amen. Right. That's what happens.4:37Men, too. Men chose women, too. You 4:41know, the baddies, but got all the 4:43crazies. They're baddies, but also 4:46crazies. I'm cool. Amen. It's difficult,4:49right? Amen. In the same way, when we 4:52choose, we always get sad. Thank you for 4:54everything, but I'm no longer coming on 4:56here. Take care of yourself. Thank you.4:58Always see you. Amen. No worries. Thank 5:00you for that. Right? Because you're not 5:03exalted. Amen. Thank you. Right 5:06[clears throat] guys, you can't be 5:07coming on here because I'm, you know,5:10showing you guys attention. You should 5:11be on here for the word. Amen. Again, no 5:15one's telling you to leave. But the 5:18heart posture is this. Oh, I wasn't 5:20edified. Oh, you said something mean to 5:22me. Oh, I feel angry now. You're the 5:24problem. You're the enemy. And I'm still 5:26going to act like I'm really nice. No,5:29let's just keep it real. Understand,5:32right? Oh, I'm lustful, so I can't. No,5:35there's a lot of people in here who's 5:36lustful who still stay here. That's the 5:38reason why you have to stay here to to 5:40overcome that. Amen. Sadly, when I sit 5:44there and I speak, what people want is 5:47do this and do that for me. You didn't 5:49edify me. So you'll go and you'll talk 5:52trash about me and then you'll fight and 5:54you'll be angry and you know frustrated 5:58and then later you'll realize all that's 5:59true. Literally preaching the gospel and 6:01I need that. I don't need Johnny. I need 6:03what Johnny is preaching. Amen. Amen. No 6:07need to leave guys. None of you guys 6:08have to leave respectfully. Even the 6:10person that keeps spamming and spamming 6:12a criminal mafia. Criminal mafia.6:13Criminal. You don't have to leave. You 6:15do have to listen though. Different L's.6:17You don't got to leave. You got to 6:19listen. Amen. And you got to laugh.6:22Another L. You got to listen, right?6:25Don't leave. Don't lead either. Amen.6:27Because faith comes by hearing, hearing 6:29the word of God, honestly, right? So, if 6:32you cut yourself off, you think that's 6:34going to hurt us genuinely. You think 6:36that's going to hurt us, guys? I'm not 6:38listening to you anymore, Johnny. Okay.6:39You think that's going to hurt us?6:40That's going to hurt you, right? All the 6:43people that I've seen that have left 6:44either they either come back and the 6:46ones that do come back. Even some of our 6:48mods have done that. What do they say?6:50Right. Danny Danny can share. He's left 6:53before. He's our mod. What? And I asked 6:55Danny, "What were you doing?" No, Jeremy 6:56actually asked him when we went out to 6:57eat. What were you doing those months 6:59that you left? And you know, he 7:01literally said just being mad at Johnny 7:03and stomping my feet. Right. It's true.7:06You think these people are literally,7:08you know, right? are are are leading 7:11their lives happier. Some of you guys 7:14have made this a routine to literally 7:16preach the gospel and hear the gospel.7:19Imagine you just cut that off. You think 7:22that that's not going to change you 7:23internally or affect you at least a 7:25little bit? Daddy, I'm dead. Oh my gosh.7:29The the the gif is funny, bro. He's like 7:32me. [laughter]7:34That's how it is, right? No, I'm I'm the 7:37same. Guys, I'm not clowning you guys. I 7:40was the same when I left church. I left 7:42Good News Church five times. No,7:44actually four times. I was on the verge 7:45of leaving five. I left so many times.7:48And all I was doing was the good news,7:50they teach the bad news. Right. Good 7:53news, they teach bad news. Yeah, but you 7:55learned everything from I didn't learn 7:57everything from them. I learned some 7:58things by myself, too. Like like like 8:00like like like like like 8:04nothing, right? I hate him. He doesn't 8:07love me. He doesn't love me. Yeah, but 8:10he bought me Korean barbecue. He came 8:11and hung out with me. He let me into his 8:14life. He shared a lot of It doesn't 8:16matter. He should do that. I hate him. I 8:18hate Pastor Kimh.8:20Right. That's how it was. Straight up. I 8:23know, too. Oh, it's cool. They're not 8:25the only church that has the gospel. Let 8:26me go here. Boom. Go to Southern 8:28Baptist. I can't hear the message. Dang.8:29They kind of got it, but they don't. Oo.8:31Let me go to Pentecostal. Hey, how are 8:33you, brother? We love you. Let's shut 8:35them out. Yes. Wow. Wow. That feels so 8:37good. Wow. Should have bought a diet. I 8:38should have bought a Lambo. Oh, man.8:40Wait. They're good, but like they love 8:42me, but like at the same time, they're 8:45ah shoot. It's It's not feeling It's 8:47something's missing. Okay, maybe. No,8:49no, no. Okay, let's go to apostolic 8:51church. I baptize you in the name of the 8:53Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.8:56No, I just baptized you in the name of 8:57Jesus Christ. Wait, but it says in the 9:00Bible that they baptized through the 9:02name of the Father, the Son, and the 9:03Holy No, no, we only baptized through 9:04Jesus here. Yeah. And if you don't have 9:06that, that's not a real baptism. And 9:08you're not saved. And you better speak 9:10in t. Shoot. Does speaking Mandarin 9:12count as speaking in tongues? Cuz I 9:14don't speak in Oh no, brother. You don't 9:15got Oh, okay. Yeah, I got to go. See you 9:17later. Bye. Deuces. Multiple churches I 9:20went to. Literally, I went to like eight 9:22different churches. And legit, I felt 9:24miserable. I literally was like, "Dude,9:28I freaking I can't believe this. You 9:30telling me that these little old Korean 9:32guys got the gospel? Come on, God. He's 9:37like from heaven. Yes, he opened the 9:40heavenly clouds. Yes, they do.9:45You have to go back. Prodi,9:53right? I understand, right? And when I 9:55went back, immediately I felt better.9:57There's people here too who left the who 9:59left and came back, right? Cth people,10:02right? Daniel, for example, super happy,10:04going through some crazy stuff. Still 10:06happy, still the smiling, big old 10:08goatee, you know, beard having dude,10:11man, loving, big old gentle teddy bear.10:14Ella with the constant side eyes and the 10:16eye rolls is a pastor's kid, but super 10:19happy, right? Sean, you know, right 10:22here, right? Tinker Bell, she ain't 10:24here. Pastor, you know what I'm saying?10:25Pastor, you know what I'm saying?10:26Pastor, everything pastor. Katie,10:29straight up hood New York. You heard?10:32Faith is you talking about here, right?10:35Dominican 10:36cut you up and dance salsa and bath. No,10:40I'm just kidding. But understand what 10:41I'm saying, right? Yeah. You leave and 10:44you come back. That's okay. No problem.10:46You You leave, you come back. So what,10:49right? We're not worried about that. You 10:50talk behind my back, you talk in front 10:52of my face, you talk to my back,10:54whatever you you know, that's all that 10:57matters. Understand? Is coming back. So 11:00yeah, we all have that. We all have 11:03that, right? The reason why mo 99% of us 11:06leave though, can I tell you guys what 11:08it is, right?11:12Amen. What do you mean, Zach? You You 11:14felt like you wanted to leave Portland 11:17Church. Yeah, I know. Ask JT. Fellowship 11:20with JT. JT's living a ministerial life,11:22too, if you haven't done so already. He 11:24feels the same. JT is a mirror image of 11:26me and he goes out there and he's like,11:28"Dang, bastard." I don't know what's 11:30going on, but he submitted now, right?11:32Because exactly. We are hurt when we're 11:35broken down, right? Amen. Yes. You can 11:38attend here if you don't have a church.11:40It's okay. Church is not the building,11:42but the body, the congregating and the 11:45communion and the fellowship of the 11:47body. You heard? You understand? That's 11:49what it is. So, yeah, me too. I get 11:51broken down, too. Pastor Kim told me 11:53this morning, "Why, you know, come come 11:55where? Why you no come to early morning 11:58service moanim I did oh I did moanim oh 12:03okay okay 12:06I love you okay dang you about to want 12:09load up aim the pistol at me was about 12:11to shoot me down I did moanim oh okay 12:14I've been tired I know moanim I'm 12:16praying for you yes please pray for me 12:19I'm tired he has been tired you know so 12:22yeah yeah it's okay chastised yesterday 12:25who you know why do you have no faith 12:28you know and that God is going to help 12:30your mom and oh amen you're right 12:33hallelujah you know immediately 12:35condemnation came though you have no 12:38faith you can't teach core of the heart 12:40you fraud you dummy see you over here 12:44chastising others you can't even learn 12:46yourself stupid idiot dumb serious same 12:51thing you should quit you know you 12:54people don't even listen to you. You 12:56talk and they all they do is talk about 12:58their own hearts. You speak and all 13:00they're talking about is criminal mafia.13:02Criminal mafia. Criminal mafia. Criminal 13:04mafia. You talked about sanctification 13:06is not a process. They say, "But isn't 13:08sanctification a process, though. You 13:10gave all the scripture. They stay quiet.13:12They don't care. They don't submit.13:14You're a fraud, Johnny. You're dumb,13:16bro. You don't know anything. You're 13:19stupid. Dummy." Yeah. That comes You 13:21don't think it comes to me? Amen. Amen.13:24As much as thoughts come to you, they 13:26come to me a lot more. What was Paul's 13:28thorn on the side? Satan 13:31whispering lies to him, right? We we we 13:33we saw that today in 2 Corinthians,13:36right? Chapter 12. Amen. Amen. Yes,13:39guys, we're all weak, but we're also 13:41strong because we're weak. Amen. Right.13:43I spoke about Noah in the day of Noah.13:47Why were they wicked? Guys, there was 13:49people in Samaria boiling their 13:51children. How come he didn't kill 13:52Samaria in the times of kings, right?13:55There was multiple kings that were had 13:57multiple prophets. King Ahab, for 13:59example, had like 300 prophets, false 14:01prophets around him. Isn't that evil?14:03Idol idolatry. How come he didn't kill 14:05them? From Genesis 4 to Genesis 6, what 14:08the hell happened so bad that God killed 14:11them and wiped the whole world? Think 14:14about it for a second. What was 14:16wickedness that was great? Genesis 6:5.14:19Let's pull it up. What was the 14:20wickedness that was great in the eyes of 14:22God? Let's see. Then I'll finish with 14:24this. I have to go take Mama Chang,14:28right? Oh, someone's mad. Hey, when you 14:30type in all caps, I hear it as 14:32screaming. What criminal mafia? Did you 14:34even read the whole message? I asked the 14:37whole question. Did you even listen to 14:39what I was saying about deliverance? Did 14:42you even listen to me? Do I got to Do I 14:45got to only listen to you? What makes 14:47you think I'm your monkey? Huh? Ah,14:49what? What? We're talking in all caps.14:51What's up then? Right. If you're only 14:53here to have your question answered,14:55you're not going to listen to your 14:56question answered because it was 14:58answered literally by like so many times 15:02already. Okay, I'm going to answer it 15:04here right now. If you listen carefully,15:05I'm going to answer this. Okay, it's 15:07going to be about Noah, but it's going 15:08to pertain to you. Watch. And God saw 15:10that the wickedness of man was great in 15:12the earth. What wickedness happened from 15:13Genesis 4 to Genesis 6, except for Cain 15:16murdering Abel? anything else, right?15:19No, just sin. But everybody's sin. So,15:22he has to destroy every single, right?15:25How come he didn't destroy the world 15:27when Adam and Eve sinned? Sin is sin,15:29right? You understand? There's a there's 15:32an unlock here. What was so wicked?15:34First and foremost, yeah, new people 15:36answer. Think about it, guys. Right?15:39Load up the scripture, though. You know 15:40what I'm going to talk about. So, when 15:42it comes to Noah, what was Noah's job?15:45New people only. What was Noah's job?15:47ark builder, construction. He was a 15:50priest, a pastor, spread the word. So 15:53you got again, new people, people who 15:55listen to what I'm saying, he was Jesus.15:58So Noah was a preacher of righteousness.16:00Second Peter speaks about this, right?16:03But was he 2 Peter 2:5? And spared not 16:05the old world, but saved Noah, the 16:07eighth person, a preacher of 16:09righteousness. Woo, he was a gospel 16:11preacher. Let's go. He's a gospel 16:14preacher bringing the flood. So, who did 16:16he preach the gospel to, guys? The new 16:18people. But in those days, when we look 16:20at Matthew or when we look at Luke, you 16:23can pull up either one, Ella. Don't 16:25worry, they're all the same. See if you 16:27remember. If you don't, just tell me.16:30[laughter]16:30I don't. Oh, man. Okay. Go to Luke 16:34chapter 14. Right. Luke chapter 14.16:37Everybody turn to No, you know what?16:38Let's do Matthew. Matthew is a little 16:41bit better. It explains it a little bit 16:44better. Go to Matthew 24. Luke is good,16:49too, but Matthew 24 is better. Let's go 16:51to Matthew 24:38-39.16:5438-39. Okay, you ready? For in the days,16:58For as in the days that