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Unlearned Wisdom by Johnny Chang

0:00Welcome back to another Mainstage. This 0:02is where I talk directly with my 0:04community. I tell personal stories, deep 0:06biblical learnings, and I answer 0:08questions directly from the chat. These 0:10episodes are audio only. So, thank you 0:12guys for listening and tuning in and you 0:14can join my discord to catch the next 0:16mainstage live. Okay, let's get started.0:19Hoping that you guys are having a good 0:21day. Been kind of, you know, just 0:23working and and had a lot of reflection.0:26was able to kind of read the Bible a 0:28little bit today and there was a lot of 0:30things that was revealed to me through 0:32the word. You know, I've read I've read 0:34the Bible a lot, but the one thing about 0:36the Bible is that it is a gift that 0:37keeps on giving, right? It's it's 0:40something that's so profound that I can 0:43read something so many times and still 0:45every single time you receive something 0:48deep. And maybe I wanted to just, you 0:51know, share that with you guys today.0:53So, we can hold the the questions for 0:56now. But, you know, as I was reading 0:59today, I kind of, you know, started to 1:02read the New Testament again. You know,1:04it didn't go in chronological order. I 1:06just kind of was thinking about, for 1:08some reason, just Matthew chapter 9. And 1:11you guys know Matthew. Anyone know 1:13Matthew chapter 9? Where I'm going with 1:14this? So, Matthew chapter 9. And let's 1:17do a little Bible study here. I think 1:19this is something that will help all of 1:20you guys struggling with self-worth,1:23struggling with faith. These are these 1:25are things that I think can can help you 1:27guys deeply. Let's let some people kind 1:30of come in a little bit and I'll explain 1:33to you. So, so a lot of times we feel 1:34like we're not doing enough. A lot of 1:37the times we feel like we're struggling 1:39in life, you know, we feel difficult, if 1:44you will, right? And we feel like our 1:46we're not faithful. Anybody feeling like 1:48that? like today I just don't have 1:49faith, you know? I'm just I just I just 1:52suck, you know, like I I maybe not 1:54today, maybe multiple times. Yeah. Okay.1:57For those of you who felt like that and 2:00have felt like that, please pay 2:02attention deeply to what I say. I think 2:04this is something that will help you a 2:07lot. Okay. All right. So, let's go to 2:10Matthew chapter 9. Let's go to verse 27 2:13to 31. All right. Matthew 9:27-31.2:18Let's read this carefully. Maybe get out 2:20your Bibles if you can. And I'm going to 2:21show you guys what what I what I picked 2:24up here. That's very deep. And let's see 2:26if you guys can catch it. And if not,2:28it's okay, right? I'll help you guys.2:29I'll pour into you guys today. Matthew 2:319:27 And when Jesus departed, then two 2:34blind men followed him crying and 2:37saying, "Thou son of David, have mercy 2:39on us." 28 And when he was come into the 2:43house, the blind men came to him. And 2:44Jesus saith unto them, "Believe ye that 2:47I am able to do this." They said unto 2:50him, "Yeah, Lord." Then he touched their 2:52eyes, saying, "According to your faith,2:54be it unto you." And their eyes were 2:57open. And Jesus straightly charged them,2:59saying, "See that no man know it." 31 3:02But they, when they departed, spread 3:04abroad his fame in all that country.3:06What does this have to do with 3:07selfworth? What does this have to do 3:09with, you know, my faith is weak? So 3:12when you guys read this scripture,3:14right, what do you what do you see here?3:17These people call unto Jesus and then 3:19Jesus healed them, [clears throat]3:22right? No, no biggie. And according to 3:24their faith, it was done. You guys see 3:26that? Right? And then afterwards, they 3:28went and they obviously disregarded 3:29Jesus. But here are a few things that 3:31you guys are missing. It's not about 3:33disobedience. When Jesus goes to these 3:37people, first off, they come to Jesus,3:39right? And they asked Jesus, "Lord,3:42please heal me. Make me see. I'm blind."3:45These are two blind people saying, "Have 3:47mercy on me. Heal me." You see that,3:50right? What's weird about Jesus is that?3:53Let me ask you guys something. Why 3:54didn't he heal them right away? What do 3:56you guys think? Why didn't he heal them?3:58Right away? Because of faith. Amen. But 4:00what faith though? What what does he 4:02what does he coin as faith here? Right.4:05He wanted them to have faith, right?4:07Faith in what though? See, although they 4:10came to Jesus, let me give you the 4:11unlock here. When I was reading this,4:14although they came to Jesus, you know 4:15what's funny? They thought that he would 4:19heal them. Would you agree? That's why 4:22they came to him. But the issue is they 4:24didn't believe the way that Jesus was 4:27doing it. What does that mean? Many 4:28people like us, we know about Jesus.4:32Understand? We know about Jesus. We know 4:35that he can heal all things. But the 4:37problem is, do we really believe that he 4:40will heal all things? Notice how he 4:42doesn't say, "Do you believe that you'll 4:44be healed?" Look it, read that one 4:46scripture once again. Pull it up again,4:49Ella. The whole thing, Matthew 9 4:51specifically, I'll tell you which one 4:53he's talking about here, right? Verse 4:5528. Focus on 28 here. Okay? And when he 4:58was come into the house, the blind men 5:00came to him. Jesus said unto them, focus 5:02on this these words. Believe you that I 5:06am able to do this. Do you believe that 5:09I can do it? That's what he's asking 5:11them. He's not saying you need to have 5:14faith then you'll be able to get it.5:16He's saying do you think that I will do 5:18it for you? I will do all things. I can 5:21do all things. That's what he's saying.5:23That's faith. How does this deal with 5:25your selfworth? Yes, we know Jesus is 5:28going to do everything, but we don't 5:31believe that he does everything. We 5:33believe that we have to even believe to 5:36do those things. We believe that we have 5:38to believe. What? Check this out. Romans 5:413:3 and 4. Read it carefully with me.5:45Read what he says here in this 5:47scripture. Romans 3 3:4. The reason why 5:51you're you're struggling with selfworth,5:52the reason why you think you suck is 5:54because you think you have to do 5:56something and you think your faith makes 5:58his faith void. Watch. For what if some 6:01did not believe? You guys, me and you.6:04What if some of us did not believe?6:06Shall their unbelief make the faith of 6:09God without effect? Faith of who? Faith 6:12of God. Oh, God has faith, too. For God 6:16forbid, yeah, let God be true, but every 6:19man a liar. So even if you don't 6:22believe, does it make God uneffective?6:26No. Do you guys understand when people 6:28say according to God's will? Instead of 6:31saying let his will be done, what we 6:33should be saying is yeah, according to 6:35God's will, do you hear what I'm saying 6:37here? It's the same words, but the 6:39different heart. Even if I don't 6:41believe, even if I don't do anything,6:43even if I don't please God according to 6:46God's will. It means if God wants to do 6:48it, he's going to do it. It doesn't 6:50matter what you believe in. It doesn't 6:52matter what you do, but only what God's 6:56going to do it. That's all he needs from 6:58us. Do you understand what I'm saying?7:00That's all he needs. Not what Satan 7:02tells us. No. Yes. Although God did 7:06something, now it's your turn. You need 7:08to keep up too, Johnny Chang. You need 7:11to also be able to show something. You 7:13can't just be like, "Oh, I'm faithful."7:15And like, you got to show it to him. He 7:18doesn't care about that. What he cares 7:20about is, do you believe that I'm going 7:22to do it all? That's the thing we all 7:24struggle with. And if you did, why then 7:27would you question it? You don't think 7:29God can do it all? It's that simple. Do 7:31you understand what I'm saying? Right?7:33God is saying, "I will do it." Make 7:36sense? Do you believe that I will do it 7:38though? It's not even I'm gonna try to 7:40believe. It's no, no, no, no. Hey 7:42Johnny, I'm going to do this. You know 7:45I'm going to do this, right? Do you know 7:46that? That's all you need to know. Of 7:48course. Amen. That's what it is. Do you 7:50know why people cannot keep asking for 7:53forgiveness, right? These blind men did 7:56not see because they begged. They saw 7:59because they believed. But they believe 8:00that God would do it. That's what it is.8:02Understand? They got healed when Jesus 8:05said, "Do you believe I'm able to do 8:08this?" And only after they believed,8:10"Yes, you're able to do it all." That's 8:12when they got healed according to your 8:14faith. Be it unto you. Right? They 8:16didn't work for their sight. They didn't 8:18earn their sight. They believed for 8:19their sight. It's the same thing with 8:22salvation. People keep asking for 8:24forgiveness. Understand? If you keep 8:26asking for forgiveness, that's proof 8:28that you don't believe that he's already 8:30forgiven you. So what is he what is he 8:33saying in the same stroke? What is he 8:35saying? Hey, do you believe I already 8:38washed you all? Yes, I do. But please 8:40wash me. Then you don't believe. Are you 8:43guys following me here? Do you believe 8:44that I can wash all of your sins? They 8:47know. But they don't believe that 8:49though. That's why they keep asking. Are 8:52you following me, guys? If I work, for 8:54example, at a job and I know in 2 weeks 8:57it's going to pay me. I don't ask every 8:59day, did the money hit the bank account 9:01yet? Did the money hit the bank account 9:02yet? Wait, no, but in 2 weeks it will.9:04No, but I'm working today. So, did is it 9:06going to hit it today? I know it's going 9:08to come in two days. I get that. But is 9:09it coming today? Is it coming today? Is 9:11it coming today? That means you don't 9:12actually believe. Are you following me 9:14here? There's doubt in your system. In 9:16the same way, yes, Father God, I know 9:18you forgave me, but please forgive me.9:21Wait, what? You don't believe? You don't 9:23believe that God can forgive everything.9:25Understand? If you're asking repeatedly 9:27for something that's already done, it 9:28reveals your heart posture that you 9:30still think it's not done yet.9:32Understand what I'm saying? Why? Why?9:34Why do we keep turning to our own works?9:37Because belief is too simple for us. We 9:39naturally want to contribute to God. We 9:42naturally Satan