were before the 17:00flood, they were eating and drinking and 17:03marrying and giving in marriage until 17:05the day that Noah entered into the ark 17:08and knew not until the flood came and 17:10took them all away. So shall also the 17:14coming of the son of man be. So what 17:17were they doing that was wicked? So 17:19Genesis 6 says the wickedness of the 17:22heart. The wickedness wasn't just 17:23adultery or murder. It was the 17:25imagination of the thoughts of their 17:27heart. Right? As it says in Genesis 6:5.17:30So what does it mean? It means they're 17:32living according to however they imagine 17:35and their hearts and their thoughts.17:37Understand? They do whatever they want.17:39They were making their lives 17:40self-sufficient.17:42How? How? Because they were drinking.17:46When you drink, you drink wine, which is 17:48the blood. No, they drank their own 17:49wine. Their own type of blood. They were 17:52marrying. Marriage is like heaven 17:54between Jesus and us. They were doing 17:56their own marriages. They were 17:57replicating what? Self-sufficiency.18:01Understand? I don't need Jesus. I got my 18:03own Jesus. My own way. I don't need the 18:05way. I have my own way. I'm going to go 18:07my own way. They were marrying. They 18:09were parting. They were planning. They 18:10were they were doing it as if God was 18:12irrelevant. Do you understand? God was 18:14irrelevant to them. Noah wasn't saying 18:17be less sinful. Noah was saying, "Yo,18:20you guys are sinful and you need to come 18:22into this ark, y'all. He's going to 18:24smash all of us and kill us all. He's 18:27going to wipe the world. Do you guys 18:29understand?" And they're like, "No,18:31Noah. No, dude. What do you mean? God is 18:34love, man. He'll never do that. He'll 18:37never do that. Come on. Look, my 18:40daughter's getting married. Noah, come 18:41to the party, man. God is God. He's a 18:44loving God. He don't God knows my heart.18:48Noah, Johnny, John, Noah, Noah's like,18:52Noah,18:54right? It's like, God, Noah, you're 18:57wrong, Noah. Right? In the same way,19:00right? Jesus is expressing something,19:04right? [music]19:10Hey, if you're enjoying this episode, I 19:12have a whole other video episode on all 19:14platforms, YouTube, Spotify, Instagram,19:17all that every single Monday. Each 19:19episode is a gospel- centered lesson 19:21that you could apply to your life today.19:23So, this is more conversational. You 19:25guys know my team, Jeremy and Aaron. We 19:27just have a lot of fun. We joke around,19:29but we get serious. We get vulnerable.19:31It's just very, very different, and it's 19:34beautiful. So, I hope you guys can tune 19:35in and we made this for you guys. So,19:38please enjoy.19:41[music]19:44You guys are wicked. Why? Because you're 19:47living as if God and his gospel and his 19:49word and his righteousness don't matter.19:51Nowhere does it say that Noah's 19:53generation was full of killers or 19:55thieves or covetous or drunkards or lust 19:57people. It doesn't say that. What does 19:59it say in Matthew 24 Luke 17 as well? It 20:02says that they were eating, drinking,20:04and marrying and giving and mar. That's 20:06normal life. But what? Normal life 20:09without what? Without God. No spiritual 20:13life. That's what made them blind. Do 20:15you think that they were evil? Why 20:17couldn't they hear this message of 20:19righteousness? Because they're 20:20righteous. They're good. They don't need 20:23the message of righteousness. Because 20:25they're not unrighteous.20:27Unrighteous people need healing. They 20:29need the message of righteousness.20:31Understand? So they couldn't hear him.20:33Makes sense, guys. Wild. Super deep,20:36huh? Right. So, in the same way, Sodom 20:38and Gomorrah also in Ezekiel 16:49, he 20:43speaks about it. People assume Sodom and 20:45Gomorrah was because they were a bunch 20:47of gay people having sex and and 20:49lusting. No. Why are they actually 20:52destroyed? Because everybody was 20:54lustful. Like for example, King Solomon 20:57was lustful. He had a thousand women.20:59Sheesh. Can you guys even handle that as 21:01men? A thousand women is wild, dude. But 21:04he's like, I'm sure he doesn't even like 21:06remember their names. That fool probably 21:09just has to call them by numbers. Hey,21:10number 12, come over here. Number number 21:12587. Like how would you even remember a 21:15thousand people's names like that?21:17Understand? Like for real, right? But 21:21what was Sodom and Gomorrah's 21:22wickedness? Ezekiel 16:49, right? Think 21:25about this. Behold, this was the 21:27iniquity of thy sister Sodom. What was 21:29her sin? Pride, fullness of bread,21:33abundance of idleness was in her and in 21:36her daughters. Neither did she 21:38strengthen the hand of the poor and 21:40needy. [clears throat] Interesting. Wait 21:42a minute. Why doesn't it say that they 21:46were mongers, backbiters,21:49lustful, lchivous generation? Why 21:52doesn't it say that? Why does it say 21:54pride, fullness of bread, meaning 21:56they're sufficient, and abundance?21:59Wow. Wow. Wea. True wickedness isn't 22:03doing bad things. It's doing things 22:06without God. It's doing life without 22:09God. Guys, that's what true 22:11wickednesses. Understand, right?22:13Weddings, parties,22:16eating, those are not wicked. forgetting 22:19that God is in those weddings and is the 22:21pivotal reason for that wedding and for 22:24those parties is wickedness, right? God 22:27is not judging life events. He's judging 22:30life without him. Oh, y'all don't need 22:33me. You're too good. Then go and burn.22:37Understand? Go and burn. Then go see you 22:40later. That's literally his judgment. He 22:42wiped the world. The most dangerous part 22:45of wickedness isn't that you're sinning.22:48Everybody sins. The most dangerous 22:51wickedness I would say is thinking that 22:53you don't need a savior and you don't 22:54need saving. [clears throat] That's the 22:56most dangerous thing because if you 22:58don't need think you need to be saved,22:59aka you're good and you're righteous,23:01then why the hell do you need God? You 23:04don't. They were blinded by their 23:06righteousness. They thought they knew 23:08God. Right. Right. God doesn't think 23:10about He doesn't just destroy us for 23:12lust. If that's the case, every 23:13civilization would be gone. There's lust 23:15everywhere all the way down to here.23:18What is his judgment? His judgment is to 23:22people who live like they don't need 23:24him. To who? Oh, I'm not I'm not I don't 23:26need the righteousness. Yes, I'm a 23:28sinner, but I don't sin however I want.23:29Okay, so then you don't need Jesus then.23:31You understand, guys? You understand?23:33Otherwise, Noah, who spent years to 23:36build a vineyard, should have got 23:38strucken down. He got butt naked. This 23:41fool's a weirdo. I'm sorry to say, Noah 23:43the weirdo. Some people get drunk and 23:45take their clothes off. But he could 23:46have had a long time to repent. Why 23:49didn't he repent? Right? And he was 23:51drunk. Not buzzed, drunk, right? You got 23:53to be sober minded, right? But instead,23:56anyone who judged him for that was 23:58judged. Why? Because the the heart of 24:01Ham, his youngest son, what heart did he 24:04have? What heart did he have? I'm better 24:07than you. Look at this fool. Guys,24:10JPath, Shem, you guys go and you 24:12freaking cover him up, dude. I don't I'm 24:14not going to touch sin. I'm not a 24:16sinner. Look at this freaking idiot,24:18dude. Drinking and being butt naked 24:21after we just got saved from God. And 24:23then he woke up in his spirit. He 24:25realized and he said, "This guy and his 24:27whole little bloodline is cursed because 24:29they were righteous. Only a righteous 24:32person, a self-righteous person can 24:33judge other people." Do you understand?24:36If you know that you ain't nothing,24:38right? Understand? If you realize you're 24:41nothing, then what happens? You can't 24:43judge anybody. Make sense? And if you do 24:46judge, you would judge righteous 24:47judgment. You He would look at his dad 24:50and go, "Wow, I'm so thankful that God 24:52didn't kill this guy. He's knocked out 24:55drunk, bucket naked, and God didn't kill 24:58him. Wow, God, you're such a merciful 25:00God. He should have that heart." But 25:02what did he have? Guys, cover this 25:03freaking fool up, man. I know I owe my 25:06whole life to him because he built the 25:07freaking art for like years, right? 100 25:10plus years. And I'm over here like 25:13freaking judging him, right? You 25:15understand? Someone told me, "Well, you 25:18got to look at it in the Bible. Does it 25:19say he sexually assaulted him?" He did 25:21not. Or his mother, as they say. No.25:24Make sense? Noah tried to warn people.25:27Trust me, he he tried. But the issue is 25:30they didn't care. Sodom and Gomorrah 25:32also were not destroyed. Lot was there.25:35You think Lot wasn't preaching the 25:36gospel? Lot was saved. You guys ever 25:40determined not to preach the gospel? The 25:42more you do that, God brings people in 25:44your life literally to be like, "Oh, I'm 25:47talking about God right now. What the Oh 25:49my god, this is talking about God. I 25:50just I don't even know how to preach 25:51right now. What the heck?" Right? The 25:53Holy Spirit will not allow you not to 25:55preach the gospel. Just so you know. I'm 25:57just letting you know. It's not going to 25:58even if you make it today. I'm not going 26:00to preach the gospel. I'm not going to 26:01preach core of the heart anymore.26:04Okay. All right. We'll see. We'll see.26:06You know, that's what you think. Your 26:08life don't belong to you. Respectfully,26:10guys. So, the sin of Sodom and Gomorrah 26:12was what? Not lust. The real sin was 26:14pride, aka I don't need anybody. I'm the 26:17ish fullness, aka I don't need the bread 26:19of life. I have my own bread. And 26:21ignoring God. I don't need 26:22righteousness. Yes, Noah, you're 26:24preaching about righteousness. Yes, Lot,26:25you're preaching. But look at us. We're 26:26happy. Look at my big old, you know,26:29synagogues. And look at my my my place,26:31my my castle.26:33Look at partying every day. We're having 26:35threesomes, foursomes, you know,26:36sleeping around. We're sleeping with 26:38men, sleeping with women. Look it, if 26:39God hated us, he would have just 26:41destroyed us already. What do you mean?26:42And that's why Abraham says, God, if per 26:45adventure there's 50 people that are 26:47saved, will you destroy? He says, I 26:48won't destroy it. If there's 30, 40,26:50right? 20. Okay, 10. If even if there's 26:5410, even if there's one, I won't destroy 26:56it because at least the gospel is 26:57preached. Understand? Right? I'm not 27:00going to destroy them because they're 27:01failing. I know that they all fell. We 27:03all would be gone if that's the case.27:06Understand? What they did was they 27:08rejected grace. Why? Cuz they didn't 27:10need it. They don't need grace. What do 27:12you mean? I'm good. I I I don't need 27:14grace. I mean, look at me. Look at my 27:16nice house. Look at my my my nice 27:18wedding. Look at my car. Look at all 27:20everyone loves me. What do I I don't 27:22need that, Johnny. Yeah. Like, of 27:24course, you have to believe you're a 27:25sinner. I mean, you shot at people. You 27:27done, you know, smoked people. You done 27:28did evil things. I I don't have to do 27:31that, brother. I'm a PK. I've never done 27:32anything bad. I lied once or twice.27:35Like, yeah, bro. So, you know, you still 27:37have to be humble, man. Like, we're 27:38sinners. Yes, we're sinners, man. In 27:40Jesus, we're made righteous. So, we're 27:42sinners saved by grace. Yes. We're 27:43righteous people who sin. Yes. But like,27:45we have to keep striving to do well,27:47man. Come on, Johnny. God knows our 27:50hearts. We got to do well, bro. We can't 27:52like just, you know, do whatever we 27:54want. You understand? Because they're 27:56good. We have to do well. Hilarious.28:00What can you do well? That's what I want 28:01to ask you guys. You lust well. You sin 28:04very well. Other than that, godly 28:06things, what do you do well? Right?28:08Amen. You lie very well. Every one of 28:10you guys is good liars. I know you guys 28:12are. Right? You ever you ever you ever 28:14you ever have to teach your kid? Anybody 28:15got kids in here? You ever teach your 28:16kid how to lie? Man, they're freaking 28:18super liars. These kids is professional 28:21liars. Okay? Go in the go in the corner 28:24and tell a lie and make sure you repeat 28:26yourself. Okay? You never even taught 28:28them that. They they're super good. You 28:30ever teach them how to manipulate? Man,28:32they super manipulate, bro. You ever 28:34teach them how to how to say that 28:36they'll beat you up? You know, kids 28:38always go through that phase, right?28:40When I was younger, I thought I could 28:41beat my dad's butt. Man, he whooped me 28:43so he beat my ass so bad. One time I 28:46tried to flex and be like a white kid.28:48I'm sorry. That was mean. F you, mom. Oh 28:51my god. I tried, dude. Oh, you're so 28:53cute, Benjamin. F you, mom. Leave me 28:56alone. Okay, honey. I love you. I'm your 28:59friend. Yeah, mom. F you, mom. Right.29:02Just kidding. I tried to do that to my I 29:04literally tried to do that to my to my 29:06dad one time. I thought he didn't 29:08understand English. I was like, "Pac 29:10you. you." Okay. And he was like,29:13"What you say? What?" I was like, "Oh,29:17snap. He knows. He knows what the hell 29:19that is." He started beating me, bro. I 29:23got worked. I was like 9 years old,29:26right? dropped the fbomb and got bombed 29:28on. Literally, it was crazy. Right. So,29:32what I'm saying is, you know, right? I I 29:35was very evil and no one taught me that.29:37I bet you didn't do it again. Um, yeah.29:41I mean, yeah, when you get your freaking 29:44jaw broken. Sure. Yeah. I mean, bet you 29:47didn't do it again. Is crazy. Of course.29:49Of course I didn't do it again. Aka I'm 29:53a good I'm a good daughter and I would 29:56never do that to my dad.29:58[laughter]29:59[snorts] Understand? Aka I'm a good 30:01daughter guys. I'm a good I'm a good 30:04son. I don't do that to my Yeah, right.30:06Stop it. In your heart you guys killed 30:08your parents multiple times. [laughter]30:10Let's keep it real. Amen. In your heart 30:13you killed your parents multiple times.30:15Stop playing over here. Like you know 30:18right. I was evil. I was a evil kid,30:22right? But so were you guys. Let's not 30:24play over here. Don't play with me. Pray 30:26with me. Amen. Okay. So, yeah. Yeah. We 30:30are people who we're all evil. The point 30:33is that's not why God destroyed us.30:36Judgment came because they rejected 30:38grace and they lived as if they didn't 30:41need him. The God of grace, the spirit 30:43of grace. You understand? Make sense,30:45guys? Okay. Otherwise, he would destroy 30:48every civilization. He would destroy 30:50Germany. He would destroy America. He 30:52would destroy you know Irish and you 30:55know Spain and the concisadors 30:58and you know all those people right that 31:01he would destroy you know the Mongolian 31:03tribe Chingis and you know raping and 31:05pillaging women and and all you know 31:08that's not what he's worried about. He 31:10knows that's going to happen. [snorts]31:12What he destroys people of is I don't 31:14need you even though I'm like this 31:16sheesh. Even though I'm messed up, even 31:19though I'm lustful, even though I have 31:20RJ, retroactive jealousy, even though 31:22I'm angry, even though I'm, you know,31:24you know, addicted to stuff, I don't 31:27need you, God, I can do it. He destroys 31:30people like that. Amen. You guys 31:31understand? That's what it is. Crazy 31:33unlock, right? Amen. That's not what it 31:36is, right? Okay. So, does that mean then 31:39you can go and sin however you want? Go 31:41and gossip and, you know, about other 31:44people. go in your little clicks in your 31:47cruise and tell other people. Of course 31:49not. Right guys, when you speak, you 31:51have to be cautious about all the 31:53people. There's a sister in our church.31:55She would always do this. She's no 31:56longer in the church anymore, but she 31:58used to always we would bring new people 32:01to the church and they would talk trash 32:04about the people that brought the new 32:06people. So, let's say it's me and I 32:09bring one of you guys. This sister would 32:11be like, "You know Johnny, he used to do 32:12this. You know Johnny, he used to do 32:14that." Right? Do you guys think that 32:16that's smart to do? That's the dumbest 32:18thing you can do because that person 32:21ends up leaving. And that sister stayed 32:23in the church. She did this for 10 plus 32:25years. Just so you know. You guys know 32:27that, right? 10 years. She listened to 32:29Pastor Kim's sermons. She listened to 32:31Pastor Hans sermons, right? Make sense,32:34right? It literally closes people's 32:36hearts. But do you care? You know,32:38Johnny, he he did this, he did that. You 32:41know, it was so evil back then. You 32:44know, I'm not trying to excuse my 32:46evilness. I did do all of those things.32:48I was evil. 100%. I hemmed up Pastor Kim 32:52before. Yes. I've, you know, spat at one 32:54of the pastors before. Yes. I've done it 32:57all. I was a bad dude. Understand?32:59Seriously. So, they sit there and they 33:01go, you know, he's over here acting like 33:03a minister. He's not even a minister.33:05Look at him. He doesn't even dress like 33:07us. He doesn't play the part. Look at 33:08him. He's high-hearted. He has millions 33:10of followers. He thinks he's all that.33:12What an idiot, right? You think that 33:14that's what's going to h like that helps 33:16you. But it harms you, right? Cuz to to 33:19that we're like, "Amen." Everything 33:21they're saying, "Amen." But what does it 33:23do to the people? It spreads darkness.33:25Cuz you're you're the fool. Guys, do not 33:28spread darkness. You're you're a fool if 33:30you do that. You know, rather pray for 33:32people because the day that you bring 33:34your friend to church and someone acts 33:37like you and talks all this trash about 33:39church and you and then they close their 33:41heart and they say, "Hey brother, hey 33:43sister, I loved your church, but bro,33:44they were mad talking trash about the 33:46pastor, mad talking trash about you."33:48And to be honest, I don't want to be 33:49around an an a place like that. Then 33:51you're going to have to answer for that 33:52soul that was lost. You understand?33:55Listen to me carefully. Right? When God 33:58asked, "Hey, I brought this person to 33:59church, but because you were so jealous,34:02you were so possessive, you were so 34:04evil, you were so, you know, gossipy and 34:07so vile. Why did you close their hearts?34:10Why didn't you open your hearts for 34:12them? Why didn't you keep those things 34:13to yourself so that they could grow?"34:15And they left and they ended up dying 34:16and they're burning. What are you going 34:18to say to God when he asks you that 34:20question? I didn't know. Is that what 34:22you're going to do? I didn't know, God.34:24Amen. Right. So people don't even 34:26realize that they're like that, right?34:28When you speak, you leak. You guys got 34:30that? When you speak, you leak. What 34:33does that mean? It means everything 34:35that's in your heart is going to come 34:36out of your mouth, whether you want to 34:38or not. Why do people gossip? It's very 34:40simple. Because they think they're good.34:42Because they want to be validated.34:44Because they're ignorant and they're 34:45arrogant. They're prideful. You 34:47understand? That's why. Amen. Why do you 34:50have to gossip? Think about it. because 34:52you have no other value to add but 34:55invaluable things. Sheesh. Amen. Why not 34:59speak about the gospel in God? Because 35:02you don't have it. You have nothing 35:03valuable to advance somebody. So, you 35:06know, and you plate to the tea. Oh, I 35:09got the cheesemail on this foo. Hey, did 35:11you know although he does that, he does 35:14this. He does that. Did you know that?35:16There's a pastor that that is at our 35:18church. He struggles with porn.35:20Everybody knows it. One time I was 35:22handing him his iPad, I'm sorry, his 35:24MacBook Air, right? This was years ago,35:27right? And when I opened it up, he had a 35:29porn website on on the thing. It was 35:31open. I guess he had forgot to close it 35:33or minimize it. So, I grabbed it. I 35:35closed and I just gave it to him. He 35:36obviously opened up the thing and kind 35:38of like was like, "Oh, shoot. I know 35:40Johnny saw this. I saw it. I did."35:43That's the type of women you like. I'm 35:45just kidding. That was mean. So, I'm 35:47like, "Okay, he's doing that." So I now 35:51was at a dilemma. I was a baby 35:53Christian. So I was thinking, dang, am I 35:55like, okay, am I supposed to tell on him 35:59or am I supposed to, you know? So I 36:02prayed to God, right? And said, Father 36:04God, I don't want to judge him. I 36:06remember Pastor Kim saying that we 36:07shouldn't judge for people. We should 36:08pray for them, not gossip, not tell 36:11other people, not none of that, right?36:13And I tell uh 36:16Pastor Kim, right? I said, "Pastor Kim,36:19there's something that I saw. I'm not 36:20going to tell you which particular 36:21pastor, but I saw a pastor and I waited 36:24like a couple weeks. I saw a pastor who 36:26had this and I kind of have a heart to 36:28judge him. I don't know. What do you 36:30think?" He knew exactly which pastor it 36:32was cuz I didn't know, unbeknownst to 36:34me, that they all already knew and that 36:36they pray for him. This pastor preaches 36:38bomb sermons straight up. He saved a lot 36:41of people, right? And he struggles with 36:44this thing. has a kid, I'm sorry, has 36:46three kids, four kids, has a wife,36:48right? But struggles and his wife knows.36:50Everyone knows. I didn't know this. And 36:53this has not happened just one time.36:54There was another brother that actually 36:57saw this, too. And word got around from 37:00that brother. I didn't say anything, but 37:02I sat there and it came to me. He goes,37:05"Bro, do you know pastor so and so?"37:07Bro, that fool watches porn, dude. Did 37:09you know that? And immediately I got 37:11angry with that brother. I said, "Bro,37:13of course I know." He's like, "What?37:15Crazy, right?" I'm like, "No, it's not."37:17First off, all the pastors know this.37:20Yeah, but like he shouldn't be leading 37:22though if he's doing that though. Like 37:23blah blah blah. And I'm like, "Okay,37:24then you lead then." And he kind of like 37:26I checked them. I was like, "You lead 37:28then. You could do it better than him,37:29right? Then you lead, bro. You struggle 37:31too, fool. I see you freaking over here 37:33on the rooftop, you know, and at this 37:34time it's Korea time up there trying to 37:36like talk to certain sisters. Shut your 37:38face, bro. Like straight up.37:40Respectfully, right? But look at these 37:42people. What was he trying to do? Create 37:44clicks. And you know why he was like 37:47that? Do you know why? Because that 37:49pastor two days before chastised him.37:52Because that pastor did not edify him.37:55So what is he doing now? Ah, I'm going 37:57to sit there and make him wrong. Mother 37:59efer. I'm going to make this mother efer 38:01wrong. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Called him a 38:02mother effer, too. By the way, this 38:04mother effer freaking watches porn, bro.38:06What the hell? Over here telling us what 38:08to do. The hell? And I'm like, right. I 38:11just knew, right? I was like, "This guy,38:13there's no way, dude." You guys 38:15understand what I'm saying, right? Have 38:17you guys done that before? Be honest.38:18Yes. When someone doesn't edify you,38:21what do you do? Cheese med time. Oh, you 38:25know he does this. You know, he said all 38:27these things. You know, he took me here,38:29he took me there. But then, be careful,38:31sis. He's going to play you, too, right?38:33I'm just looking out for you, Amore.38:35You're my You're my best friend, sis.38:38Yeah, right. Vu. Yeah, right. It's 38:41because you're not edified. That's why 38:44that's what it is at the end of the day.38:46Amen. Anybody have a a crazy ex sabotage 38:50you? Anybody? Yes. Why did they do it 38:53though? Because you didn't edify them.38:55Amen. Because you didn't sit there and 38:58be like, "Babe, I want you. I love you.39:00What you did was forget you. You're 39:02lame. See you." And they went crazy over 39:06that. Why though? because you didn't 39:08edify them, because [clears throat] you 39:10said bye. Because you said, "I don't 39:12love you anymore. You're not a good 39:14person for me. See you later." A normal 39:16person would go, "You know what? Damn, I 39:18lost someone good." Or, "You know what?39:20We're just not meant to be." And they 39:21dip, right? But the crazy ones who think 39:23that they're right, the ones who think 39:25that they're good, what do they say? I 39:27deserve this though. You misled me. No.39:28Hell no. I freaking wasted time on you.39:30No, you you're misleading. You're a 39:32liar. You're a fake. You You You right?39:36Do you know why? because you didn't 39:37edify them. I don't care if it's this,39:40if it's that, it's always your fault,39:41basically is what they're going to say.39:43Amen. Right? Even if you make it crystal 39:46clear to them, it's always your fault.39:48Why though? Because the root of 39:50edification is the issue. Right? Amen.39:53You guys got that? The root of 39:55edification is this. It's they're 39:58sitting here and they're not getting 39:59edified. They're not getting exalted.40:00They're not once getting play anymore.40:02They're not getting they're not number 40:04one anymore. So, people do that. Look at 40:06all the Reddits. Read it carefully. It's 40:09because they get checked. Like the way I 40:11check the heavenly brother, the way I 40:13check people with scripture, they jump 40:15on and go, "This mother effer said this,40:16this, and this." Basically, what they're 40:18saying, the undertone is, "You didn't 40:20validate me. You didn't. You made me 40:22feel invalidated. Now I'm going to go 40:23against