goes, "Hey, you think 9:44it's that simple? You better do 9:45something. What are you doing here?" Our 9:48flesh craves validation and 9:50contribution. We rather do than trust.9:53Do you know what that means? We rather 9:55do something rather than trust 9:56something. That's how we are. We're just 9:59default setting like this factory 10:00settings. Understand what I'm saying,10:02right? Make sense, right? Forgiveness 10:03[clears throat] is a gift. But what do 10:06people do? No. Right? Make sense? I have 10:09to do more. When I was able to read 10:11this, I realized something. Wow. This is 10:13how Satan works inside of us. He tells 10:16you, "God did all of these things for 10:19you, Johnny, but you got to do now. You 10:21got to match his energy. And if you 10:23don't, then you're not saved. That you 10:26suck. You're horrible.10:29What kind of person are you? What kind 10:31of person are you? Just you just sit 10:33there and you just do this. You just are 10:35you a doer of the law? Are you a keeper 10:37of the law? No. You just You understand?10:39He's always trying to be like you have 10:41to do a lot more. Amen. Right. So faith 10:44doesn't make God move. God has already 10:46moved, but it makes you see what he 10:48already has done. That's what faith 10:51does. He didn't ask, "Do you want to be 10:53made whole?" He says, "I did this 10:56already." Do you believe that I can do 10:58it? So, let me ask you guys, do you 11:01believe that God has already washed all 11:03of your sins? Yes. Do you believe he 11:06can? Yes. Then you will move according 11:10to that. Do you believe tomorrow that 11:12your bank, whichever bank, Bank of 11:13America, Chase, you know, Capital One,11:17whatever, do you believe your money is 11:18going to be in there tomorrow? Yes. Then 11:21you won't wake up and, you know, protest 11:24and go to the check your bank account 11:25every day. You'll be like, "No, my 11:27money's secure cuz it's there. That's 11:30what a bank does." What does Jesus do?11:33Jesus is a bank, too. A spiritual bank.11:36What kind of bank? He washes all of your 11:38spiritual debt. Rest assured, you're 11:40fine. Understand what I'm saying? But 11:42people don't recognize that part. Amen.11:45So then what does God tell you? You have 11:47to do this. You sinned again. You fell.11:50Right. Amen. Amen. So people, these 11:53blind men, they were blind not because 11:55Jesus and God didn't heal them. They 11:57were blind because they still thought 11:59they needed to earn something to do 12:02something for their blindness. Do you 12:04guys understand what I'm saying? Make 12:05sense? That was the issue here, right?12:08People truly don't know. You know, today 12:09I I hopped around a lot in the Bible.12:12You know, Pastor John has spoken about 12:14this many times. I think he taught about 12:17the San Diego church yesterday about 12:19this, but I'm going to go a little bit 12:21deeper. San Diego church brothers and 12:23sisters, did he talk about Noah's arc 12:26yesterday or like the day before 12:28yesterday? Let's see if y'all listened.12:30We don't know, right? He did last night,12:32right? Good. So, let me explain a little 12:34bit deeper as to what he means by what 12:36he says. When you guys look at Genesis 6 12:40verse 5 and verse 6, let's pull that up 12:42real quick. I'm going to teach you 12:43something about Noah's ark. And God saw 12:45that the wickedness of man was great in 12:47the earth, and that every imagination of 12:49the thoughts of his heart was only evil 12:50continually. Verse six, and it repented 12:54the Lord, that he had made man on the 12:57earth, and it grieved him at his heart.13:00Interesting. God is talking about what,13:03guys? What two things is he talking 13:05about? Let's see if we can catch this.13:06He's talking about the wickedness of 13:09man, and then he's talking about his 13:11heart, his own heart, too. Look at what 13:13he says in verse 6. And it repented the 13:15Lord. He regretted it said right that he 13:19made man and women on earth. It grieved 13:22him at his where? His heart. Why? Do you 13:25know why? Do you know why? Because all 13:27man ever cares about is himself. That's 13:30the judgment that God gave. So what does 13:33he do after this? Do you guys know what 13:35he does? He floods the earth.13:38That's the judgment. People say God is 13:40love. Of course, God is love. But God 13:43love cannot love evil things. So what 13:46did he decide? I'm going to wipe them 13:48out. Crazy, right? He hates whatever is 13:51not aligned with his heart. That is the 13:53truth. Understand? He he does it. He 13:56literally shows it to us. But people 13:57don't know God's heart. Hey, if you're 13:59enjoying this episode, I have a whole 14:01other video episode on all platforms,14:03YouTube, Spotify, Instagram, all that 14:06every single Monday. Each episode is a 14:09gospel- centered lesson that you could 14:10apply to your life today. So, this is 14:12more conversational. You guys know my 14:14team, Jeremy and Aaron. We just have a 14:16lot of fun. We joke around, but we get 14:18serious. We get vulnerable. It's just 14:21very, very different and it's beautiful.14:23I hope you guys can tune in. And we made 14:25this for you guys, so please enjoy. Now,14:28think about this carefully. Out of all 14:30those people, Genesis 6:8, what does it 14:33say? What does it say? But Noah found 14:36grace in the eyes of the Lord. How many 14:38people out of all of those millions of 14:40people? One person. Wow. One person.14:44What does this mean? It means, let's 14:46look at Romans chapter I'm sorry. Let's 14:48look at Matthew 7:21-23.14:51Watch. Matthew 7:21-23.14:53You guys know this verse, but look here.14:55Not everyone that saith unto me, Lord,14:57Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of 14:58heaven, but he that doeth the will of my 15:00father which is in heaven. Verse 22.15:02Watch this first word. Many, many means 15:06what? A lot of people will say to me in 15:09that day, Lord, Lord, have we not 15:10prophesied in thy name? Have we not in 15:12thy name cast out devils, and in thy 15:13name done many wonderful works? 23 And 15:16then will I profess unto them, I never 15:18knew you. Depart from me, you that work 15:19iniquity. Wait a minute. Right. Number 15:21one. How many people received grace in 15:23the eyes of God in the days of Noah?15:26One. I'll talk about why those other 15:28seven, eight people came in with him,15:31but for now, it says Noah, right? Not 15:34his family, just Noah received grace in 15:36the eyes of God. Right? Okay. So, one 15:39person received grace, but many will 15:41say, "What?" Many will say, "What? I 15:43know you, Lord." Crazy, isn't it? So,15:45think about this for a second. Think 15:47about this for a second. Noah received 15:49grace. Why does he receive grace?15:51Because in the Bible, it says, "Where 15:54sin abounds, grace abounds more?" So, we 15:57can draw the conclusion. Let me ask you 15:59something actually. Why did Noah receive 16:01grace out of everybody? who receives 16:03grace. So when God said, "I'm going to 16:07flood the world." Noah realized 16:10something. I deserve the curse. Out of 16:13all those people, only one person 16:16received his heart. Crazy, huh? You 16:18understand? Only one. How how lonely 16:21Noah must have felt, right? When I think 16:23about that, too. Wow. He heard the 16:26judgment of God and he realized, "Oh, I 16:29deserve to die. I'm going to die." So it 16:32says, "Where sin abounds, grace abounds 16:35more." So he received grace. Why?16:38Because he actively realized in his 16:40heart, just one person, that he was 16:42sinful from head to toe and that he 16:44could do nothing, nothing at all. You 16:47know how loving God is in Genesis? When 16:50God shuts the ark, he doesn't 16:53immediately flood the the the the world.16:57He waits for seven days for more people 17:00to see, hey, maybe Noah was right. But 17:04even then, no one else came. That's the 17:08extent of God's grace, right? Make 17:11sense? He shut the door already. But he 17:14waited for 7 days. Why couldn't he just 17:17Why? Because people do not see 17:19themselves accurately for who they truly 17:21are. Do you understand, guys? So many 17:24people when they come to God, what kind 17:27of heart posture do they have? Yeah, I'm 17:30a sinner, but like I'm not all that bad.17:33Understand, right? Amen. They think they 17:36think I'm a person who I can do well.17:40Yes, I'm bad, but I'm not all the way 17:42bad. There's only one person who thought 17:44like that, and it was Noah. And then 17:47matching his heart was his family. They 17:50didn't have the heart that Noah had. But 17:52how did they receive the same grace that 17:55Noah received? By matching his heart. By 17:58just following him. When they followed 18:00him and they accepted him. That's when 18:04they became 18:06inside of the ark and sealed. You know 18:08the ark is representative of Jesus. We 18:11know this, right? But it's also 18:13representative of the church. How?18:14Right? How? Because inside of the the 18:18the the church, the ark, there's there 18:21isn't only clean animals. There's also 18:23unclean animals inside of the church,18:26there's also people who are saved. And 18:28there's also people who are saved, but 18:30still living like a sinful lifestyle,18:32dirty. Understand, guys? Pretty wild,18:34right? But but as long as you're inside 18:36of the gospel, that's all that matters.18:38You know, I don't know about y'all, but 18:40I'm very thankful when I read things 18:42like this. Oh, it's not that I need to 18:44do anything. It's that I have to believe 18:46that he does everything. Do you believe 18:49Jesus will do everything? You say it,18:52but then why do you get mad at yourself 18:54when he doesn't? Why do you get mad at 18:56yourself when you don't do something?18:58Because you don't actually know that 18:59he's going to do it all. Do you 19:01understand what I'm saying, guys?19:02Beautiful. Right. Right. So, Pastor John 19:05spoke about this. But deeper than this,19:08we have to realize, oh, I'm a person 19:10who, you know, when I think about my 19:13pastors like Pastor Park, you know, when 19:16I think about how much things he had to 19:18endure for someone like me and Pastor 19:21Kim and Pastor John to receive this 19:23precious gospel, I'm very thankful to 19:26that man starting in Korea, you know,19:29learning the gospel. You know, one time 19:32they hated pastors so much. my pastor 19:36that they they another church hired gang 19:39members to beat up my pastor and they 19:41did indeed beat