you." Interesting. How mature.40:26You'll notice it. Every single thing,40:28it's always he's a fraud. He did this.40:30He did that. Wow, you're so good. you're 40:32going to expose people who are frauds,40:35right? It's the same thing with with a 40:37one-star Yelp review. Some people just 40:40move on. I'm never going to go to that 40:41restaurant again. But what do they 40:43think? They're in their hearts. Oh, I'm 40:44a good person. So, I need to go on Yelp 40:47and show people how amazing I am, and 40:49I'm going to warn other people, right?40:51But why though? It's because they 40:53disrespected you. Amen. Like, be honest.40:55They didn't provide a service. And if 40:58they're hacks, they're hacks. Obviously,40:59God will deal with it biblically. But we 41:01don't want to deal with it biblically.41:02What do we want to do? Take it into our 41:04own hands and we get nasty. Right. Make 41:07all kind of stuff, right? Whole 41:09paragraphs worth of those things. Amen.41:11Right. Amen. Right. The exposure comes 41:13from the breakup. The exposure comes 41:15from when I say no to you. No thanks. I 41:18don't want to take your stuff anymore.41:19You're weird. Bye. You're weird. I don't 41:23want to sleep with you anymore. Goodbye.41:26Right. You Donald Trump. You're fired.41:29You're fired. Right? Start doing that,41:32it's over. Right? Amen. What I'm saying 41:34here is right, if you focus on those 41:37things, then you will you will see 41:40people love doing that. It's always this 41:43thing and they always come with a heart 41:46of morality, an ethical code, this 41:50ethical principle, this, you know,41:52right? Oh, guys, I'm just, you know,41:54warning you. Please be careful about 41:57him. I care about you guys. It's always 41:59this, you know, I love Johnny, amazing 42:02guy, beautiful testimony, but he's 42:05wrong. You have to say the Lord's 42:07Prayer, but they do this. And I get it.42:10Listen, he's been through a lot. Huge 42:12following on Instagram or they always 42:14lead with this. Always. Amen. Yeah, he's 42:17great. He's amazing. But, Right. Make 42:19sense? It's always that. And and they do 42:23it because they don't want to look bad,42:26right? Amen. So what we say is don't be 42:29right, be righteous. Meaning let God 42:31handle it. And that goes for everybody 42:33here guys. Let God handle it. But what 42:36people do is they dive deeper into this.42:38They create echo chambers, right? Jeremy 42:40says it so perfectly. The internet has 42:43been giving pe foolish people a voice.42:46That's the worst part. And they gather 42:48in a group of fools like a den of 42:50thieves. And they just echo chamber.42:53Right. Johnny's wrong. Yeah, Johnny's.42:54But they're they have nothing going on 42:56in their own lives. Do you understand?42:58They're not over here preaching the 42:59gospel. They're not over here nurturing 43:01people. They're not over here giving 43:02biblical bars. They're not. What are 43:04they doing? You know that guy. You know 43:06that guy painting their nails talking 43:08about a guy. We've done that, too. A lot 43:11of us were in echo chambers, too, where 43:13you gossip with your family and friends.43:15Guys, don't do that. Don't do that. It's 43:18it's it's embarrassing. We're better 43:21than that, right? We are righteous 43:23children of God. Edify, right? Don't 43:26echo. Understand? Don't be in an echo 43:28chamber. Be an edifying chamber. Uplift 43:31people. Encourage them through what? The 43:33gospel. I'm not talking about toxic 43:35positivity and spirituality either,43:37right? You got to call what it's called.43:39But you're over here, you know, doing 43:40all this other stuff, right? All that 43:43extra for what though? Because your 43:45feelings are hurt. I'm sorry to say 43:47Jeremy said it the best. He always 43:48messes around. He's like, "Oh, your 43:50widow feelings."43:52He always messes around. He's kind of 43:53harsh. You guys know him.43:55[clears throat] He's Oh, your widow 43:56feelings is hurt. Oh, I'm like, dang,43:59that's facts. Oh, your widow feelings.44:02Like, yeah, your little feelings are 44:04hurt. That's what it is. People will do 44:06the most vile things because their 44:08little feelings are hurt on everything.44:10Guys, don't be like that, guys. Don't be 44:13like that. If my if I'm speaking some 44:16kind of message that's incorrect,44:17address the message. Understand? Guys,44:20notice how I never address your guys'44:22lifestyle. I always address the message 44:24with you guys, right? Somebody says, "Is 44:27sanctification a process?" It's not. We 44:29address the message. Amen. We don't 44:31address the lifestyle. That doesn't 44:33matter because we all Are you guys all 44:36living perfectly? Anyone here? Stop 44:37sinning. Amen. [music]44:44We're hiring, guys. Core of the Heart is 44:46hiring. But listen carefully. We're not 44:48just building a company. We're building 44:50one of the fastest growing Christian 44:52communities in the world. 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I look forward 46:07to hearing from you guys. [music]46:13What I'm saying is when you're 46:15gossiping, okay, don't gossip gospel,46:18right? Speak about the gossip, the the 46:20gospel. Don't gossip. So, yeah, speak 46:23about the gospel, guys. Trust me, you're 46:25not going to like it if somebody gossips 46:27about you. And those of you guys who are 46:29doing this in those in the main stages 46:32using our think about it using our 46:35platform that I pay people to run every 46:38month for you guys to come on here and 46:40talk to each other, post your pictures,46:41get updates, do these mainstages that 46:44I'm paying for and you gossip about us.46:47Isn't that kind of crazy? You better 46:49feel some kind of conviction.46:51Understand? So you're you're telling me 46:53you use my platform to then gossip about 46:56the person who provided that platform 46:58for you, right? You got to think about 47:00that. So you use my platform to then 47:03teach because you can't teach on your 47:05own platform. Wicked. You use our 47:08platform to date and treated as 47:11Christian mingle. And I'm not supposed 47:13to feel any type of way about that.47:15Right guys, let this be a lesson for 47:18everybody. Please take this to heart. We 47:22have to be here to edify one another in 47:25the gospel. Don't weave. Don't 47:28manipulate. And what I mean by that is 47:30men in the chat as well. I've seen this.47:33You message a sister based off of her 47:36profile picture because you think she's 47:39a baddie and then you start to only talk 47:42about the gospel. But in your heart 47:44though, what you want is not just that.47:48Okay? And you know this. If you're doing 47:50that, you need to stop. Okay? Understand 47:52what I'm saying, right? Nobody wants 47:55people to do that. Under understand what 47:58I'm saying? No woman who's discerned 48:00here. A lot of the cth women, they're 48:02super discerned here. So, if it happens,48:06it's because you wanted it, too,48:08can we at least own up to this, ladies?48:11Right? You spent all your life having 48:13men throw themselves at you. You know 48:15this. So if it happens in the chat and 48:19you expose after it happens because they 48:21turn weird, let this convict you to the 48:24core of your soul. Amen. Don't try to 48:27play and be like, "No, that wasn't what 48:29it was." Keep it real with yourself as 48:32if God is sitting here watching 48:34everything. Cuz he is. Amen. If you 48:38think this platform is a platform of 48:40just joking around and all that, let it 48:43be known because it'll get revealed. I'm 48:46serious, guys. We have no time for that.48:48We're trying to grow in the gospel.48:50Amen. A lot of people here are married.48:53A lot of people have trauma. A lot of 48:55people are vulnerable. Do not make this 48:56a place or a space, right, that isn't 49:01vulnerable. That isn't a vulnerable 49:03place. Dating is fine, guys. It happens,49:06right? It's fine. It happens. Don't get 49:09me wrong. We've had three COTH 49:11marriages. But again, I didn't ordain it 49:14or even arrange it. God did. Amen. They 49:17didn't ask for it. They were put 49:19together and that was that. How does 49:22that happen? Because they were tilling 49:23the garden, meaning preaching the 49:25gospel. Even older folks, I'm not going 49:28to say how old Don is, right? Don was 49:32married. Amazing. They're so happy. I 49:35see them. They're in Hawaii now. Super 49:38nice.49:39Happy all through what? The gospel. Not 49:42Johnny Chang, right? In the same way.49:46People want, you know, I want this girl.49:49I want that girl. I want this girl. I 49:51want that girl. Man, that's not what 49:53it's about. I want God. And God will 49:56bring a girl or a guy, right, for the 50:00ladies if he sees fit. But to sit there 50:04and you know, oh, I'm going to message 50:06this person. There's one guy who 50:07messaged like seven girls or however 50:09many and was like, you're my spiritual 50:11wife. You're my spiritual wife. You're 50:13my like, dang. So, you got seven 50:14spiritual what are you on some King 50:16Solomon tip or what? To see which one 50:18would bite. You understand? I'm serious.50:20I'm not going to say the name, but I'm 50:22just telling you, right? Sitting there 50:23because you rejecting. Oh, you're not a 50:25solid girl. You know, you're not this.50:27You're not that. You understand? Cuz I 50:30don't want you. Yeah. You don't want me.50:32So you're not solid because of that.50:34Okay. But also you guys entertained it.50:37You ladies know who I'm talking about.50:39You entertained it when I literally 50:41strictly said do not do not understand.50:45There is no reason for any of you guys 50:48to be adding women on the dead apostles.50:51What is a women going to help you with?50:53Johnny, you know my wife and then go to 50:56the pastor and or go to the sisters or 51:00go together in in a couple's setting.51:04Understand? Or go to God. Oh my gosh.51:07Isn't that if you if you don't want to 51:08go to the pastors and someone I 51:10understand it, okay? Cuz there's 51:11sometimes you just can't. I get that,51:13right? The language barrier or just it's 51:16difficult. Why don't you go to God? I 51:17think God has to be first. I already 51:19removed every female and got timed out 51:21for starting it, for stating it for 51:24sure. Yeah. So, I'm talking to you too 51:26then. Don't be a creep, right? Believe 51:30in the covenant. Okay? Believe in the 51:32gospel. Move forward with it. Understand 51:35what I'm saying? I didn't creep. It 51:36doesn't matter, bro. You had it in your 51:38heart. Doesn't matter. You didn't get 51:40timed out for no reason. Nah. Okay. You 51:43can get mad, but you're exposing 51:45yourself just by talking more. Keep 51:47talking. Keep exposing. Remember, when 51:50we speak, we leak. Okay? Don't get butt 51:53hurt. Just keep it real. It's cool. We 51:55all do it. It's okay. That's why I'm 51:57addressing it. We all do it. Understand?52:02Are you listening? We all do it. Believe 52:06what you want. For sure. That's fine.52:07Believe what you want, too. I'm just I'm 52:09You know, you're doing the same thing,52:10right? Amen. Right. Notice how I'm not 52:13even talking about that person 52:14originally, and they're just like, "I 52:15did this and I did that." And then when 52:17we address it, I didn't I didn't How why 52:19would you get timed out if you didn't 52:21creep on people respectfully, right? I 52:24mean, just just, you know, the I'm not 52:27good at math. I know I have a G. But I 52:29I'm just saying, right? Understand? Ask 52:32JT. He knows, you know. Why you add 52:35women though? Let me ask you something.52:37Why you got to add all those women to 52:39even remove all those women? Why? You 52:41looking for a sister? Hey, man. Right.52:45Right. Right, JTZ, I'm not going to drag 52:48you into it. It's okay, brother. Like I 52:51said, right? People, they just don't 52:53want to be wrong. Right. And I wasn't 52:55even talking about you anyways. Right.52:58So, right. Especially if you're in the 53:01timeout. Just understand that you're 53:03you're you got released at a timeout,53:05right? For a reason, guys. We don't just 53:07time people out for no reason, right?53:10Understand what I'm saying, right, guys?53:12Bro, nobody's mad at you. You're the 53:14only one that's pissed off. Understand?53:17So, just just listen. Just quiet down.53:21Listen. Close your mouth. Open your 53:23heart. You'll be okay. All right. Cuz 53:25you're getting disrespectful now. All 53:27right. Okay. Thank you. All right. So,53:30as I was saying, ladies, right,53:34brothers, you can talk to the mods. We 53:37purposely have girl mods, guy mods,53:39right? And if you feel like you can't 53:42open up to the mods and you got to open 53:44up to another brother or sister, that 53:46doesn't really make sense to me. Amen.53:48Like, I get it. If you can't open up to 53:49the pastors, because you can't open 53:51everything up to the pastor, to be 53:52honest, right? Sometimes you feel like 53:54it's difficult. They may not understand 53:56or it's just a tricky situation. That 53:58happens. I'm I'm serious. That happens.53:59I get it. You guys don't all come to me.54:02Why? Because there's things that I can't 54:03help you with. Amen. That's fine.54:06However, you have to go to God. So, it 54:09doesn't make sense to then sit there and 54:10I'm not going to go to the pastors, but 54:12I'll go to a brother who doesn't know as 54:14much as the pastor. That doesn't make 54:15sense. You should go to God about it 54:17then. And the right thing to do is to go 54:19to God about it, right? First and 54:21foremost, I would say skip all that and 54:23go to God. And then obviously go to the 54:26ministers and the pastors, right? If you 54:29can't, then you can't. You know, that's 54:31fine. I'm not Look, I'm not forcing you 54:34guys, okay? Please don't take it as 54:35legalistic because I don't want this to 54:37come off as like you need to go to your 54:39ministers and your pastors. You don't 54:40have to. 90% of you guys don't even come 54:43to me. And 90% of you guys get your 54:46questions answered by this mainstage.54:48Understand? You have to be honest with 54:50yourself, right? For example, we have a 54:53dating pool in the church and you can 54:56say no to it. Some people they do it.54:58Some people are not ready to to to to 55:00date and that's okay, right? So people 55:03have said no to it. Some people have 55:04said yes to it. The ones who said yes 55:06get married. The ones who don't don't.55:08Are you wrong for not getting in there?55:10No. Right. But you that's between you 55:12and God. Nine times out of 10 they won't 55:14ask you why don't you want to? And if 55:16they are, they shouldn't be. They should 55:17respect it. But it's usually just know 55:20the pastors are are, you know, are going 55:23to also go to God about you too. Amen.55:26Okay. Right. So anyways, like I said,55:30guys, you have lust in your heart.55:32Everybody does. Not the issue. Noah did 55:35not get destroyed for being evil, right?55:39Wanting to be wanted is also not lust.55:41So it may not be lust for some of you 55:43guys. It may be just being wanted. But 55:46that's also worshiping comfort. The 55:48desire to be desired is also a idol.55:51Understand guys? You may want 55:53companionship. That's also something 55:55that can be idled, right? And I want to 55:58stop that. So the brother doesn't want 56:00to hear that because he knows it's true.56:02So even if it's not lust or I'm not 56:04using the right terminology, it doesn't 56:05matter. The heart posture is I want 56:08something more than God. That's what it 56:10is. Amen. And if you can't understand 56:13that and that you feel attacked by that,56:15you can't come at me for that. You have 56:16to go to God. Okay? That's what I'm 56:19saying, guys. It's not okay to want to 56:21be wanted. I mean, I'm sorry. It's not a 56:23problem to want to be wanted. That's 56:25okay. But it is a problem when you miss 56:27Jesus who already wants you and has you.56:30Do you understand guys? Right? Everyone 56:32wants to be wanted. Myself included. You 56:34too. But Jesus is the one who has to,56:38you know, make fulfill that void. Not 56:40another man, not another woman 56:42specifically. Right? Make sense? So if 56:44you're on here and this is going over 56:46your head, listen carefully.56:49Okay? Listen carefully here. It is okay 56:52to be wanted. It's not okay to replace 56:56the person who wants you the most, which 56:58is Jesus.57:00Your husband cannot take that seat. Your 57:02wife cannot take that seat. Your kids 57:04cannot take that seat. Nobody can take,57:06not even your pastor, respectfully, can 57:08take that seat. Amen. It has to be 57:11Jesus. Okay? That's what's going to help 57:14every one of us move forward here,57:16right? You don't have to message people,57:19guys, right? You have a direct line with 57:22God. [clears throat] However, when 57:24alignment is still off, then that's 57:26where the ministers and pastors come. If 57:29you're at peace with what you're at 57:30peace with with God, you ask him to 57:33remove things and take care of things,57:35then act like it. Understand? Then 57:37believe in his provision. Don't just,57:40okay, I believe you. And then be like,57:42oh, that girl is freaking hot. Is that 57:44the girl you want me, God? Okay, well,57:45let me just message her and add her and 57:47see. Even though the servant said not to 57:49do it, let me just try it. Like that's 57:51not okay. Understand what I'm saying?57:56Make sense? Right? It's it's important 57:58to realize like, oh, okay, there's a 58:01discernment here that I'm trying to 58:02teach you guys, right? We have beautiful 58:04brothers, beautiful sisters in here, but 58:07they are not your wives and your 58:09husbands. Understand that number one,58:11right? The real bride and the real 58:14groom, bridegroom is Jesus and us. If 58:17you put that first, then you may receive 58:20companionship in a fleshly form where 58:22God will provide a man for you or a 58:24woman for you, right, brothers and 58:26sisters? Or he will be the one that's 58:29for you like Paul, right? Make sense,58:32guys? It's not, oh, I'm going to, you 58:34know, I'm going to make and manufacture 58:36my own whatever, whatever, right? You 58:38can move by faith or you could not,58:41right? It's up to you. But just think 58:44about the times that you chose. Think 58:46about the times that you try. You know 58:47what I mean? It's difficult, right? It 58:49doesn't work out really. And that's 58:51okay, right? If you guys are talking 58:54now, what I would advise is to leave it 58:57up to God. Hey, God, I'm going to give 59:00you this person and then you also, hey,59:03brother and sister, right? I'm going to 59:06I'm going to go to let's go to God,59:08right? Let's let's let's have a week of,59:10you know, however long it is to see if 59:12God will bring us back to each other. I 59:14think that's very scriptural and 59:15actually very Holy Spiritled. Lord, you 59:18you define this, right? Let's come apart 59:21and see if you'll bring us back 59:22together, right? But the ones who are 59:24married obviously is different. I'm 59:26talking about people who are, you know,59:28who aren't bold enough to admit it here 59:31cuz I know there's a lot here, right?59:33But, you know, go in front of God with 59:35that and carry that on even in your own 59:37life, right? Lord, I don't want to 59:40choose my own people. I want you to 59:42choose my people. So today I release and 59:45you know Yes. All the most of the 59:47disciples were were single. Yes. Because 59:49this is not a this is not a a a easy 59:52path an easy task. You know pastor Kim 59:55is like always traveling. Samim is not 59:58Kim Zamunim his his wife is not always 1:00:00with him. In fact she's never with him.1:00:03She's only with him when he's at church 1:00:04but when he's traveling to coma play 1:00:06they don't go together. It's very rare.1:00:09You know why though? because they have 1:00:11to preach. They have to go, right? And 1:00:15so that's kind of what it comes down to 1:00:17at the end of the day. Distractions are 1:00:18simple. You don't think Pastor Kim wants 1:00:21to go and and you know what I'm saying?1:00:23And and and cuddle with his girl and you 1:00:26know, of course he does. You think 1:00:27Pastor Kim's not human? You think he 1:00:29misses his girl? Of course he does. You 1:00:32think he loves her and they give each 1:00:33other 100 kisses when they come back 1:00:35even though they're Korean? Yes, they 1:00:36do. They do a band closed doors. Of 1:00:38course. I've seen it. And I know how 1:00:40much he loves his wife. I've seen it 1:00:41firsthand, right? But then he checks 1:00:44himself, right? He limits his I love 1:00:46views. Isn't that crazy? He limits it 1:00:49because he's so he doesn't want to fall 1:00:53into that with his wife. He wants to 1:00:56appreciate the blesser more than the 1:00:59blessing. God blessed a prudent wife 1:01:01from the Lord for him. So he wants to 1:01:04make sure that he's not loving his wife 1:01:07more than he's loving God. Understand?1:01:10We see that. But people who don't know 1:01:12this, they don't care about that. They 1:01:14want to be edified. No, you need to love 1:01:16me, too. It says, "Wife, submit to your 1:01:19husbands." And like they do this. But 1:01:22the real way to live is no, God, you're 1:01:24the original husband. I'm the wife. I 1:01:27have to submit to you. Wives submit to 1:01:29your husbands. isn't just we're all 1:01:32wives to God. Understand? That's what it 1:01:35means. They they mistake, you know, they 1:01:37mistake the context and they don't even 1:01:38understand it. Take it out of context.1:01:40So understand, guys, make sense. So 1:01:43yeah, as you move forward, you will 1:01:45learn a lot too, right? As we listen 1:01:47here and we grow and things like that,1:01:49right? Right. So yeah, don't go a 1:01:51searching. Even if you go a searching,1:01:54it's okay too. But God will show you,1:01:58guys. It's difficult unless you're 1:02:00preaching the gospel. If you're not, if 1:02:02you're preaching the gospel, it's not 1:02:03nothing happen. Nothing is too 1:02:05difficult. Think about it, right? I I 1:02:07mentored this couple and the girl was 1:02:09like a trophy wife, right? She's like a 1:02:11Instagram model and husband was like a 1:02:14dancer, right? And he's he's very big on 1:02:17social media. And when I mentored them,1:02:20like she had nothing going on in her 1:02:22life to be honest, nothing. and 1:02:25everything became an issue when when he 1:02:27went out to his dance cruise and when he 1:02:30went out to film and it was always a 1:02:32problem. You're not doing you're not 1:02:34right. But then I realigned them to the 1:02:37gospel. Go and when you dance, preach 1:02:39the gospel. And sister, you too use your 1:02:41Instagram following to preach the 1:02:42gospel. When you do brand deals, do 1:02:44Christian brand deals everywhere you go 1:02:46and preach the gospel. You know what's 1:02:47funny? They stopped fighting. Do you 1:02:49know why? Cuz they both have purpose.1:02:51Understand? When you sit there and 1:02:54you're preaching the gospel and you sit 1:02:55there and you preach the gospel, you 1:02:57ain't even got time for that. You don't 1:02:59care if you freaking, you know, don't 1:03:01wear makeup. Like, honey, I got to go 1:03:03right now. I got a couple one-on- ones,1:03:04etc. I got to do this, that, and the 1:03:06third. Like, you don't even care about 1:03:08those things. People are complaining 1:03:10because complaining is a luxury. Do you 1:03:13understand? Don't get mad at other 1:03:15people and God because you're not 1:03:17preaching the gospel. Straight up. I'm 1:03:19sorry to say if you're really preaching 1:03:22the gospel and you die by it, that's why 1:03:24God said make disciples of many nations 1:03:26and go and preach. You have no time to 1:03:29even get into the knickknacks and the 1:03:32nitty-g gritties. You know, there's 1:03:34always those things, right? Trolls live 1:03:35in their mother's basement. Do you know 1:03:37why? Cuz they have nothing else to do.1:03:38That's why they can troll all day. They 1:03:41can do things cuz they're have nothing 1:03:42going on in their lives. That's why 1:03:44they're hateful. They're spiteful.1:03:46They're vengeful. People who want to 1:03:47murder me have nothing in their lives 1:03:49going on. I know these people 1:03:50personally. Yes, they're killers. They 1:03:53are. But they have no purpose. That's 1:03:55why they want to smoke me because my 1:03:57purpose, right, outshines them. My 1:04:00purpose makes them uncomfortable. You 1:04:02understand? That's why they want to kill 1:04:03me. Amen. Right? In the same way, we 1:04:08don't argue with darkness. We just keep 1:04:10shining. We outshine the darkness. You 1:04:13understand? In the same way, guys, if 1:04:15you guys are arguing, if you guys, oh,1:04:17how come God's not edifying? How come 1:04:18God did this? How come God? How come 1:04:20God? Why God? How come God? Why God? You 1:04:22guys are saying, but God.1:04:23[clears throat] Understand what I'm 1:04:25saying? You're butdding God. But God,1:04:27why this? But God, why? No, it should be 1:04:30but God. Yes, they're this way, but God 1:04:33though. Yes, they're that way. But God 1:04:36though, understand? Amen. And yes, you 1:04:39will struggle still. Even though I say 1:04:40this, myself included, you will struggle 1:04:42with certain things. Of course. But you 1:04:45have to at least remember that, guys.1:04:47Amen. You have to at least remember that 1:04:49like, yes, Lord, although I'm 1:04:51struggling, I'm going to go to you. Yes,1:04:53God. I'm righteous. I'm holy because of 1:04:56you. I didn't do anything bad. I didn't 1:04:58do anything good. I didn't do anything 1:05:00at all. Actually, it was all you. You're 1:05:02the best. You know what you're doing.1:05:04You're going to lead my life. And that's 1:05:06that. That's it. That's it. Point blank.1:05:10Period. Dunzo. Okay, you guys got it,1:05:14right? Amen. So, yeah, if you sit there 1:05:16and you just preach the gospel to 1:05:19whoever it is, I mean, dang, even if 1:05:21you're sitting here and you're honing in 1:05:22on just preaching