him. They beat Pastor 19:44Park. And during that time, you know,19:46you have to think about his heart. You 19:48know, God, I preached the gospel.19:52Why? He's screaming. Why? All night. He 19:56told all of us ministers and pastors,19:58why? Huh? He cried all night. I've I've 20:02been there, right? Those of you guys who 20:04don't do ministry, it's a little bit 20:05different. The why God, you don't give 20:08me something is different than I 20:09literally do everything for you, God,20:11and you still let me get my butt beat.20:13That's a little bit different. You guys 20:15understand? I've been there. It's a 20:18different heart posture. It's not like 20:19he's out there, you know, hoing around 20:22and sleeping around and he is literally 20:2424/7 serving the gospel and these these 20:28people come and beat the brakes off of 20:31him because of jealousy and because 20:33they're hired hits and you understand.20:35But he told us as pastors and ministers,20:38it was during that time, brothers, that 20:41I learned how to rely on God and I 20:44learned how to pray to God. Such depth,20:47right? When I thought about that, I was 20:49like, "Wow, this is he's a different 20:52animal." I looked at myself and I was 20:54like, "Wow, I'm really nothing when it 20:57comes to it." You know, he was able to 20:59see, you know, that just like Noah, he's 21:02the only one that cares about the 21:03gospel. I only have the gospel because 21:05of his sacrifices, too. You guys 21:07understand what I'm saying? And it's so 21:09sad, right? When people can't see that 21:12narrow is the way is this. It's that 21:15many people, right, they're truly not 21:17saved. They will say in those days, many 21:20will say in those days, it says, but who 21:22actually believes? Don't just say who 21:24actually believes. If it says many will 21:26believe in those days, beautiful. But 21:29many will say is different. Understand 21:32what I'm so thankful about is we're 21:34inside of the ark. We're inside of 21:37Jesus. If you believe truly what he 21:40does, don't think of it lightly, y'all.21:42For you guys to come across a a gospel 21:46centered leader, a gospel- centered 21:49church is such a blessing. I'm so glad 21:52we're not part of the many, if you will.21:54Not to, it's sad, but it's also 21:56thankful, right? But people love to 21:58judge. Satan, he loves to make people 22:02judge, become arrogant, make them think 22:04that they can get into the ark. And just 22:07like those those blind people once they 22:10saw they started to you know right right 22:13they start to tell other people they 22:16start to boast. I hope you brothers and 22:18sisters can learn something when you 22:19read these scriptures. We are solely 22:22receiving the gospel by grace. But a lot 22:26of people they get arrogant. You know 22:28they tell me pastors tell me all the 22:30time yeah core of the heart people 22:32they're great but some of them [snorts]22:34they don't fellowship. They just teach.22:36They think they can do what you do,22:38Johnny. That's what it is. Oh, really?22:40Yeah, they do that. But they pray for 22:42you guys, right? I'm not saying anyone 22:45here. I'm just saying in general because 22:47it's easy to forget the position that 22:49you're a sinner, you were unholy, and 22:52that you receive grace. It's easy. But 22:54you have to think about people's hearts 22:56from time to time. How many people 22:58truly, you know, believe that Jesus will 23:01do it all, and he always works according 23:03to what? at all according to your faith.23:06Right? Make sense, right? I just 23:08expressed why. Why us and not the others 23:11we see already? Is it that we surrender 23:13or just blessed or I just said it. I 23:15said because you're a dirty, evil,23:16wicked sinner and you receive grace.23:19Where sin abound, grace abounds more.23:22You're a dirty, evil, wicked person.23:25Understand? That's why we receive it,23:27guys. By grace. Amen. But what do we do?23:31No. Right? So others don't believe that.23:33I mean if they did, wouldn't they 23:35receive the same thing? Right? Make 23:37sense? You know, it's not like a a 23:40special thing to receive Jesus. It's 23:42very simple. He made it extremely 23:44simple. But the issue is people, they 23:47make it complicated. They think about 23:49themselves. It's too difficult for the 23:51simple-minded people, right? It's like,23:53no, I need I need it to be more complex.23:56It's too simple for me. It makes me feel 23:58dumb to even just accept what he says.24:00But you really got to think about it,24:02guys. Think about it deeply, right? Do 24:05you believe that Jesus can do all 24:06things? For real. For real. Yes. Then 24:09that's what's going to that's all you 24:11have to listen to is that part. You 24:13don't have to feel it. You just have to 24:15believe. Oh, wow. The blind men 24:18according to Jesus's faith then took it 24:21as their own faith. And Jesus credit it 24:24as that's yeah, that's your faith. by 24:26believing in my faith. Your faith 24:29becomes your faith once you believe in 24:31his faith. The faith of God and his 24:34faithfulness literally literally that's 24:37what it is at the end of the day. But 24:38again, people don't believe that though.24:41Is this difficult for anyone to 24:43understand? If so, I can express it 24:45deeper. It's a lot. You know, it's a 24:47lot. But I can explain, right? To be 24:50honest, I'm confused. What are you 24:52confused about? Right? What are you guys 24:55confused about? What's confusing about 24:57what I'm saying? What parts? You can 24:59take your time to express it and I'll 25:00express it. I'll wait. Definitely some 25:02good cut to ch for me. Just that last 25:05part. What last part? I said a lot of 25:07last things. Right. Right.25:09[clears throat]25:09Jesus died for our sins. Right. And by 25:13his faith, we then are credited his 25:16faith. Understand? My faith is his 25:18faith. Right. So what what what 25:20specifically? His faith becomes our 25:22faith. Yeah. Did you read the scripture?25:24Romans 3 3:4. Maybe you guys came in a 25:27little bit late, but read it carefully 25:29to me with me. I'm sorry. Romans 3:3 25:32to4. So read it carefully together. God 25:35has faith too cuz everything operates 25:38positionally from faith. Right? So read 25:40it with me. For what if some did not 25:42believe, you let's say don't believe?25:44Shall your unbelief, their unbelief,25:46make the faith of God without effect?25:49Did you did you did you read that? Faith 25:51of who? Satan. Faith of yourself, faith 25:54of who, guys? Faith of God without 25:57effect. So just because you don't 25:59believe, does that mean God doesn't 26:02believe and makes his his faith void 26:05like effortless? Four, right? God 26:08forbid. Yeah. Let God be true, but every 26:11man a liar. As it is written, that thou 26:14mightest be justified in thy sayings and 26:16mightest overcome while thou are judged.26:19What does this mean? It says, "Yeah, let 26:21God be true. But what? Every man a 26:24liar." So guess what? Even if you think 26:27you have faith, you're a liar. But also 26:30on the opposite end, even if you think 26:32you don't have faith, you're a liar.26:34Beautiful. Ber,26:37you see? Still confused? Come on, let me 26:39explain a little deeper. Still confused?26:42Still confused? No. Please explain that 26:44last part. Very simple. Why does God 26:46call every man a liar? Because whether 26:49you have it or you don't, it's a lie 26:51anyways. Anything that comes from you is 26:53nothing. That's why God says there is a 26:56faith of God and the faith of men.26:58Right. God is faithful. It says, not 27:01you. You're not faithful. God is 27:03faithful. Exactly. That's why he says in 27:06Matthew 9 28, read it carefully here.27:10What does he say? He doesn't say if you 27:12have faith, you'll be healed. What does 27:14he say? Read it carefully. Yeah. Welcome 27:17back. You left. And when he was come 27:21into the house of the blind man, Jesus 27:23saith unto him, "Believe you 27:27that I am able to do this." Why doesn't 27:31he just say, "Believe and then I'll do 27:33it." Why doesn't he say, "Do you believe 27:35I'll do it?" What kind of question is 27:37that? Do you believe that I will do 27:40this? Meaning, I can do it. Do you 27:43believe I've already done it? That means 27:46it's God's faithfulness. It's God's 27:48faith. Do you have to do anything? He 27:50says, "I'm going to do it." What can 27:51they do to make themselves bl like 27:53unblind and see what makes them see?27:56Nothing. Right? Do you understand what 27:58I'm saying? Stop thinking deeper than 28:00what I'm saying to you guys. Right?28:03Think just listen to what I'm saying.28:05Right? Who who has to do it? Jesus or 28:10the blind man? Listen to me. God does.28:13So what does he ask them? Do you think 28:15that I'll do it? Yes or no? Do you 28:17believe that I'll do it? Yes or no?28:18That's all he asks of them. So then how 28:20do you overcome everything? This is how 28:22you overcome your your this is how you 28:24try to overcome your your trauma. Okay,28:26guys. Ready? Okay. I need to pray more.28:29I need to have more faith. I need to 28:31believe in God more. I need to do this.28:32I need to do that. You see, right? Isn't 28:34it? Isn't it? No. No. No. No. No. No.28:36No. No. Did Jesus do it or did he not?28:39No. I'm a person who has anxiety. I can 28:41overcome this. But can Jesus do it? Yes,28:44he can. And he has. There you go.28:46Understand? Oh, Jesus, you're gonna do 28:49it. You're gonna do it. And you've 28:51already done it. And you can do it. What 28:53do you mean? Right. Make sense, right?28:55Make sense? That's what it comes down 28:57to, God. You're going to do it. Amen.29:01You're going to do it. You already did 29:03it. Understand? Listen to me carefully.29:05I don't care about your questions. Okay?29:07Did that snap you out of it? Snap you 29:09out of your feelings? I don't care about 29:10your questions. I'm listening to you.29:13I'm sorry. I'm I'm answering you. Please 29:15listen to me. Listen to me carefully.29:18Jesus has to do it. So, apply that to 29:21your answer. Apply it to your answer.29:25Apply that to your question. I'm sorry.29:26Apply it to your answer. I'm sorry, your 29:29question, right? Confusing myself. Apply 29:32it to your question. So, ask your 29:34question. Okay? And I'm gonna apply it 29:35the same way I just told you. Ready? Ask 29:38your question again. Go ahead. you can 29:39finally spam it one time. So instead of 29:42I need to do it, it's more like Jesus 29:43already has. Jesus already