the gospel, you don't 1:05:24even have to do it. If you're learning 1:05:26the skills and you're studying, oh, how 1:05:28did Johnny gain this person? Oh, wow,1:05:29he's doing this. You know, but a lot of 1:05:32people sadly, they don't even like care.1:05:34They look at me and they see dollar 1:05:36signs. They look at me and they go, "Oh,1:05:38wow. I can do this. I can do that." that 1:05:40they look at me and they they don't even 1:05:42know the message. They look at me and 1:05:44they a spiritual husband. They look at 1:05:45me all lust, you know, they look at me 1:05:47all idiot. They look at me all prideful.1:05:50They look at me, wow, he go he knows 1:05:51knowledge. I'll just gain some of his 1:05:53knowledge. They don't learn the heart 1:05:54posture though. The heart posture is 1:05:56yes, we all struggle. But at least you 1:05:58have to sit there and preach the gospel.1:05:59Amen. Amen. Right. So yeah.1:06:02[clears throat] Okay. Just preach the 1:06:03gospel. Okay. [music]1:06:10So, every week we do these live 1:06:12recordings. It gets very intimate, very 1:06:14personal. I talk about a lot of things 1:06:15that I don't talk about on the podcast.1:06:17And some of you guys may miss it. It's 1:06:19called the Discord Mainstages. However,1:06:22we are placing these every week on our 1:06:25audio platforms. So, you can listen to 1:06:27it on Spotify, you can listen to it on 1:06:29iTunes, and you guys could grow a lot 1:06:31more. It's just another way of us for 1:06:33just giving back to you guys,1:06:35appreciating that you guys tune in and 1:06:36listen. So yeah, look out for those 1:06:39every week. We'll be adding those in.1:06:41>> It's only on audio platforms. So 1:06:44Spotify, Apple Music, you said iTunes,1:06:47but Apple Music and then 1:06:49>> it's also available on 1:06:51>> available on po.1:06:52>> American online [laughter]1:06:55>> net zero. But yeah, it's audio only. So,1:06:57if you want an extra dose of unlearned 1:07:00wisdom, just make sure you go to the 1:07:03audio platforms and we'll pop up all the 1:07:04little icons. The link is in the 1:07:06description.1:07:06>> And if you want to hear those live, make 1:07:08sure you join the Discord.1:07:09>> Yes. All the details of what we just 1:07:12mentioned will be in the description 1:07:14>> and it's completely free.1:07:15>> Completely for the expensive price of 1:07:17free.99. Free.99.1:07:22>> [music]1:07:25>> Let me see how long it'll take to get 1:07:27over. One second. Okay. And let me see.1:07:30That will determine how long I'm here 1:07:32for for it is going to take me. Oh my 1:07:37god. So long time. Oh man. Sit. Man, I 1:07:43freaking hate I hate that I have to 1:07:46drive so far, man.1:07:49Literally guys, it's literally 7 8 miles 1:07:53away and it's going to take me like 50 1:07:56minutes 50 to get 8 miles. Wow. Thank 1:08:00you, Los Angeles. Thank you. I wish I 1:08:03could be like um Bruce Almighty in that 1:08:06scene where he's like and he just moves 1:08:08all the cars to the side and you just 1:08:10drive past, you know, a man. Dude,1:08:12Johnny Almighty. Johnny Almighty.1:08:16Anyways, move to Tennessee. It'll take 1:08:1810 minutes. Yeah, but I'll get shot.1:08:20I'll be like, "Hey, what part of town is 1:08:22back from where you came from, boy? Back 1:08:26the way you came from, boy." I'm just 1:08:28kidding. Totally kidding. Right. What 1:08:31kind of Chinese are you? Are you Asian 1:08:34or are you Chinese?1:08:36I'm both. I knew you were mixed, boy.1:08:41What? I'm not mixed. Yeah, you do. Your 1:08:44eyes ain't that small, but they are 1:08:46small. They look like almonds. I could 1:08:49blindfold you with a shoe string. Most 1:08:52of the time we can blindfold you with 1:08:55Danoflaws. So yours a small shoe string,1:09:00but not Danoflaw smile. Oh my gosh,1:09:03dude. Oh my Oh my lord. Right. He said 1:09:08that for real. No, he didn't. Do we have 1:09:09Bible class today? No, we do not, queen.1:09:12No, we do not. We do not. I have to go 1:09:14and take my mom to go get to go and to 1:09:17get what's it called? Her blood drawn 1:09:19and stuff, you know. And mom's so she's 1:09:22so happy. She's like, "I know you're so 1:09:23busy, Johnny. I'm sorry." And but it's 1:09:25okay. Do stuff for your parents, man.1:09:27They they struggle too as immigrants 1:09:29coming over to this country, you know,1:09:30for a lot of you guys. My my parents 1:09:32were immigrants. They don't understand 1:09:33English, you know. So, have to take time 1:09:35to go help her and stuff, you know. Can 1:09:37be frustrating, guys. It can be a 1:09:38nuisance at times, of course. But 1:09:40because they don't know, you know, it's 1:09:42kind of sad. understand, right? Amen.1:09:45We're all human at the end of the day.1:09:47So, we got to we got to help where we 1:09:49can, honestly. Especially your family,1:09:51right? She gave life to me, you know?1:09:54So, help them even though they're like 1:09:56mean and, you know, at times they're 1:09:58disrespectful. Sure. Of course. You 1:10:01know, of course, that's all parents, you 1:10:03know, sometimes they're stubborn,1:10:05sometimes they're very, you know,1:10:07lacking and disrespectful straight up.1:10:10you know, you guys can can have some 1:10:13pity for them. It really would help, you 1:10:15know. Amen. Guys, we're all the same.1:10:18Are you guys better than your parents?1:10:20Like, honestly, you'll notice that 1:10:22there's so many things that you have 1:10:24that you've hated in your parents that 1:10:25you see in yourself, too, if you keep it 1:10:26real with yourself. Honestly, like 1:10:28there's a lot of things that you're 1:10:30like, "Dang, I'm just like this fool.1:10:32I'm just like this girl." Same, dude.1:10:35Me, too. Me, too. Honestly, why? Cuz you 1:10:38saw that growing up. And we have 1:10:40generational not just trauma but 1:10:42generational curse which is the original 1:10:44sin. Understand what I'm saying right?1:10:47So us being them is not a problem. You 1:10:50guys being lustful right is not the 1:10:53issue guys. It's when you try to deny 1:10:56it. It's when you try to hide it. Let's 1:10:58say like don't hide it. You can hide it 1:11:01from me. Okay. But you can't hide it in 1:11:03front of God. Understand? Rather don't 1:11:05even say anything. I'd rather you not 1:11:07say anything. But to sit here and act 1:11:09like, "No, I'm not like that." That's 1:11:11the most dangerous thing. Like, just go 1:11:13to God about it. It's cool. You know,1:11:15we're all people who are evil. Like,1:11:17that's okay. If you think you're all 1:11:19that, you're going to leak that. Just go 1:11:21in front of God. You don't have to tell 1:11:23me nothing. You don't have to like,1:11:25guys, you don't have to tell me 1:11:26anything. You don't even have to go to 1:11:27your pastor. I'm serious. But you have 1:11:29to go to God, though. Okay? And rather 1:11:32than defending yourself, just go to God 1:11:35cuz he's already defended you. Sheesh.1:11:39Do you know why we get mad when we get 1:11:40pricricked? Do you know why? Because we 1:11:42think we have to defend ourselves 1:11:44because we don't believe in God.1:11:46Understand? It's not even the pride,1:11:48right? That's surface level, right? We 1:11:50don't believe. It's unbelief. We think 1:11:53that we have to defend ourselves. But 1:11:55but God has defended you already,1:11:57though. Amen. And if God is defending 1:12:00you, what do you what is the problem?1:12:02Yeah, Johnny's this. Yeah, Johnny is,1:12:04you know, Johnny, he There's so many 1:12:06people that used to do that in the 1:12:07beginning stages, early I only had like 1:12:09a hundred people in my life. There would 1:12:11be a guy who would come in and be like,1:12:12"Dude, don't believe in Johnny. This guy 1:12:13shot at my house. He shot at my people.1:12:16He put me put my cousin in a 1:12:17wheelchair." Boom. He would literally 1:12:19expose everything that I' I've done. I 1:12:21mean, he wasn't wrong. I'm going to be 1:12:23honest. He wasn't. But I didn't like 1:12:25that. So, I went to pastor and I wanted 1:12:27to quit. I was like, "Pastor, look, this 1:12:28is exactly what I feared. I fear that 1:12:30these freaking fools from the streets 1:12:32are going to come to me and be like, "He 1:12:34did this. He did that. Don't believe 1:12:36him. He's fake. He's a fraud. Look at 1:12:37him. He seems all peaceful, but bro, do 1:12:39you know what he did? I was in prison 1:12:40with him. He started riots. He did that.1:12:42I don't want to I don't want to hear 1:12:43that. I I don't want to I don't like 1:12:45that type of stuff." Right? And pastor 1:12:47goes, "You know, Johnny, your problem,1:12:49what's most disappointing about you and 1:12:51most frustrating about you is that you 1:12:53don't know how great you are." And I'm 1:12:54like, "What?" He's like, "You're a great 1:12:56person because of God, but because you 1:12:58don't believe that, you let these people 1:13:01dictate you, you let them dictate your 1:13:04program. You let them make you even 1:13:06forfeit all the other people, right,1:13:10that are listening to you, you just you 1:13:11just like throw them away." And I 1:13:14thought about it. Wow, you're you're 1:13:15right. He's never been on social media.1:13:17He just started, but he knew he knew.1:13:19Like, Johnny, you're you're literally a 1:13:21person who doesn't believe. You want 1:13:23validation from these people. You want 1:13:24everybody around you to be like, "Yes,1:13:26he shot at people, but he's a changed 1:13:27man." So instead, what do you do? You 1:13:30fight like a little baby.1:13:32That means like you're so you're so 1:13:34evil. You're so wicked. You're vile 1:13:36basically, right? You're so like dumb 1:13:39basically, but like like wicked, like 1:13:42poisonous, you know, right? You you 1:13:45don't even know like you want people to 1:13:47to look at you good and you're over here 1:13:50ignoring God who's already called you 1:13:51good, who literally died for you. That 1:13:53really hit me heavy. And I was like,1:13:55man, I felt very shameful, you know, not 1:13:58in a bad way, but like, wow, I'm I'm so 1:14:00stupid. And I see this here today, too.1:14:03And I see this here every day where you 1:14:05won't let somebody talk about you and 1:14:07say stuff about you, even if it's not 1:14:09true. You know why? Cuz you need to be 1:14:11good and you need to be true. How 1:14:13pathetic. Honestly, I'm sorry to say.1:14:16How pathetic.1:14:18That's literally what pastors say.1:14:19You're pathetic. You're not pathetic 1:14:21because you're actually pathetic. You're 1:14:22pathetic because Jesus died for you and 1:14:24you don't walk as if he died for you.1:14:26You sit there and you defend and defend 1:14:28and defend. That's what he said to me. I 1:14:31was like, dang. Amen, Moanim. Amen.1:14:35Right. He's like, Johnny, you're do you 1:14:37know who you are? God created the heaven 1:14:40and the earth. He knows you by your 1:14:42name. He chose you before the 1:14:45foundations, and you're over here like,1:14:46[snorts] be nice to me, Johnny. What?1:14:48What are you doing, brother? Johnny. He 1:14:51says, "You're a brother." He told me, "I 1:14:53never see you as be below me. I've 1:14:56always seen you as a minister and a 1:14:58pastor, even when you weren't." He said,1:15:00"What? Those people with pastoral titles 1:15:02are pastors. I've always seen you like 1:15:05that." Why? Because of Jesus, Johnny.1:15:08But because you don't believe in that.1:15:09How pathetic you're living. Let a person 1:15:12who's random online talk. I mean, he he 1:15:16curs, right? Excuse my language. talk 1:15:17about you and then you get affected all 1:15:20day. How pathetic. Truly, Johnny, it's 1:15:23pathetic. Who you trying to show, prove 1:15:26to? God already knows you through and 1:15:28through. Just go to him. But look at 1:15:30you. No, that's not me. No, that's not 1:15:32me. So, Zanith or whatever your name is,1:15:35I know, bro. Trust me, I went through 1:15:36it, too. No, ask them. Do that. Do that.1:15:39I know. But in the end, it's just cuz 1:15:41we're kids inside. We're pathetic. God 1:15:44is very clear, man. He's made us 1:15:47righteous and holy. Jesus, it doesn't 1:15:50matter what I say about you. Understand?1:15:52It's not believe what you want. No,1:15:55believe what he wants. Believe what he 1:15:57said about us. Amen. I hope you guys can 1:15:59see this, too, that we're all the same.1:16:02We get so worked up about what somebody 1:16:04else says about us. So what, dude? So 1:16:07what? You know, one of the brothers,1:16:10he's African brother. He was married in 1:16:12the church and he married a woman. She 1:16:15did porn for I think like six or seven 1:16:20years and you know she she kind of you 1:16:24know she was big she's like a big big uh 1:16:28bigname porn star and you know it's 1:16:30something weird with men man they're 1:16:32like shady like this but like when they 1:16:35found out that she was married like they 1:16:38just want to sabotage these women right 1:16:41and they want to sabotage the men too 1:16:43like the guy was catching strays So the 1:16:45African pastor in Africa was speaking to 1:16:48him and was like, "Hey, you know, like 1:16:51although your girl has done that, you 1:16:53know, like you have to like trying to 1:16:54give him, you know, scripture for 1:16:57motivation, etc., etc., right?" But 1:17:00what's crazy is he goes, "Look," and he 1:17:03shows pastor vivid images of her. So 1:17:07what these guys would do was they would 1:17:09take Instagram and Facebook, right? They 1:17:11would take photos and screenshots of her 1:17:14in the act and then sending it to him.1:17:17Guys, you understand what that does to a 1:17:18man's mental? You could be the strongest 1:17:21person, right? But it still is going to 1:17:23hurt you. It's very hurtful, right? So,1:17:26he was very frustrated and he was very 1:17:28like, I want to leave and etc., etc.,1:17:31etc., right? But one of the pastors 1:17:33started to speak to him and fellowship 1:17:35with him. And when he fellowshipped with 1:17:37him about these things, right? Make 1:17:40sense? uh he was able to see that that 1:17:44when he was looking at those things for 1:17:46validation it was because he trusted in 1:17:50everything that he saw and he thought 1:17:52and what I mean by that is pastor was 1:17:55telling him you know this is what 1:17:58happens when a person chooses their 1:18:00lives and you also although you didn't 1:18:02choose a life like her you also chose 1:18:05your life right and you have to see 1:18:07these things for what it is not look at 1:18:10them. [clears throat] But you have to 1:18:11believe that God also also has made you 1:18:15righteous, has also made her righteous.1:18:17You have to believe that now he 1:18:20struggled for many years after that to 1:18:22be honest. Right? However, now I don't 1:18:25know. But I do believe in one thing.1:18:28It's not about you know what people do,1:18:31right? People God can stop people from 1:18:33sending those things obviously,1:18:35>> right? But that brother knew his value 1:18:38finally in front of God. So it didn't 1:18:41affect him at least as much. That's what 1:18:44the pastor did. That's what he was able 1:18:47to go to God about. Cuz honestly, he 1:18:49didn't even go to God about it. He He 1:18:51made it clear. He's like, "I'm just 1:18:52pissed now." Of course, who wouldn't be?1:18:55Who wouldn't be? Right. Right. And so,1:18:59you know, he would ask the same. I would 1:19:01ask my girl if she liked it. She would 1:19:03say, "I don't like it." Guys, I'll be 1:19:05honest. I've also mentored porn stars,1:19:09ex porn stars, right? And a lot of them,1:19:11it's mixed. Some of them are like, "Yes,1:19:13I do." Some of them are like, "I don't."1:19:15But in the end, you have to think about 1:19:16it. If you liked it, why would they 1:19:18still be there? Why wouldn't they still 1:19:20be there? Understand what I'm saying? It 1:19:22always leads to feelings of emptiness.1:19:24Amen. Right? So, at the end of the day,1:19:28I was able to also see this brother and 1:19:31he was able to at least be free from 1:19:33some of it. Is he fully free? I hope so.1:19:36I don't know. I haven't really spoken to 1:19:37him for a little bit. But what I do 1:19:39remember was at the very least he saw 1:19:42his worth and his value according to 1:19:44what God said. And he kind of also saw 1:19:46his girl's value according to what God 1:19:48said. Cuz when he got married and the 1:19:50church put him together, he didn't know 1:19:52about her past. Understand what I'm 1:19:54saying? And then they started posting 1:19:56on, you know, social media and then 1:19:58that's when he started to get those 1:20:00messages. You understand what I'm 1:20:01saying, guys? Right? So, he also made it 1:20:04a a a thing, right? He's like, did you 1:20:07even like before you even knew this,1:20:10would you like and you you know had sex 1:20:12with her and you did all that like you 1:20:14you enjoyed it, but how come all of a 1:20:16sudden not know more? And it's because 1:20:18you don't know your value. Now, people 1:20:20struggle with that. A lot of people here 1:20:22struggle with that. understand what I'm 1:20:24saying? And instead of, you know,1:20:26submitting, they get defensive. I've 1:20:28been there, too. But the whole point is 1:20:30to not get defensive is to surrender.1:20:34Amen. Understand? Like that's how you 1:20:38grow. It's not like, oh, I'm going to do 1:20:39it more and I'm going to hide more and 1:20:41I'm going to puff up more. I'm going to 1:20:43I'm going to be more egotistical. Okay,1:20:45then you're going to literally get 1:20:46stretched out then. God will let you do 1:20:48that until you can't do it anymore.1:20:50Amen. So, yeah. All right, guys. I I do 1:20:54have to head out now, but I hope that 1:20:56you guys can truly grow and learn the 1:20:59gospel, you know, and learn your value 1:21:02in front of God. You're not, you know,1:21:05an evil person. Yes, you are without 1:21:07God. Okay, but since we have God now,1:21:10right? That's not what he wants us to to 1:21:13focus on. We are righteous, but why are 1:21:16you righteous? Understand? Why are you 1:21:18righteous? Right? because you're, you 1:21:21know, because of Jesus. Not that you 1:21:24don't struggle. Understand what I'm 1:21:26saying? Don't hide the struggle. It's 1:21:28okay. Bring it to God and bring it at 1:21:30his feet. And don't try to control the 1:21:33struggle either. Right? Nine times out 1:21:35of 10, you guys also go to God for what 1:21:37though? For him to fix it. Like, stop 1:21:40going to God for him to fix things, too.1:21:42And I have to finish with this. Stop 1:21:44going to fix this, fix that. No, you're 1:21:46supposed to align with it. Understand?1:21:48people, you guys too, like this is for 1:21:50all the mods, all the people that, you 1:21:52know, come to LA Church. Don't go to 1:21:54Pastor Kim to just fix stuff. Give me 1:21:57guidance. Like, don't go for the 1:21:59guidance. Understand what I'm saying? Do 1:22:01you know what you have to go for?1:22:02Alignment, right? Amen. You have to go 1:22:04to God and be like, "Look, Lord, I need 1:22:07alignment here." Right, pastor? How do I 1:22:09get aligned? Right? If anything, you 1:22:12should just tell them about your 1:22:13alignment. That's the most important 1:22:15thing. But what do people go there,1:22:17pastor? you know, my wife is doing this,1:22:20my wife is doing that. Yes. Yes. Of 1:22:22course, you can talk about those things,1:22:23right? But like more importantly, go 1:22:26pastor, I want to know what God's heart 1:22:28is today. Sometimes I go to pastor and I 1:22:32don't even talk about the things that 1:22:33are happening in my life. Do you know 1:22:35what I talk about? Pastor, I'm just here 1:22:37to listen to you preach and speak to me.1:22:39I believe through the Holy Spirit that 1:22:41God will give you whatever you need to 1:22:42say to me. I don't need to say all this 1:22:44other stuff. Cuz then what happens? What 1:22:47happens is then you guys I know some of 1:22:49you guys do this all right is you try to 1:22:51craft and spin the most perfect 1:22:53narrative to go and talk to pastor about 1:22:56you know what I'm saying you know what 1:22:58I'm saying okay so do I talk to pastor 1:23:01about okay wait let me see okay so I'm 1:23:02going to talk about that but I know he's 1:23:03telling me I shouldn't trust my thoughts 1:23:05so he's going to say this do not do that 1:23:07just go to God and just and just go to 1:23:10pastor and go pastor I need some 1:23:12alignment in my life there are some 1:23:14things that I don't want to share 1:23:16there's some things that I do want to 1:23:17share. I don't want to just sit here and 1:23:18be performative in front of you. Here's 1:23:21the thing. I'm struggling with, you 1:23:23know, let's say lust, but I know that 1:23:27there's something you want to tell me 1:23:28about, Lord. Pastor, I'm just here to 1:23:30here. I'm just here to listen to what 1:23:33you have to say to me. Many times I do 1:23:35that, too. And you know what? Sometimes 1:23:36pastors like this, I don't have nothing 1:23:38to say to you. Okay, then I What do I 1:23:41take that as? What do I take that as?1:23:46Right. Thank you. Right. Thank you,1:23:48Father God. Amen. Amen. I get it. You 1:23:53know, I I if if there's nothing for me 1:23:55to be said, then that that says 1:23:57everything. Sheesh. If there's nothing 1:24:01that's being said, that says everything.1:24:03What? It means that I'm aligned.1:24:05Otherwise, he would align me. Align me.1:24:07Do you guys understand what I'm saying?1:24:08Right? Make sense? If I'm just here to 1:24:10preach the gospel, and nine times out of 1:24:1210, you know what's funny? You know what 1:24:13the answer is? Nine times out of 10,1:24:15Johnny just preach the gospel.1:24:19[laughter]1:24:20Oh my gosh, dude. Everything is freaking 1:24:23preach the gospel. Moim everything.1:24:26Chani, you depress. Yes. Preach gospel.1:24:31Okay, Moanim, I know that I'm still 1:24:33doing. Yeah, the preach more. Oh my god,1:24:36Moanim, I know that, dude. I know that 1:24:40I'm preaching more. Yeah, more. More.1:24:43Yeah, do it.1:24:46Right. Oh my lord. Moanim, I know, dude.1:24:49Do you know I have million followers,1:24:51mobilize 400 plus, 500, 600 people,1:24:546,000 people, etc., etc. Do you know?1:24:57Hey, more. More.1:24:59Oh my gosh, dude. Moanim, I'm frustrated 1:25:03about this. I'm frustrated about this.1:25:06Oh, really? You're frustrated? Oh, who 1:25:08do you think can get rid of your 1:25:09frustration? Who? Moanim 1:25:13Jesus. Yes. Yes. Wow. You know, but you 1:25:16preach all that gospel and you don't 1:25:18believe in all that gospel. I'm like,1:25:21dang, this guy clocked me to the core.1:25:24Right.1:25:24>> So, so the honest truth is the reason 1:25:26why you guys have problems is probably 1:25:29not because that problem is really a 1:25:31problem. It's probably because you're 1:25:34not preaching the gospel enough. I know 1:25:36that sounds crazy. I swear to you 1:25:38though, when a person receives salvation 1:25:41through you, it feels so good. So good.1:25:45When someone sits there and you unlock,1:25:47Wow. Wait, so sin is not an action. It's 1:25:49an identity. Wow. Thank you, brother.1:25:51Thank you, sister. Whoa. Wait, really?1:25:54Then all of a sudden, your problems 1:25:56don't become problems. How you think you 1:25:58think? You guys think I don't have any 1:25:59problems? Are you kidding me? Do you 1:26:01know how many I have 21 employees. Do 1:26:04you know how many different 1:26:05personalities I got to manage on top of 1:26:07you guys? Do you understand? Well, but 1:26:10Jeremy is so mean. But no, but you know,1:26:13but that guy Devon, he doesn't listen.1:26:15But oh my gosh, children.1:26:18Bro, I got so much stuff I got to deal 1:26:20with on top. Can I complain today? Can I 1:26:23complain? No, but Johnny, I don't want 1:26:25Korean barbecue. Damn. All I want is 1:26:27freaking Asian food. I can't eat. I'm 1:26:29about to kill somebody right now. I 1:26:30can't freaking have my freaking all you 1:26:31can eat buffet if you don't give me my 1:26:33Korean barbecue. I straight up Jeremy 1:26:35was like, "Johnny, you spend a little 1:26:36bit too much on Uber Eats." I looked at 1:26:37him straight up like, "It's either that 1:26:39or death. You tell me right now, fool."1:26:42He's like, "Yeah, go ahead, Johnny. Go 1:26:44ahead. Go ahead. Spend some budget for 1:26:46the food. Go ahead, Johnny." I'm like,1:26:49"Damn, I don't ask for nothing. I just 1:26:51want food. I'm a big back." Okay,1:26:53Johnny. Go ahead. No problem. Yeah, he's 1:26:56spending like $6,000 on food, but No,1:26:58it's not that much. But you know, right?1:27:01Right. All I want is food, man. Okay.1:27:03Yeah. So, what I'm saying is, right, we 1:27:06are like that. Okay. I want you guys to 1:27:08recognize that if you just accept the 1:27:10gospel, accept the word of God, who you 1:27:13are, then you will go in front of God,1:27:15right? You will believe in the word of 1:27:16God, you trust in him, and he will 1:27:19direct your path in that way. Okay? We 1:27:22are righteous. We are holy. We are 1:27:24sanctified for real. For real. And don't 1:27:25let anybody take that from you. Right?1:27:28If I hear about you guys doing evil 1:27:30things, I'm not going to still take that 1:27:32away from you. Some of you guys may go 1:27:34against, you know, our pastor never ever 1:27:36there's people from our own church that 1:27:39come and like post bad things about us.1:27:42Our own church, but Pastor Kim, Pastor 1:27:44Park, they always welcome them.1:27:46Understood? You guys always have a door 1:27:48to be able to come back in. I'm telling 1:27:49you. However, you have to at least come 1:27:52back in and acknowledging who you are.1:27:53not coming in defensive and making 1:27:55everybody you know spin to your 1:27:57narrative and right we always there we 1:27:59will chastise yes we will cut off 1:28:02sometimes yes but we will let you go 1:28:04into the wilderness sometimes like 1:28:06pastor like Apostle Paul he let he gives 1:28:08you up for the destruction of the flesh 1:28:09so that your spirit may be saved it says 1:28:11right okay so sometimes