has. Jesus 29:46has to do it. So with the thoughts that 29:48try to tell us that we still don't 29:50believe, we just have to capture those 29:52and give them to God. Jesus already 29:54captured those and gave those to God,29:56though. Do do you understand what I'm 29:57saying? What does Jesus has to do it not 30:00make sense to you guys? Listen to me.30:03Jesus says, "Do you believe that I will 30:05do it?" That's what he's asking them 30:08today. He's also asking Johnny. Johnny,30:12do you believe that I will do it? Now it 30:15hit. Samantha, Sam, Sammy, Samantha, do 30:20you believe that God will do it? Okay,30:22then why you keep asking me? Do you 30:24understand what I'm saying? That's what 30:25I'm trying to explain here. Understand?30:28Z, you're not paying attention. Thank 30:31you, though. Thank you for revealing it.30:33Remove the cot tag, please. Being 30:35one-hearted with Cth is not just getting 30:37all of your questions answered and 30:38pariting. Being one-hearted with Cth is 30:40listening. Understand? I am listening.30:43No, you're not. Okay, then I'm a liar 30:45and I'm crazy and I'm scenile. I'm crazy 30:47and I'm scenile. No, you're not 30:49listening. What did I say? Go ahead,30:51type it out and be right. Or maybe have 30:53a chance to be like, maybe I should be 30:55wrong. Understand? You guys see that,30:57right? You're not listening. I am You're 30:58not going to tell me what I feel and 31:00what I think. I am going to tell you 31:02what you feel and you think because the 31:04Bible literally says it. All men are 31:06liars like God be true be true. So if 31:08you're not talking about the word,31:10understand what I'm saying? Then don't 31:12sit there and and say that you are.31:14That's all I'm saying, guys. I'm serious 31:16about this. I'm serious about this part.31:18I know it ain't big to you. I know it 31:21ain't big to y'all, but it's huge to 31:23God. Understand what I'm saying? Daily 31:25devotions are back and they're in your 31:27email every single day. I start with the 31:29word of God and I share that with you 31:31guys so that you can also have the same 31:32peace, hope, and happiness that I move 31:35forward throughout the day. Every 31:36morning, I send you a piece of scripture 31:38and an explanation to help you with your 31:39spiritual walk. There's nothing more 31:41powerful than starting your day with the 31:43word of God. This quick 2 minutes each 31:44morning will set you up for the rest of 31:46your day. These are 100% free. So, if 31:48you want to sign up for the emails, link 31:50in the description. The answer is in 31:53exactly what I said. Do you believe that 31:57God will do it all for you? Do you 32:01believe? Right. All we do here, right,32:05respectfully, is talk our own thoughts.32:08Did I tell you you have a hard time 32:10listening? You see, all you do, Zay, is 32:12talk about your own thoughts. You see 32:14what I'm saying? Without even realizing 32:16it, fundamentally, we're just 32:18foundationally, I'm sorry, we're just 32:20like, I know what I know myself. You 32:22don't know jack didly squat about 32:24yourself. Because the Bible says so. We 32:28literally talk only what we think and 32:30what we feel. Understand? Always. So 32:33what I'm telling you is what the Bible 32:35says. The Bible has to teach you how to 32:38think and feel, guys. Do you understand?32:40Truly, the Bible has to tell you what to 32:42think and feel. Don't talk about your 32:44thoughts anymore. Rather talk about the 32:46word of God. Talk about his thoughts,32:48not your thoughts. Right. Right. Make 32:50sense? I'm scared to ask this, but what 32:52if I don't believe? I don't mean this in 32:55a bad way. I'm truly just wondering. I 32:57know. I know that. I understand. Right.33:00Here's the thing. Right. If you listen 33:02to what I said, I would answer that.33:05You're scared and you feel like what if 33:07you don't believe? Right. But did did I 33:10not just pull up the scripture that will 33:12your faith make his nullified and void?33:15Do you understand what I'm saying? Like,33:16no, no, no. Pull it up again. Romans 33:183:4. We're going to we're going to nip 33:20this in the butt today. Honestly,33:23because people are so burnt out in their 33:25thoughts that they think like everything 33:27they think that they're right. You know 33:29what I'm saying? You guys think that 33:31you're right, man. It's pathetic.33:34What are you standing on? Respectfully,33:36this is full-on chastisement mode. What 33:38are you standing on? You guys lead your 33:39lives pathetically.33:41Literally,33:43instead of leading it prophetically, you 33:44leave it pathetically, right? So, let's 33:46learn here. Let's learn. Don't harden 33:49your heart. Listen carefully. I'm not 33:50going to be nice to you. I've been nice 33:52to you 99% of the time. We're going to 33:54be honest here today. For what if some 33:56did not believe? So, some of you guys 33:57don't believe. Like the brother said, "I 33:59feel like I don't believe. What if I 34:01don't believe?" Shall your unbelief,34:03their unbelief, make the faith of God 34:05without effect? So, you think your 34:07unbelief can affect God? Y'all are 34:10arrogant if you think so. No. It says,34:13"Let all men be liars." What is God 34:15saying? You're already a liar, guys.34:17You're a liar. I don't need to listen to 34:19you. I don't need your faith. You're a 34:21liar. Rather, be quiet and just listen 34:25to what I'm saying. Do you understand?34:26That's what he's saying. Just listen to 34:28what I'm going to believe for you 34:30because you don't believe. All I need 34:32you to do is do you think that if I do 34:34it, I'm going to do it. That's all I 34:36need from you guys. That's what he's 34:38saying. Johnny, do you believe, bro,34:41that I'm going to do it? Yes. But then 34:43why this though? But then why that?34:45Okay. So, you don't believe? No. Yes, I 34:46do. Well, that's why I'm asking 34:47questions. No. Do you believe that I'm 34:49going to do it? Listen to me carefully,34:51guys. Is there anything God can't do?34:52Are you sure? Right. Make sense? Are you 34:55sure? Right. Make sense, right? So,34:58that's why you got to listen. It's very 35:01simple, guys. Is there anything that God 35:04can't do? Right? No, I'm not saying look 35:07at yourself. Just answer practically. No 35:10deep revelation here. Can God do? Is 35:13there any problem too big for God that's 35:15in your life right now that you can't 35:17solve? That he can't solve? I'm sorry.35:19No. Come on. He's God, dude. He's God.35:24Understand? But the issue is what, guys?35:27We don't think so. Right? So, what I'm 35:29telling you is realign your heart. Can 35:31he do it? Absolutely.35:35He can do it all. Then what's the 35:36problem? Does he need you to believe in 35:39him? Oh, Johnny doesn't believe in me,35:42so I can't do it. You think we're 35:43limiting him? Are you kidding me? Is 35:45there anything you can do to stop God?35:47Yeah, right, dude. So then why does he 35:49say, for example, that without faith, it 35:51is impossible to impossible to please 35:53God? Very simple. Because the author and 35:56the finisher of our faith, Jesus, is the 35:59one who has faith, which then just gets 36:01credited to us. And that's what you call 36:03grace.36:05Graca. Understand grace. Anybody having 36:08a hard time understanding this? You 36:10can't do it. Who the hell told you to?36:12Who told you to? You did. Your mom, your 36:16dad, your friends, whoever around you.36:18Definitely not God, though. Definitely 36:21not God. Okay. Definitely not God. Oh,36:24ye of little faith. Why does he call his 36:27disciples little faith? Even his 36:29disciples didn't believe in him. That's 36:31why. Did he not work in them? Because 36:34they didn't believe in him. Wow. Did he 36:36not work in Paul because Paul didn't was 36:39a persecutor of the church? Wow. Are is 36:43this starting to click now? You keep 36:45wanting to go back to the law and 36:46exalting how good you are. How good are 36:49you though? Every one of you guys is 36:51garbage. We're all garbage. Don't 36:53freaking sit there and repeat. We're not 36:55good. No, you got to say, "Yeah, in my 36:57heart legit though, I think I'm good."36:59Great. Understand? Great. Good for you.37:02But that doesn't mean jack did dilly 37:03squat to God though cuz you're garbage.37:06Understand? Doesn't mean anything to 37:09God. I'm so I No, I know I'm evil. Liar.37:12No, I know I'm good. Liar. Understand?37:16Liar. Dude. Romans 3:4. Read it 37:18carefully. Look. Liar. I believe in God.37:21Liar. I don't believe in God. Liar. Shut 37:24up. Stop talking about your own stuff.37:27Listen carefully to what God says. The 37:29Bible says. Stop quoting your own stuff.37:31We're sick and tired of hearing your the 37:33the voice of Satan. Liar, liar, pants on 37:36fire. God forbid. Yeah. Let God be true.37:40Only God, but every man and woman a 37:43liar. Understood? And what are we 37:44supposed to say in our sayings? That we 37:47mightest be justified in what sayings?37:49What are we supposed to say when we 37:51speak? Only justification and mightest 37:55overcome when thou are judged. So when 37:58you get judged, what are you supposed to 37:59talk about? justification.38:02Not just yourself and just your 38:04thoughts. Justification. Oh, no. I'm 38:08justified, Johnny. I know I'm this way,38:11but I'm a sinner. Okay. What are you 38:14talking about then? Make sense? You're 38:16not talking about the word. It's talking 38:19about yourself. So, talk about God,38:22right? Talk about God. And what does 38:23that mean? His word. So, that's what I'm 38:25teaching here, right? You guys got that?38:27Amen. The only reason why God calls us 38:30liars. Do you know why? Because we only 38:33speak about ourselves. And when you 38:34speak about yourself, self equals Satan.38:38They both start, you know, there with 38:41self. So when you speak, you speak of 38:43his own lies. John 8:44, read it 38:46carefully here. Understand? I don't 38:48know. I'm this. I am that. You know, the 38:50anger that you feel in your heart 38:51because of the way I'm speaking is also 38:53Satan. Do you understand? You just got 38:55to get it out. Is also Satan. You got a 38:58trauma dump for what? For what? No, you 39:01literally have to throw it out. Yeah, I 39:03feel it right now. Exactly. Who is that 39:05from? Don't trust yourself. Don't trust 39:08your thoughts. Don't trust Satan. How 39:10does it work out for you? It doesn't 39:12work out. What's wrong? See, when you 39:15acknowledge guys who you are, nothing 39:18becomes a