that will happen 1:28:14too here as well but as long as you 1:28:16return back and go man I realize I'm not 1:28:18nothing I don't then you'll be okay to 1:28:20sit here and you know think that you're 1:28:22all that You're only playing yourself.1:28:25Understand, brothers and sisters. You're 1:28:27only playing yourself. We don't deserve 1:28:29anything in this life but death. That is 1:28:31the God-honest truth. I'm not kidding.1:28:33I'm not playing. I'm serious. You know 1:28:35why? Cuz that's guaranteed in life.1:28:38Anyone not going to die here? Anyone not 1:28:40going to separate from the the the flesh 1:28:42going to live 700 years like they used 1:28:44to? No way. You're all going to die. All 1:28:46of us are. Amen. Right. Amen. Okay.1:28:49Don't get all, you know, guys, the the 1:28:51the most saddest thing is when people 1:28:54are getting corrected and they get 1:28:55buttth hurt for being corrected. That is 1:28:57literally like the most 1:29:00disappointing thing, right? If we can't 1:29:02correct you through the word of God,1:29:04then who can? Nobody. [clears throat]1:29:06And you'll be alone. You'll be alone.1:29:08I'm serious. Understand? You want that?1:29:11Do you guys really want that? You want 1:29:13to be like not correctable, not 1:29:15teachable, disrespectful to everybody,1:29:18repulsed by everybody, pushed away by 1:29:20everybody. Do you really want that?1:29:22Yeah. You can trick yourself and be 1:29:24like, "Oh, you know, I like being alone,1:29:27though." Like, nah, man. Like, that's 1:29:29Stop lying. We're We're made to be 1:29:31communal.1:29:32Understand? We're made to be communal.1:29:34Literally fellowshipping. It says one 1:29:36with another. That's biblical. You 1:29:38understand? Right. Right. Yeah. You 1:29:40isolate yourself because you're good.1:29:42That's why you isolate yourself because 1:29:44you trust yourself. That's everybody.1:29:47Everyone who's isolated, they're all a 1:29:49bunch of weirdos. Respectfully, I was a 1:29:52straight weirdo when I was isolated. All 1:29:54I did was talk to Satan when I was 1:29:56isolated. You guys think a lot, right?1:29:59You guys think a lot when you're 1:30:00isolated, right? Me, too. Because when 1:30:03you think you're thinking, you're 1:30:05actually listening. Amen. That's how 1:30:07much Satan has worked in you. If you're 1:30:09thinking all the time and you overthink,1:30:11that's how much you trust yourself.1:30:13That's why you listen to Satan. He's not 1:30:15going to do things that don't work,1:30:17guys. He's only going to do things that 1:30:19work. So, he's going to let you sit 1:30:22there and isolate and speak to you. He's 1:30:25going to use things like lust. He's not 1:30:27going to use lust to a person who's not 1:30:28lustful. That doesn't work. He's he's 1:30:30wasting his time. He's very meticulous.1:30:32So, if you think all the time and you 1:30:34overthink 99% of the time, it's because 1:30:36you trust yourself. Understand?1:30:38That's proof. Proof is in the pudding.1:30:41No if ends or buts about it. You hella 1:30:44trust yourself. You think you're all 1:30:45that. All of you guys all that. So look 1:30:48at your life then. Be honest with 1:30:50yourself one time. How is it going for 1:30:52you? Getting buttth hurt over somebody 1:30:54who's chastising you over the internet.1:30:56My goodness. Understand? Getting butth 1:30:59hurt because people don't edify you.1:31:01Seriously. Amen. Make sense? Horrible,1:31:05right? If things don't affect us, why do 1:31:08we then react to it? Like if somebody 1:31:11calls me a liar, I'm just like, "Okay,1:31:13but I didn't lie, though. I literally 1:31:15wouldn't be like, "I'm not a liar. Look 1:31:17at how many times I was right. Look at 1:31:18like I don't have to defend that." You 1:31:20know what's good about liars and 1:31:22prideful people? They argue with 1:31:24themselves. Have you noticed that? Just 1:31:26tell a liar. Tell a liar, "Hey, like I 1:31:30don't know. That doesn't really sound 1:31:31right. I feel like you're lying. That's 1:31:32all you have to say." What? Why would I 1:31:35even do that? I never would do that.1:31:36What do you mean? Like I've never 1:31:37actually done that before. Okay, so 1:31:39there's one time that I did. But then 1:31:40the thing is like they start literally 1:31:42arguing with themselves. Understand? And 1:31:44then they deflect. I'm not lying. You're 1:31:46lying. I can't believe you did that. You 1:31:48you believe what you want, right? Ask my 1:31:50mom if she's a liar or not. Ask my mom.1:31:52It's like what? Whereas a real person 1:31:55who doesn't lie would literally sit 1:31:57there and go, "Oh, I'm sorry you feel 1:31:59that way about me. I'm not really sure 1:32:01why you feel like that, but I mean I 1:32:02hope you can get over that.1:32:04>> [laughter]1:32:05>> Literally,1:32:06literally, literally a person who sits 1:32:10there, for example, right? Let's say 1:32:12like I don't care about drones. So,1:32:14somebody comes up to me and goes,1:32:15"Johnny, you know drones are stupid.1:32:18They're the dumbest thing in the world.1:32:19They can spy on people. It's so stupid.1:32:22They can put you can attach things to it 1:32:24and deliver drugs and stuff like that."1:32:26I'll be like, "Oh, for real? Yo, that's 1:32:27crazy, man. Wow, interesting. You can 1:32:29deliver drugs. Wow, that's crazy."1:32:30Right? But if I care about drones, let's 1:32:33say I actually even if I give like a 10%1:32:36care, uh, not necessarily. You know,1:32:38there actually are laws that are passed 1:32:39that when helicopters fly, you can't fly 1:32:41the drone. So like what you're saying is 1:32:43not necessarily true. And if it is, it's 1:32:46an invasion of privacy if they do that.1:32:47And like I would defend it. You 1:32:49understand what I'm saying? The fact 1:32:50that you're defensive is it's kind of a 1:32:53compromise almost. You're leaking. So 1:32:57then what are you guys all going to do?1:32:58Manipulate now and not defend 1:33:00yourselves? Right? There's thoughts like 1:33:01this, too. Amen. Right. But what I'm 1:33:04trying to say is if you just be 1:33:06yourself, you will see yourself. Sheesh.1:33:09When you be yourself, you'll finally see 1:33:12yourself. You won't actually sit there 1:33:14and understand, right? If you don't know 1:33:16who you are half the time, right? Then 1:33:18why did you sit there and say, "That's 1:33:20not what was in my heart." Understand?1:33:22Then you got to accept, oh, maybe I 1:33:23don't know myself. Let me believe what 1:33:25this brother is saying. Make sense?1:33:27That's what you have to learn. That's 1:33:29what I'm saying. It don't. It's not 1:33:31about being sensitive. It's just about 1:33:32being real. Right? If I don't know 1:33:34myself, then what am I speaking about?1:33:36That's what I learned about with Pastor 1:33:37Kim. He's like, "You don't even know 1:33:38what you're talking about." I'm like,1:33:40"But I feel like I do." Right? He's 1:33:42like, "So then listen to what I'm 1:33:44saying." And then everything he would 1:33:45say would literally pierce me in my 1:33:46heart. I just didn't want to hear him 1:33:48talk about me like that. There's a 1:33:49difference between, you know, like 1:33:52believing, right, and actually 1:33:54deflecting things, right? So, I I I 1:33:57thought I believed, but I was actually 1:33:58deflecting things so I can spin my own 1:34:00narrative inside of my own heart. Okay,1:34:03guys, we're all sensitive. We're all a 1:34:05bunch of, as we say in the in the in the 1:34:08streets, weenies, right? We're all like,1:34:10"Don't say that to me. I don't like 1:34:11you." Like, everybody's like that.1:34:14Everybody. So, you can't sit there and 1:34:16be like, "No, I'm not. I'm so, you know,1:34:19executive." and the the dichotomy of you 1:34:22know and the millu and the like you 1:34:24could sit there and speak your big old 1:34:26vernacular however you want but what I'm 1:34:28saying is when you speak you're going to 1:34:31leak it all out I'm telling you you know 1:34:33right it's like it's so sad that we 1:34:35can't even see that seriously guys 1:34:38seriously going to leak it all out you 1:34:40know okay guys so speak then it's okay 1:34:44but remember when you're leaking then 1:34:45people are going to have to correct it 1:34:47and if you're not here for the 1:34:48correction then that just tells me that 1:34:51you don't want to be corrected. And if 1:34:52you don't want to be corrected, what are 1:34:54you here for? I'm not saying everyone 1:34:56here has to be corrected. Don't get me 1:34:58wrong, okay? But what I am saying is if 1:35:01there is a correction for you, why not 1:35:03listen to it? Why not entertain it? Why 1:35:06not? Is pastor just do you guys think 1:35:08I'm just here to pick on you guys? Like 1:35:10I have nothing else to do. I'm just 1:35:12going to pick on everybody here, make 1:35:13you feel sad. No, you have to think 1:35:15about people's hearts. Like why is he 1:35:17saying that to me right now? Amen. Why 1:35:20is Johnny even talking about this right 1:35:22now? You understand? Like why is pastor 1:35:24even telling me like just preach the 1:35:26gospel? You understand what I'm saying,1:35:27right? Like we don't even know what 1:35:30we're saying. Like respectfully, we 1:35:32don't know anything that we're saying.1:35:33Amen. Cuz if you knew, you would do. You 1:35:36knew better, you'd do better. Guys,1:35:38let's not just talk about like talk the 1:35:41talk, right? We have to walk the walk,1:35:42too. A lot of us is we are so like good 1:35:46at paring distrust your thoughts pastor 1:35:49I listen to Satan pastor I do this 1:35:52pastor I do that pastor pastor it's not 1:35:55about gossip pastor it's about the 1:35:57gospel pastor pastor my thoughts are so 1:35:59evil my heart is so evil stop guys 1:36:03listen carefully do we really believe 1:36:05that though because when we get 1:36:07pricricked a little bit what I've seen 1:36:10we don't [laughter]1:36:11we don't understand we get vile, we get 1:36:14angry. If you know Satan is evil, why 1:36:17you keep listening to him? Because 1:36:19number one, you don't. And number two,1:36:20you can't help but actually do it.1:36:23That's how you know it's Satan. The 1:36:26issue is not taking accountability for 1:36:28Satan. I'm not saying guys don't talk 1:36:30back and don't get prideful. Everybody's 1:36:32prideful. I'm not saying don't have a 1:36:33high heart. Everybody has a high heart.1:36:36What I'm saying is why do you then take 1:36:39ownership for that high heart that's 1:36:40given to you by Satan? That's what I 1:36:42don't understand. Why do you defend him?1:36:44Sheesh. Do you understand what I'm 1:36:46saying, guys? Why do you defend him?1:36:48That's what I'm saying. Don't defend 1:36:51him. Dang. Of all things, defend God.1:36:53Why are you defending him? It doesn't 1:36:56make any sense. Make sense. Why are you 1:36:58defending? No, brother. It's not that I 1:37:00I didn't read. It's not that I didn't 1:37:01read. It's that it's like, why are you 1:37:03defending him? I'm not understanding 1:37:04this. Because he's that good. He makes 1:37:06you defend him. [clears throat]1:37:08Understand? Right. Amen. He makes you 1:37:11defend him. How do you avoid defending 1:37:13the enemy? Think about it. How do you 1:37:14avoid defending the enemy? You just 1:37:16stop. You stop trusting your thoughts.1:37:18You stop defending the enemy.1:37:20Understand? When he tells you something 1:37:22and you want to get corrected and he 1:37:24goes, "No, don't get corrected." He 1:37:25doesn't even know what he's talking 1:37:26about. Stop defending him. Wait a 1:37:28minute. You don't know what you're 1:37:28talking about. Why the hell am I even 1:37:30believing this? He doesn't know. He 1:37:32doesn't know. Ask JT. Ask this. Oh, you 1:37:34know what? No, that's not from God.1:37:37Would God speak to him like that? He 1:37:38wouldn't. this isn't from God. But 1:37:40instead, they just fly off the mouth.1:37:42Why? Because they defend Satan. Stop 1:37:44defending him. Stop amening him. And I 1:37:46know it's hard. I get it. I know. I I do 1:37:49it, too. Right. But I'm saying we all 1:37:52have to at least learn. We all have to 1:37:54listen. Amen. We all have to learn.1:37:56Okay. All right, guys. Take care of 1:37:59yourselves. I do really have to go. Pray 1:38:02for Mama Chang. I'm going to take her to 1:38:04Lab Corp and help her. She has a low 1:38:06white blood count. We're trying to 1:38:07figure out what that is. if it was a bad 1:38:09test. She says she feels fine. Glory to 1:38:11God. And whatever happens happens.1:38:13Hallelujah. Amen. If the cancer 1:38:15resurfaces, whatever it is, hallelujah.1:38:18Amen. I'm just being honest here.1:38:20Because we're praying for alignment.1:38:22Whatever it is, it is. God knows what's 1:38:25best for her and I don't. So, that's the 1:38:27only reason why I'm able to move on and 1:38:30deal with your guys' jabs. Understand?1:38:32Make sense? Seriously? Right. Okay. All 1:38:37right, guys. Love you guys. See you guys 1:38:39later. Take care. Peace.

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