problem. Look, it just 39:20continuously only speaking their own.39:22This is so hard to hear sometimes. No,39:24you think that's true. No, it's not.39:26It's hard to believe. That's what you're 39:28trying to say. It's hard for you to 39:30accept. That's what you Yes. But Satan's 39:33words are not supposed to be accepted.39:35That's why it's God's words that have to 39:37be accepted. Understand what I'm saying?39:39Understand? But we keep going, "Oh, I 39:42want to accept Satan's words as God's 39:44word." Yeah. Then your life is going to 39:46become hard. Understand what I'm saying?39:48Your life is going to become hard. Not 39:50because I'm mean to you, but because you 39:53literally don't want to accept the word.39:55That's what it is. Then yes, life will 39:57be very, very difficult. Understand what 39:59I'm saying? I know that I'm dirt. Okay.40:00No, you don't. I am nothing. You don't 40:03believe that. Got it? What is the 40:05balance of knowing that, but also 40:07knowing that I am made holy and 40:08righteous. No, the last part is what you 40:10need to speak about. I am righteous. I 40:12am holy. Without God, yes, I'm dirt. And 40:14that's biblical. But with God, I am holy 40:17and righteous. God has made me justified 40:19and sanctified. And I can move that way.40:22Why are you sitting here saying that you 40:24got to balance something? Right. Right?40:25You guys understand what I'm saying?40:27Yes. That's what I'm saying. Right.40:28Right. Amen. Right. Johnny, can I ask 40:30you something? Yes, you can. This is all 40:32new information to me. How come the 40:33leaders of most churches don't speak of 40:35the word in Jesus and our relationship 40:36with him like they like this? They 40:38preach a transactional relationship. I 40:40think yes. Yes. Amen. Manny, do you know 40:42why? Because of what I said. Many just 40:45like your name Manny single N. Okay.40:48Remove one N from your name. Many will 40:51come to me in those days. So, a lot of 40:53people go the opposite way. There's very 40:55few people that talk this way. Many will 40:58say unto me, it's not many. Thank God.41:00Imagine it said many will say to me in 41:02that day, oh my gosh, now we got to get 41:04scared, right? Get scared. Scared,41:08right? It says many will say to me in 41:10that day, Lord, Lord, have we not 41:12prophesied in your name? So many means 41:14what? A lot of people will come to me.41:18So that means only a few people know the 41:20truth. Stop treating the relationship 41:23that you have with God like so small.41:27It's huge. To know even these things to 41:29even sit here and be chastised is a 41:31beautiful thing. Do you understand? You 41:33have to look at them and have 41:34compassion. How sad. How sad. So many 41:36people are crying and oh God spirit lead 41:40me. Holy is your name. Right? It's like 41:44they're all singing and they're like 41:46yeah. They're like crying, but like 41:48they're about to be real mad when they 41:50stand in front of God and go, "Dang,41:52that's not what it was. Oh, sh."41:56Understand? Make sense? That's what's 41:58going to happen, right? Make sense,42:00right? So, what I'm saying here is if 42:02they realize, oh, I'm a person who with 42:05God can do all things, right? Right.42:08Yes, Craig. Yes, Craig. Amen, Craig. All 42:11right. So what I'm saying here is guys,42:13it is okay to feel like you're 42:16self-destructing and frustrating and all 42:18that. But let me ask you, don't stop 42:21there. Let me ask you the question 42:22after. Do you think God can not stop 42:26your frustration? Do you think God 42:29cannot stop you from lusting? Then why 42:31don't you believe that part? Why you 42:33just only believe your own thoughts?42:36That's what the problem is. It doesn't 42:38affect God. Do you know who it's 42:40affecting? You. Do you understand what 42:43I'm saying? You're only making yourself 42:47miserable. Would you agree? Don't 42:49believe in self. Believe in savior.42:51Different S's, right, guys? That's the 42:54answer to everything. Lucas, you ready?42:56Watch. What do you do with the intrusive 42:58thoughts that are prideful? The prideful 42:59kind of thoughts. You sit there and you 43:01go, "Hey, God, these are prideful 43:03thoughts. I can't stop them. They're 43:05obviously intruding and they make sense.43:07But can you? I believe you can. peace.43:10Understand? Versus, oh, you know, these 43:12are intrusive. You distrust your 43:14thoughts and do this and do that and no,43:16no, no. What does it mean to distrust 43:18your thoughts? Is to believe that God is 43:21the one who does it all anyways. Amen.43:24Amen. You don't have to do anything. You 43:26don't have to do anything. Mark my 43:28words. You have to sit there and rely on 43:30the one that did everything. Make sense?43:32Of course, there's a lot of deep 43:34thinking involved, right? And of course,43:36there's times where we have to sit there 43:37and we have to think deeply. But I think 43:40what's important is what are you why why 43:43are you guys struggling? Because you 43:45don't believe that Jesus will handle it.43:48And that's not a problem to me, but it's 43:50going to be a problem to you. That's 43:51that's not even a problem to God.43:53Understand? That's not a problem to God.43:56That's just only a problem to you. Do 43:59you guys understand, brothers and 44:00sisters? Do you understand? Right? Does 44:02that make sense? Listen. When you stop 44:06thinking about I need to have faith for 44:08God and you shift from this mindset of I 44:11need to have faith because literally 44:14it's not even a transactional mindset or 44:16selfish. It's not going to affect 44:18anybody but you. That's why God says 44:21believe in me so that you can live 44:24happier. He don't need you to believe in 44:26him. He can make rocks and stones and 44:28turn them to the disciples of Abraham.44:30It says he doesn't need disciples. He 44:33doesn't need your tithing money. He 44:35doesn't need you to go m God is so good.44:38He's teaching me so much. He's teaching 44:39me so much. We don't need to hear all of 44:41that BS. He wants you to know, hey, you 44:44do know if you believe in me, you're 44:46going to level up. You do know that,44:48right? So why the hell you holding on to 44:51your BS thoughts? That's what he's 44:53saying. You do know that, right, Johnny?44:55If you sit here and you trust yourself,44:58you're going to be sad. I'm just letting 44:59you know. You You could choose it. I'm 45:01just letting you know, Juanito, that if 45:03you trust me, you probably going to be 45:06happier. Just so you know. And honestly,45:09where's the logic, Johnny? You stupid 45:12idiot. Seriously, you dumb idiot, Johnny 45:15boy. You're going to sit here. You're 45:17going to be like, "Oh, I'm going to be 45:19mad and I'm going to be mad cuz of me."45:21Like, that's all you're going to do?45:23Like, what are you doing to yourself?45:25Dang, I thought you were selfish. You 45:26don't even know how to be selfish.45:27That's why all men are liars. Let God be 45:29true. I'm getting mad at God because I'm 45:32depressed, not knowing that I'm 45:34perpetuating my depression by trusting 45:36myself more. What an idiot. No wonder 45:39we're liars. No wonder we're stupid. Do 45:41you guys understand what I'm saying?45:42When you start to realize how dumb that 45:44is like, "Oh my gosh, I'm freaking 45:47tripping." Do you really have peace? He 45:48always He's constantly God is knocking 45:50on my heart with this recently. You 45:52really have peace, Johnny. If you trust 45:54your thoughts, understand? No, you 45:56don't. And then right there, I teach it 45:57to you guys. Amen. Oh, I'm peaceful when 46:00I trust the word of God. I'm not 46:02peaceful when I trust my thoughts above 46:03the word of God. I don't care how much I 46:06weave it to make it seem like I'm 46:08peaceful. You know, a lot of you guys 46:10are really good at at at at lying but 46:13lying to yourself. [laughter]46:15You guys understand what I'm saying,46:17right? Oh, this is fine if I just 46:19control this. If I do things a certain 46:21way, if I make X amount of money. Liar.46:23Liar. Pants on fire. Shame on you. So 46:26good at lying to you. Well, you know 46:28what? I like being alone. I'm so glad 46:30I'm alone. And you even feel it for like 46:32a second. Oh, I'm alone. I feel so good.46:35It's like, oh my gosh, come on, dude.46:37Right. One of my friends was smoking 46:39weed and he's like, bro, I I feel so 46:41good. Like, bro, I feel so peaceful. And 46:43I'm like, dang, you say that, but you 46:46don't know what real peace is. Real 46:48peace is being able to live with God and 46:51through God. But your head is what? Oh,46:53peace is when I get high. Yeah, that's 46:56peace right there. Yeah, when I chew my 46:59gummies, you know, he he also likes to 47:01do he he does dab pens and he likes to 47:04do a lot of gummies, you know, CBD and 47:06all that, you know, and I'm just like,47:08why do you why do you have to trust 47:10that? You know, why do you have to trust 47:12that? What do you mean? I I don't I 47:14don't trust that. What do you mean? It 47:15just really helps me soo medical reasons 47:17and blah blah blah. Yeah, good luck. You 47:19You guys think about your heart. You 47:21know, you think God made us that way,47:23right? When people come to me and they 47:25go, "But Johnny, I you know, it really 47:28did help me and I should just take the 47:30iawaska and it feels so good and you 47:32know, it's amazing and but do you think 47:34God was like, "Hey guys, make sure to 47:37take a hit of, you know, your dab pen,47:39your weed, and make sure to do Iasa and 47:42then, you know, like still talk about 47:44the gospel and like do you really think 47:46that that's what it comes down to?" No.47:48Dude, did did any of the disciples get 47:51high off of cannabis and stuff like 47:53that? No. Right. Did they name their 47:56strands of weed again? On worldly things 47:58like, "Oh, bro, you got that sack of 48:00behemoth." Yeah, bro. You got that You 48:03got that Leviathan. You got that 48:05Leviathan, bro. Bro, that Leviathan 48:08cush.48:11One hit of this, fool, you be in heaven 48:13on bloodies.48:15Leviathan cush.48:18Oh, man. Hey guys, been to Lev. This 48:21came from the from the Job plantation.48:24Job plantation. This indoors or 48:25outdoors? Come on, bro. This outdoors,48:27bro. But it's cool though. Is it a up or 48:30a downer? No, it's Leviathan, fool. It's 48:32a It's hybrid. That thing is Yo, you had 48:35that Nephilim. Nephilim stream, bro.48:38That Nephim, you smoke this, bro, you 48:40about to be literally like stepping on 48:43buildings, fool. You be teleporting.48:46Understand that granddaddy Nef.48:48Granddaddy Nef is crazy. That Granddaddy 48:52Nef. What the heck is that? Oh, just 48:55try. But one hit, bro. That's That's how 48:57they were casting out demons. You think?48:59Yo, you stripping out. Don't trip. Here 49:01you go. Take this. Take this. You know,49:04granddaddy Nef right here. Woo! Legions 49:07like, "Woo!" That's what I needed. A 49:09blunt to the face. My gosh, man. Feel 49:12convicted. Got it, guys. Don't get mad.49:15Feel convicted. Listen carefully.49:18Oh, I'm a person who God is giving me 49:21everything in my life and I can overcome 49:24it through him because he's overcoming 49:26it, but I don't believe. You understand 49:29what I'm saying? Make sense, right? God 49:31doesn't need to hear your prayers. You 49:33need to believe and hear his word. Bars.49:39Understand? Make sense? Does he hear my 49:42word? Does it Do I have to do this? Do I 49:45have to do that? Do I have to? You have 49:46to burn. Got it. Don't just burn the 49:48weed, burn yourself, too. Got it. Some 49:52of you guys are literally going to take 49:52that literal. Okay. He said, [laughter]49:56right? No, I'm saying 50:00God, we have to trust him for your sake.50:04For your sake. Do I have to quit the 50:06weed? No. You need to quit trusting 50:09yourself and then you will quit the 50:10weed. You need to start trusting the 50:13word of God. You need to quit trusting 50:14your thoughts. You need to quit speaking 50:16about your thoughts. You need to quit 50:18all the things that lead you. You guys 50:20don't have addictions. You guys don't 50:22have ADHD. You guys don't have, you 50:24know, bipolar. You don't have it. You 50:28have the Holy Spirit. Are you kidding 50:30me? But why do you keep moving that way?50:32Understand? Because you trust the 50:34fraudulent voice in your head, which is 50:36Satani, Satan, the Magi, the mischievous 50:41punk, as they say. Understand? That's 50:44what it comes down to, right? Guys, can 50:48God call us new creatures if we're not 50:50new creatures? Honestly, I don't think 50:52he can. I think that would make him a 50:54liar. A straight up bold-faced liar. But 50:58he's not, though. He said it. Then you 51:02have to believe that. Oh, God is going 51:05to do it. I'm not saying quit today.51:07Hear me out. I'm not saying quit today.51:10But if you really believe in God,51:12wouldn't you quit today? Amen. Right? If 51:14you truly believe that God will do 51:16everything for you, then even though 51:18that blind person, those two blind 51:20people, they be they they were able to 51:22see right away, soon as they sat there 51:24and they believed, boom, they received.51:27That's what I'm trying to explain to you 51:28guys. You guys can be happy right now.51:31Right? That's what I'm saying. So, when 51:33you get angry, right? Believe the word 51:35of God, right? Understand? No. I'm I'm a 51:39I'm a new creature. No, I'm a I'm a new 51:42creature. I'm so lustful. Understand?51:46No, no, no, no. What is the word of God?51:48Right. Exactly. Right. So guys, trust 51:52me. Don't trust me, man. Forget me.51:54Johnny's stupid. He's mean. He's 51:57arrogant. He's cold. He's a what have 52:00been called? He's a liar. He's a 52:02manipulator. I'm going to name all the 52:04things that people of you guys have 52:05called me. He's a heretic. He's a liar.52:08He's a manipulator. He's a a love 52:11bomber. He's a uh abusive. He's uh what 52:16is what did they call a low superior 52:18superior? No, inferiority complex. He's 52:21a cult leader. He's world's worst gospel 52:24preacher. He's right big back, right?52:28He's a child. Okay, that that is who I 52:30am. Okay, so don't trust me. Trust the 52:33word of God. If you love biblical 52:35lessons like this, then you would love 52:37my weekly Bible class. Bible class 52:39brings clarity, community, and 52:41consistency. There are a lot of us who 52:43read the Bible, but we don't know how to 52:44apply that to our lives. Consistency.52:46Also, a lot of you guys want to read the 52:48Bible and you don't know where to start,52:50how to start, and therefore it kind of 52:52discourages you guys to read the Bible.52:54So, every week at on Saturdays at 10:00 52:56a.m. Pacific Standard Time, we go 52:58through one chapter and we break down 53:01every single verse and apply those 53:03verses to your life. After the Bible 53:05class, we also do a group mentor session 53:07where it's you can ask me customized 53:10questions and anything about the class 53:12and anything about your own life. If 53:14this sounds interesting to you, you guys 53:16can check the link in the bio and use 53:18code wisdom to get 50% off your first 53:20month. See you guys this Saturday at 53:2310:00 a.m. Pacific Standard Time. If 53:26Johnny Chang sits there and says 53:28anything outside of the word of God,53:29maybe I haven't said this in a while,53:30but I'm going to say it. If I ever stray 53:33from the gospel, don't follow me ever 53:35again. Don't listen to me ever again.53:38Okay, guys, don't listen to me ever 53:40again. If I ever stray from the gospel,53:42if I start only being about the moola,53:44the schmoney, do me like they did like 53:47like they did me when I posted the uh 53:49the what's it called? The the Halloween 53:52episode. You know that day we lost 1,400 53:55followers. You could see it in the back 53:57end. 1,400 people saw one clip and was 54:01like, "I don't like you anymore.54:02Unfollow." And then look at how God is.54:05Okay. The next day, right, we we posted 54:09or 2 days after that, I'm sorry. We 54:10posted the the lady who got shot. Did 54:13you guys see that? The lady who got shot 54:14is going mega viral right now. And in 54:17one day, we got back exactly 1,400 54:19followers. I'm not saying followers 54:21matter. What I'm saying is God is going 54:24to work, man. He's going to call. He's 54:27going to prune. I don't got to do 54:29nothing. I didn't even have any intent 54:32to go. You know what? Today, I'm gonna 54:34piss off the fake Christians and the 54:36legalistic ones and they're going to 54:39leave. Some of y'all left, too. And some 54:41of y'all are back. Interesting.54:44Interesting.54:46Some of y'all left and some Why are you 54:47guys Why are you back? Why did you 54:49leave? Did I change at all? No, I'm 54:51still the same. Do you understand?54:53Right. Some of y'all left. Why? Cuz you 54:56were good. And then why are you back?54:57Cuz you're good. And if you don't get 54:59this part, then you're going to leave 55:01again. You guys got that. Amen. Right.55:03Even our mod, right, Danny? I'm not 55:06calling you. I love you. You know, we we 55:07we we talk. Our moderator left. You 55:10know, Danny's a big boy. He's like a big 55:12polar bear. You know, he's like a big 55:14big He's like a big bear. You know, if 55:16you look at, you know, Danny, right,55:19Daniel, right? And but man, when he 55:22disappeared, boy, was he he's big, but 55:25he's stealthy. That boy big, but he's 55:28stealthy. He was gone for like a whole 55:30month and I was like, "What the heck?"55:32And he just came back. He hudinied 55:34himself and just came back. I was like,55:35"Whoa,55:37understand, right?" He's like,55:38"Supplies."55:40Supplies is crazy. Surprise. Right. I'm 55:44back. I'm good now.55:47Right. I'm sure the the month or however 55:50long he was gone, he was thinking,55:51"Johnny don't care about me, man. main 55:54stages again. I'm not going to jump on 55:55mainstage. F this guy. Right. Of course.55:58Of course. But later he realized 56:00something which I'm very thankful. He 56:02saw himself. Wow. I'm not happy when I 56:05follow myself. I'm miserable when I 56:07follow myself. So he decided that day in 56:10his heart. Okay. I'm going to I'm going 56:12to not follow my heart anymore. And man,56:15I wish I could share with you guys the 56:17intimate and personal things that he's 56:18shared with the church and with me. But 56:21I can just say this and he can back this 56:23up too. He's very happy now. He is 56:26literally blown away by the way that God 56:28is working in his life. Would you Am am 56:30I right, Danny, or am I lying? Call it 56:33cap if it is. I ain't tripping. Am I 56:35lying or am I not? Amen. You understand?56:38He's so happy. He went from ah I hate 56:41you. This is so stupid. Core of the 56:44heart. No, core of the fart. Cuz he's 56:47full of BS. Understand? He don't care 56:50about me. Johnny's freaking BS, you 56:53know, and then comes back and he's 56:55happy, right? Make sense? Amen. I'm very 56:59thankful. This is cultivating and 57:01pruning your heart, too. Many people 57:04left. Many people pour negativity into 57:06you guys, too. Some people pour 57:09negativity into you guys. You guys are 57:10still here, but you still have that type 57:12of It's like, what kind of heart? It's 57:14like a cautious heart with me. Even 57:16though y'all been right next to me, some 57:18of you in the same car, in the same 57:21building and eating food, right? You've 57:24seen my heart, but it just takes one 57:26person, doesn't it? To go, "Yeah, but 57:30you know, he's a little aggressive. You 57:32know, he doesn't really care. He talks a 57:35lot about this, this, and that. Oh,57:37that's all it takes. Just one person to 57:39say something like that, and immediately 57:40everything that I've ever done gets 57:42toppled." That's how it is,57:45right? Make sense? Amen. How sad. And 57:49what we're waiting on is not for y'all 57:51to apologize. Is to have that coming to 57:54God moment of I judge Johnny so much. No 57:58problem. But in the same way that I 58:00judge Johnny, I also judge myself. And 58:02how is that working out for you? Single 58:04any single fathers here. Can I ask you 58:06guys? And also single moms, single dads,58:09single dads when you chose your wife or 58:13the person you your BM your baby mama or 58:16your you know right let's say you love 58:19them you cared about them but how did it 58:21work out for you honestly how horribly 58:24understand what I'm saying? Yes you guys 58:26are on good terms but did you have to do 58:29it the way did you do everything the way 58:30you wanted it to? Yeah right. Let's keep 58:34it real here. Amen. Patrick par Patrick 58:37goes to our church, right? So when you 58:39guys choose for yourself, right? Those 58:42of you guys who don't choose for 58:44yourself and let God choose, I guarantee 58:48you, you're going to be happier. That's 58:50my promise. Or your money back. Right?58:53Try it for 14 days. Free trial or your 58:56money back. I'm serious. When you let 58:58God lead your life, even just for 14 59:00days, I guarantee you, you're going to 59:02be happy. When you choose yourself, good 59:05luckies. Good luck. Good luck. Amen. You 59:08guys got that? You know what's beautiful 59:10about our community is that just like 59:14the ark, guys, there was clean animals 59:18and there were unclean animals. You know 59:20what? What's beautiful about core of the 59:22heart that most people don't know? It's 59:24filled with all kinds of people.59:28good, bad, and the ugly and the 59:31beautiful. Okay, sorry. You know, you 59:32got to do the balance, right? Not 59:34calling all of you guys ugly. You know,59:36the good thing about core of the heart 59:37is everyone's ugly. It's like some of 59:39y'all going to be like, "What? I spent 6 59:41hours on my makeup. You don't call me 59:43ugly. I'm a child of God." And then you 59:46start see the demon come out of them,59:48right? I'm child of God. Right? Okay.59:51So, what I'm saying here is, right,59:53guys? inside of our hearts and inside of 59:56core of the heart. There's all kinds of 59:58people. Understand guys? But do you know 1:00:00what we're doing here? We're waiting for 1:00:03you guys as ministers. I was talking to 1:00:05Pastor John about this. We're waiting 1:00:07for you guys to believe the word of God.1:00:11How do you come to the end of yourself,1:00:13guys? Do you know? Ready? Here's how you 1:00:15do it. Okay, here's how you surrender.1:00:16By believing the word of God. No matter 1:00:19what it's you feel, you just believe 1:00:21what it says about you. Guys, I've done 1:00:24some heinous evil things. Things I can 1:00:28never speak about. Honestly, guys, I'm 1:00:30not kidding. I put someone in a 1:00:32wheelchair and recently I saw that 1:00:34person again. Kind of wild, right? When 1:00:37I saw him, I was very I felt very sad 1:00:39for him. Genuinely like, dang, that 1:00:41sucks, man. I can't believe my past 1:00:44literally did this to this person.1:00:47Understand? But even though I'm like 1:00:49that, can I be honest with you guys for 1:00:51one second? Being real honest here,1:00:53right? Scripturally, it says, "I cannot 1:00:57see myself." So, I believe that although 1:01:00I felt sad, immediately I thought to 1:01:02myself, this is a deception. I'm not a 1:01:05person. And I acknowledge myself, I'm 1:01:08really an evil human being. Not because 1:01:11I think and did evil things, because I 1:01:14don't think I'm evil when God says that 1:01:16I was. And that that you know that I 1:01:18was. Do you guys understand what I'm 1:01:20saying? The Bible says it specifically 1:01:23that's who you are and you're going to 1:01:25wrestle with flesh and blood and spirit 1:01:27and right but like I don't believe that 1:01:30even now sometimes I don't believe that 1:01:33part about me and so it's very pitiful 1:01:35sometimes I look at myself and I 1:01:37struggle with those things man why can't 1:01:40I just believe the word of God that says 1:01:42that I was this way even me but then I 1:01:45think about it no that's a lie I just 1:01:49have to accept the word of God. The word 1:01:52of God says that I was evil. I don't 1:01:55feel like it. Doesn't matter how I feel.1:01:56I accepted it. But then the word of God 1:01:58also says once you accept that, that's 1:02:00when you need a savior. And he did 1:02:02indeed save me. Father God, thank you 1:02:05for my salvation. So, are you guys all 1:02:08evil people before God? Yes. You don't 1:02:10got to believe that in your head. You 1:02:12got to believe that in your heart.1:02:13Believe the word. Guys, everything stems 1:02:15from that. Spiritual life is the same as 1:02:18receiving salvation.1:02:19You guys aren't acting perfect. You 1:02:21don't live perfect, but you say that you 1:02:23are. Why? Because you believe.1:02:26How can you say that something if you 1:02:28don't believe in it? I believe that I'm 1:02:30righteous and perfected because of 1:02:32Jesus. You We don't have any We're not 1:02:35We're so clear about that. That even if 1:02:37I sat here today and I was like,1:02:38"Everyone of you guys is sinners. You're 1:02:40all sinners." No. You guys will be like,1:02:42"Shut up. No, I'm not. I'm perfected. I 1:02:45can't even shake y'all." Do you 1:02:46understand? That's the same type of 1:02:48energy that you have to keep with the 1:02:50gospel. That's the same type of energy 1:02:52you have to keep with everything else.1:02:54Dude, Satan comes, hey, you're you have 1:02:57anxiety. You have anxiety. You have 1:02:58anxiety. No, I don't, dude. Same thing,1:03:01right? When he comes, hey, you're not 1:03:03saved. Hey, you're not saved. Yes, I am.1:03:04Jesus didn't fail. What are you talking 1:03:06about? He literally washed my sins, you 1:03:07stupid, right? In the same way. Hey, you 1:03:11have anxiety. Hey, you're nothing. You 1:03:12suck. Wait, no. God doesn't say that.1:03:14So, shut up. You could say that. We even 1:03:17laugh at it. You guys will laugh at,1:03:18"Hey guys, every one of you guys are 1:03:19sinners, okay? You guys all need to 1:03:21repent. You're all sinners." You're 1:03:22going to literally look at me and be 1:03:23like, "You kind of taught us already too 1:03:24much, Johnny, that we're not sinners 1:03:26anymore, but righteous." You literally,1:03:28you would laugh at me. That's how bold 1:03:30you guys are are, right? Then keep the 1:03:33same energy when it comes to spiritual 1:03:34life. You guys got that? You You got 1:03:37that? Oh, ye of little faith. Easy,1:03:39right? Right. You guys are so good on 1:03:42the truth that even when you hear other 1:03:44people speak, you can't hear them speak 1:03:45anymore. Would you agree? That's why you 1:03:48guys are here as crazy people loving to 1:03:50get chastise for some reason. I don't 1:03:52know what the heck is wrong with y'all.1:03:54All of y'all got way too much trauma.1:03:55You guys like getting yelled at. Yes.1:03:58Yell at me more. I feel loved. No, guys,1:04:02you're doing great. Don't tell me that.1:04:04Understand what I'm understand? Right.1:04:07So what I'm saying is you guys just 1:04:10apply that. Me too. Me too. Sometimes we 1:04:12forget, you know. Me too. Me too. You 1:04:15know, so what? So what if I forget? So 1:04:18what if you forget? And just remember 1:04:20again. Pastor Kim always says that. So 1:04:21what if you do that? Just remember 1:04:23again. But again, it's hard, guys. Even 1:04:25me, it's hard. I get it. I trust me. You 1:04:29know, I was having a conversation today 1:04:31and I thought about it like it's really 1:04:33hard. me as a person genuinely I I feel 1:04:36like no one really even Pastor Kim,1:04:39Pastor John, like I feel like there's 1:04:41not a lot of people that can truly pour 1:04:43into me, especially when it comes to 1:04:45like pouring into other people. But when 1:04:48I read these verses, I was very 1:04:49thankful. You know, many times when I 1:04:51read the scripture, I can feel the heart 1:04:53of the servants too, like the apostles,1:04:55you know, Apostle Paul, I really relate 1:04:57to him a lot. I'm not Apostle Paul, okay 1:04:59guys? So please don't take this as some 1:05:00pompous freaking arrogant saying. But 1:05:03when I read Apostle Paul's heart and his 1:05:05scripture, I'm like, dang, no one 1:05:08understands him. He literally pours into 1:05:10everyone. Timothy, you know, Barnabas,1:05:14he p he pours into, you know, Titus.1:05:17Like bro is the goat man, right? But 1:05:20like he had nobody else really, but he 1:05:22had Jesus and God. So many times, you 1:05:25know, people can provide things for me 1:05:27physically, emotionally, but not a lot 1:05:30of people can provide things for me 1:05:31spiritually. You know, it can get lonely 1:05:34at times, right? Understand what I'm 1:05:36saying, right? And people who don't walk 1:05:39the walk like that, they don't 1:05:40understand. Of course, they can 1:05:42understand it on a surface level. Oh,1:05:44wow. It must be lonely at the top,1:05:46right? Amen. But I don't know if anyone 1:05:49knows how that actually feels, right?1:05:51Like unless you're really pushing the 1:05:53gospel, it feels as if like you're the 1:05:56only person who received salvation in 1:05:57your family and no one understands you,1:06:00right? But imagine guys that they all 1:06:02did receive salvation, but none of them 1:06:05actually really want to listen to you.1:06:07That would hurt more than if they just 1:06:09didn't have salvation. Are you following 1:06:10me here? If they don't have salvation,1:06:12you can at least be like, "Oh, there's 1:06:14hope." What about people who claim to 1:06:16have salvation and claim to be your your 1:06:18disciples but don't even listen to you?1:06:20Right then and there today when I was 1:06:22reading Matthew 9, I thought about 1:06:24Jesus's heart, too. Like, dang, nobody 1:06:26believes in him. Nobody actually trusts 1:06:29him. His own disciples don't even 1:06:31believe what he says. Every single one 1:06:33of those fools ran away, man. That's me.1:06:36That's how I feel. And that's how I am,1:06:38too. I feel it and I perpetuate it. I do 1:06:40it, too. I run away from God, too. every 1:06:44day. So I I think about when I think 1:06:46about that, I'm like, "Dang, God." Amen.1:06:50I'm so sorry, God. I I straight up said,1:06:52not in a way to like apologize and and 1:06:54ask for forgiveness and confess. I I 1:06:56straight up say, "God, I'm so sorry,1:06:57man. I get it why you wouldn't want 1:06:59somebody like me. Like, I don't even 1:07:01know why you would want somebody like me 1:07:02like away with me, you know?" And then 1:07:04it's weird, guys. What's so beautiful is 1:07:07when you hit that position, nothing 1:07:09becomes a problem. When you acknowledge,1:07:11yeah, you're a weak piece of garbage 1:07:13human being. Nothing becomes a problem.1:07:16It actually becomes freeing. It actually 1:07:19is like, whoa, okay, God, I see you. I 1:07:22see you. I see you. You guys got that.1:07:24Okay, God, I get it. Yeah, I don't think 1:07:26I'll ever love you correctly, but that's 1:07:28okay. You will make me love you, right?1:07:31Yeah. And then, you know, I'll I'll 1:07:33think about it again and I'll fall into 1:07:34my I got to do something. Oh, I got to 1:07:37do this live after service. Oh, I got a 1:07:40X, Y, and Z. Man, I really love God. Not 1:07:43because I love God. Sheesh. Did you 1:07:46catch that? I really love God, but 1:07:48because I know I don't really love God.1:07:51Guys, life is so beautiful. You know 1:07:53why? Because when you're so ugly, you 1:07:57appreciate all the beauty. So, just be 1:07:59ugly. Got it? You know why life is so 1:08:02freeing? Because we're always in 1:08:04bondage. So, when freedom comes, you 1:08:07know it really well. You long for it.1:08:10You understand what I'm saying? Pretty 1:08:11wild, huh? You know that first sip of 1:08:14water when you're so freaking thirsty 1:08:16that like your breath stinks and you got 1:08:18cotton mouth for days. But that first 1:08:20sip of water, that's so refreshing.1:08:23That's what it is. When you fall off the 1:08:25track and remember, God, it's 1:08:27refreshing. Oh, God, thank you. Really,1:08:30God, I'm so bad, but you're so good.1:08:35Wow, I'm so the opposite. And they say 1:08:38opposites attract. That's what they 1:08:40meant. Bars, right? That's what they 1:08:43meant. Oh, that's what opposites attract 1:08:45mean. I'm so freaking gone and you're so 1:08:48freaking here. I'm so freaking lost and 1:08:51you're so freaking found. I'm so 1:08:53freaking shaky and you're so freaking 1:08:55grounded. I'm so freaking evil and 1:08:57you're so freaking pure. Dang.1:08:59[laughter]1:09:01Beautiful spirit. Beautiful.1:09:05Beautiful.1:09:06Beautiful. The dichotomy of spiritual 1:09:09life and Christians, right? Beautiful.1:09:13Okay, then I'm just going to keep being 1:09:15the way that I am. It's okay. Isn't it 1:09:17freeing? Are you guys free after hearing 1:09:20this? Okay, that'll be $100 each,1:09:23please. Thank you very much. Please.1:09:25Just kidding. Totally kidding. Totally 1:09:27kidding. Totally kidding. I'm not going 1:09:30to give you guys a discount. It's $200 1:09:32each. [laughter]1:09:33Just kidding, guys. Just kidding. Just 1:09:37Like double down. Just kidding, guys.1:09:39You think I I'm Asian. You think there's 1:09:40a discount? Yeah, right. Give good price 1:09:42for you, man. Double the price, man.1:09:44Good price for you, man.1:09:47[laughter]1:09:48Right. Amen. Beautiful. Amazing. Life is 1:09:52really good because it's so bad. Life is 1:09:56really bright because it's so dark, you 1:09:59know? Really, it's it's kind of crazy.1:10:01It's kind of crazy. We need that, guys.1:10:04We need that. You know, there's So, I 1:10:06used to I used to have a restaurant and 1:10:08there was a tilapia. You guys know 1:10:11tilapia? We would sell tilapia, but like 1:10:14fresh tilapia. We had You ever been to 1:10:16those restaurants? If you go to the San 1:10:17Gabriel Valley, you go to Chinatown. If 1:10:19you have a Chinatown, go to Chinatown,1:10:20okay? You go to Chinatown and you go,1:10:23man, you guys don't need to take people 1:10:24to SeaWorld or freaking the aquarium.1:10:27Okay? Just go to a Chinese restaurant 1:10:29and take your kids there. They won't 1:10:30know the difference. Understand what I'm 1:10:33saying? They're going to sit there and 1:10:34be like, "Wow, SeaWorld, mommy." Yes.1:10:36Yes. SeaWorld. Yes. Yes. You see the 1:10:39fishies? Yes. I understand. Take them to 1:10:41Chinatown.1:10:43Go to a restaurant that has freaking,1:10:45you know, right? Go to HMart. Go to 99 1:10:48Ranch. Wherever you go. Okay. All right.1:10:51Okay. So, you go there. I had a 1:10:54restaurant and I would, you know, chop 1:10:56it up. I like to kind of talk to people 1:10:58and stuff, right? So, they would bring 1:11:01we would have a lobster tank. So we had 1:11:02lobster in it. It will be fresh. We had,1:11:05you know, tilapia. We had bass, like sea 1:11:08bass. We had little things like that,1:11:09right? Like Yeah, exactly. Like NBC 1:11:11Seafood. You from the hood for sure.1:11:13Right. NBC Seafood is where we got 1:11:15recoed. Past trauma. Thank you. Just 1:11:17kidding. But anyways, so we sit there,1:11:20right? Right. And basically people, they 1:11:24come to the restaurant and they deliver 1:11:26these things to the restaurant, these 1:11:27suppliers. So the tilapia,1:11:31it's weird when they transfer tilapia.1:11:34Sometimes the tilapia is really, really 1:11:36sickly. So I would ask them and I would 1:11:38complain, hey, we're paying x amount of 1:11:40dollars. Why are you guys doing this?1:11:42And they're like, oh, you know, because 1:11:44we ran out of the fighter fish. And I'm 1:11:46like, fighter fish? Like the preding 1:11:50fish, like the little bettas, okay?1:11:52They're talking about like the predatory 1:11:54fish. And I was like, predatory fish?1:11:56What do you mean? And they're like,1:11:58"Okay, so when we transfer these things 1:12:01inside of the the the the the tub,1:12:04right, when they we're driving in the 1:12:05tank," he says, "If you just put tilapia 1:12:08in there by themselves, then they're 1:12:11going to all die because they're 1:12:12literally just going to like get caught 1:12:14up in, you know, kind of like and 1:12:17stressed. But if you put a little 1:12:19fighting fish in there, like just one 1:12:21predatory fish that's going to eat other 1:12:23fish, he says, "All of a sudden, the 1:12:26survival rate goes up." And I'm like,1:12:28"Huh?" And why? And he goes, "Because as 1:12:31they're chasing, they don't have enough 1:12:33time to think of like the stress. They 1:12:37start to get real stressed and they move 1:12:39cuz they want to survive." And I was 1:12:41like, "Wo."1:12:43In the same way, immediately, this was 1:12:45obviously I was saved, but I didn't 1:12:46think about it. But when I thought about 1:12:48that, I was like, "Oh, wow." That's why 1:12:50God allows Satan to do certain things,1:12:52not to kill you, but to make you more 1:12:54alive. Because if we just sit and chill,1:12:58we'll die. That's what it is. Do you 1:13:01understand what I'm saying? How can that 1:13:02happen? Where they put one feeder fish 1:13:05and yes, some people get, you know, the 1:13:07fish obviously eats like two or three of 1:13:08the tilapia, but there's like 50 tilapia 1:13:11in there and they have to make multiple 1:13:13stops, right? We would get like 10 1:13:15tilapia, 20 tilapia, right, each batch.1:13:18And they would come so health. I could 1:13:20see the difference when I they pull them 1:13:22out. I'm like, "Oh, was a feeder fish 1:13:23the fighter fish?" And they're like,1:13:24"Yeah, the predatory fish was in there 1:13:26today." Versus when it's not, they're 1:13:28it's all sickly. Like they're barely 1:13:30alive and they die with it. If we don't 1:13:31sell it within 2 days, they're dead.1:13:33Literally. Do you guys understand what 1:13:35I'm saying? Right? So, in the same way,1:13:38that's what Satan does. Like, that's why 1:13:40God doesn't let up. not to kill you, but 1:13:42to make you alive. Obviously, this is 1:13:44analogies, but I I was able to see that 1:13:46through wisdom. Like, whoa, this is kind 1:13:48of wild. And it makes sense, right? Why 1:13:51does God allow you to lose your keys?1:13:52Anybody lose your I hate losing my keys.1:13:55It's so annoying. You got to go and re 1:13:56get you lose your wallet. I hate that.1:13:59Literally, I I will literally punch 1:14:01someone in the face. If I lose my 1:14:03wallet, guys, don't be near me. You're 1:14:05going to get punched. You're going to 1:14:07get some mayo and some ketchup with your 1:14:08knuckle sandwich. Understand what I'm 1:14:10saying, right? I hate that cuz I got to 1:14:13then got to go and go to the DMV and I 1:14:16got to sit in line and I got to be all m 1:14:18and people over there working like 1:14:20freaking the sloth at the desk, you 1:14:22know, in Madagascar. You get what I'm 1:14:24saying? Like they move slow, right? And 1:14:26I'm like, man, and I'm quick. I'm 1:14:28Palipa. Oh, Zootopia. I'm sorry.1:14:29Zootopia. Madagascar. This fool don't 1:14:32even know anything. Don't listen to me.1:14:33See, all men are liars like God be true.1:14:35So anyways, right? Make sense? So guys,1:14:39but why does God allow me to do that? So 1:14:41I can see, oh, don't ever do it again,1:14:45right? And really, like, it's been a 1:14:47long time. I don't want to jinx it, but 1:14:49it's been a long time since I've lost my 1:14:51wallet. You understand? So when you do 1:14:53certain things, things certain things 1:14:54happen to you, then you start to learn 1:14:57like, oh, okay. Right. So don't think 1:15:00about things as a bad thing, right? Yes.1:15:02Yes. And if you do, just get mad. It's 1:15:04okay. When you get mad, get mad. Okay?1:15:07When you get angry, get angry. It's 1:15:08okay. But always come back to God. As 1:15:12long as the ladies and and men in the 1:15:14chat, as long your your spouse may trust 1:15:16themselves and come back, it's going to 1:15:18be tiring. But as long as they come 1:15:19back, then that's what's important. You 1:15:21understand what I'm saying? Like, as 1:15:23long as they come back, some people,1:15:24they never come back, bro. That's 1:15:26horrible, right? They never come back.1:15:29It's sad. Fall, get back up. Fall, get 1:15:31back up. People fall and they, you know,1:15:33Right. Right. One thing is people can 1:15:35see you angry. People can see you, you 1:15:37know, frustrated. People can see you at 1:15:39your worst. Okay? But don't ever you can 1:15:42let basically what I'm saying is you can 1:15:43let people see you angry. You can let 1:15:45people see you, you know, miserable and 1:15:47frustrated and depressed. Okay? But 1:15:50don't ever let them see you quit. You 1:15:52understand what I'm saying? Don't ever 1:15:54let them see that part of you because 1:15:56that's going to reflect God. And they're 1:15:58going to sit there and be like, "Oh,1:16:00see, he was all Christian and he quit.1:16:02Forget him. That God ain't real. That 1:16:04now becomes a problem. Okay? Never let 1:16:07them see you quit, guys. Let them see 1:16:09you angry, frustrated. That actually 1:16:11makes you more human. Who cares?1:16:14Understand? Let them see you toxic. Who 1:16:16cares?1:16:18Some of y'all are toxic, man. Straight 1:16:20up just poison. Just kidding. Just 1:16:23kidding. All right. All right. Okay. All 1:16:27right, guys. I got to go. I got to go.1:16:29Okay. If you guys haven't done so,1:16:31follow my new page, Blame Johnny Chang.1:16:33I I do got to record some stuff on it.1:16:36So, I will record stuff on it. I got to 1:16:38figure out what I want to talk about cuz 1:16:40I got to just sit and spit, right? Sit 1:16:43and rip, right? So, we'll see. But 1:16:45follow Blame Johnny Chang if you haven't 1:16:47done so. And uh we're going to go crazy 1:16:49with it. There you go. There. There he 1:16:51is. Thank you. All right, guys. Okay.1:16:54See you guys later. Take care. Bye.

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